Thursday, November 10, 2011

What it's like to be an intuitive

For me, it is like this. I will be feeling and sensing something and then I will ask myself a question: "What am I feeling? Where is this coming from?" And then I will delve into it to see where a feeling or experience is coming from. When I was little I would meet someone and I could get lost in their eyes, their talk the feel of someone's hand. I would pretend sometimes that I was the person if I liked them a lot as I sat in their lap, especially if it were someone I really loved that I hadn't seen in awhile. By totally experiencing them I could remember their smells and their thoughts and the sound of their voice when they were gone when I was really little and I wouldn't feel so very alone if I did this when someone really cool was visiting us.

I never lost this ability to fully experience someone just by looking at them and feeling their presence. Obviously, I stopped sitting in people's laps and just settled over time for just a hug or a handshake instead. But I still stare at people intensely when I meet someone I want to experience. Because once I experience someone I have the frequency of who they are and often I can experience that person even when they are not physically present. Of course, ethically, you have to be really careful about this sort of thing. Because if you are a full intuitive like me you might scare people especially if they are sensitive. So, over time I developed an ethical system about this kind of thing. Sometimes, I wonder how famous people stand having all sorts of people running through their auras all the time 24 hours a day. I personally wouldn't want that much traffic. But I suppose just like a radio or TV one can sometimes turn it on or off at will so they might still have fairly private moments like most people do around the world.

I found that I could experience the aspects of people that I found important not only in person but through radio, Television and through pictures as well. Often I could just look at someone's picture to know what my karma was with that person and if I would actually want to meet them or not.

Lately, now that I'm 63 I find the hardest thing for me is all the fear spinning out of control around the world. It isn't just humans either. Everything living on earth is sort of afraid because of Global Climate changes and a potential polar shift that might slowly be in progress over the next few hundred years. For example, magnetic north is moving towards Russia now at 40 miles per year and seems to be increasing its speed more rapidly each year or so. Here is an article from National Geographic about this:

begin quote from: http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2009/12/091224-north-pole-magnetic-russia-earth-core/
Blue lines show Earth's northern magnetic field and the magnetic north pole in an artist's rendering.
Blue lines show Earth's northern magnetic field and the magnetic north pole in an artist's rendering.
Picture courtesy Stefan Maus, NOAA NGDC
Richard A. Lovett in San Francisco
for National Geographic News
December 24, 2009
Earth's north magnetic pole is racing toward Russia at almost 40 miles (64 kilometers) a year due to magnetic changes in the planet's core, new research says.

The core is too deep for scientists to directly detect its magnetic field. But researchers can infer the field's movements by tracking how Earth's magnetic field has been changing at the surface and in space.

Now, newly analyzed data suggest that there's a region of rapidly changing magnetism on the core's surface, possibly being created by a mysterious "plume" of magnetism arising from deeper in the core.

And it's this region that could be pulling the magnetic pole away from its long-time location in northern Canada, said Arnaud Chulliat, a geophysicist at the Institut de Physique du Globe de Paris in France.

Finding North

Magnetic north, which is the place where compass needles actually point, is near but not exactly in the same place as the geographic North Pole. Right now, magnetic north is close to Canada's Ellesmere Island.

Navigators have used magnetic north for centuries to orient themselves when they're far from recognizable landmarks.

Although global positioning systems have largely replaced such traditional techniques, many people still find compasses useful for getting around underwater and underground where GPS satellites can't communicate.

The magnetic north pole had moved little from the time scientists first located it in 1831. Then in 1904, the pole began shifting northeastward at a steady pace of about 9 miles (15 kilometers) a year.

In 1989 it sped up again, and in 2007 scientists confirmed that the pole is now galloping toward Siberia at 34 to 37 miles (55 to 60 kilometers) a year.

A rapidly shifting magnetic pole means that magnetic-field maps need to be updated more often to allow compass users to make the crucial adjustment from magnetic north to true North.

Wandering Pole

Geologists think Earth has a magnetic field because the core is made up of a solid iron center surrounded by rapidly spinning liquid metal. This creates a "dynamo" that drives our magnetic field.

(Get more facts about Earth's insides.)

Scientists had long suspected that, since the molten core is constantly moving, changes in its magnetism might be affecting the surface location of magnetic north.

Although the new research seems to back up this idea, Chulliat is not ready to say whether magnetic north will eventually cross into Russia.

"It's too difficult to forecast," Chulliat said.

Also, nobody knows when another change in the core might pop up elsewhere, sending magnetic north wandering in a new direction.

Chulliat presented his work this week at a meeting of the American Geophysical Union in San Francisco.
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So, one of the hardest things for me now as in intuitive is to separate my own personal fears from the fears of all lifeforms on earth (humans, animals, plants, fish birds insects, plants and trees etc.). Unless I regularly try to separate my personal things I am dealing with in my life from what I am feeling from the whole world's distress now, it is really hard for me to function as a whole being. For, sometimes you want to know what all life around you thinks and feels and sometimes it is just not practical at all and you need to focus on what will keep you and your family and friends alive and healthy and hopefully happy through all this present mess on earth.

Here is some more info I found on the changing poles from north to south:
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2006/05/magnetic-field-1.html
begin quote.

The planet's magnetic field flips—north becomes south and vice versa—on average every 300,000 years. However, the actual time between reversals varies widely.
The field last flipped about 800,000 years ago, according to the geologic record.
Since 1840, when accurate measures of the intensity were first made, the field strength has declined by about 5 percent per century.
If this decline is continuous, the magnetic field could drop to zero and reverse sometime within the next 2,000 years.end quote.

Another thing that might be increasing polar shifts is the use of electricity on earth. Since most electricity (except for solar cells) is generated by breaking the magnetic fields this could be altering the magnetic fields of earth and increasing the chances of a polar shift and making it happen sooner as well as weakening the magnetosphere around earth which protects humans from Cosmic rays and allows us to reproduce. The magnetosphere is one of the few things that if it were gone nothing that reproduces like humans and animals(mammals) do likely would be able to if it were markedly reduced from where it is now. So, this is something to think about as well.

When I combined my scientific knowledge and mechanical knowledge with my intuition I came upon the above theory that I have developed. I'm hoping someone will be able to incontrovertibly prove me wrong so I don't have to worry about it anymore. But so far no one has that I know of.

So, in the end if you are an intuitive likely you sense earthquakes and accidents before they happen and often can just look at someone and know basically what they feel and think in any given moment. It's kind of weird I know but there are at least 5 out of every 100 people who are just like us(or could be if they wanted to be). In olden times we told the tribes where to avoid earthquakes and mass deaths and kept our tribes from going extinct this way. But sometimes now with all the technology life now is defined differently and has different needs. (or at least it thinks it does).

So, what is real? and What is truth? I'm afraid we all have to figure that out for ourselves along the way.
And what I find the strangest is that one person's truth isn't necessarily another's

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