I was raised from babyhood into a mystical Christian religion. My parents were also ministers of this religion and were put in Charge of the Hope Street "I AM" Temple in Los Angeles from 1954 until my grandfather, my mother's father died in 1960 and my mother sort of had a nervous breakdown because she and he hadn't worked out a lot of issues before he died.
So, Mom and Dad realized running a
church was too much for Mom plus I was entering my teenage phase as well
of life and also I had childhood epilepsy which wasn't much fun for
them either which meant I could have seizures when I was asleep at night
from age 10 to 15.
By age 21 I had already invoked God
into my body so I wouldn't die of Childhood epilepsy. As soon as God
joined me in my body as I had prayed God please do, my childhood
epilepsy ended immediately. I never had a seizure ever again and my
appearance completely changed. This change happened at age 15.
the problem with God living in my body with me is most people are not
tuned into God the way I had to be 24 hours a day because God was living
in my body with me. What I had invoked into me would kill most people
because it is a lot of power and responsibility to deal with. It was
like having to become a full adult at 15 or die. So, I survived God
living in my body but it took me until I was about 30 until I got used
to God living inside my body. Now it is easy but it was very very
difficult to survive until 30 under these conditions.
is very hard to learn to live with 24 hours a day supernatural
experiences like you hear about in the Bible. But I survived anyway.
And I suppose God had plan it all this way too. That's just the way (He, she, the being is)
anyway I realized as time went on that most people had no idea who or
what God really was at all. This I found extremely frustrating because
my experience was sort of like getting a PHD when most people seemed to
be failing kindergarten or first Grade. So I really found this really
frustrating talking to people because most people seemed to have no idea
at all who God really was.
The difference between
reading about God and having to live with God 24 hours a day ongoing is
such a profound difference that I felt a lot like an alien in some ways
here on earth not being able to communicate effectively to them as to
who God really was and is.
So, when I was asked to
leave my religion (partly because of my direct experience with God). A
later religion I joined in 1975 to 1977 told me: "They couldn't have
people on staff that thought they had a direct Connection with God".
For me, personally this was one of the best compliments I had ever received from anyone my whole life.
me ask you a question: "Wouldn't you rather be able to ask any
question of God 24 hours a day if you had the chance and could actually
physically survive this?"
Same here. Yes. This would be my
answer now too. However, I didn't have any idea what I was in for asking
God to live in my body when I was 15 so I didn't have to die of childhood epilepsy.
However, I think God was really happy when I made this choice because of
all the millions of people he could help through me supernaturally and
by altering time and space in all sorts of situations.
in the end I realized the only people I met that actually understood
what it was like to be me were Tibetan Tulkus which are called "Living
Buddhas" that I met.
I could also relate to people
like the Christian Healer, Kathryn Kuhlman who I went to see a lot with my girlfriend then in
the early 1970s at the Shrine auditorium in Los Angeles. I loved going
there to see her because of all the Holy Spirit and Angels I got to hang
out with at the Shrine Auditorium as people got healed of all sorts of
things during those events. For me, it was a supernatural study of how
she invoked Jesus and the Holy spirit into that auditorium so everyone
blissed out and got healed. It's pretty amazing when 10,000 people are
all blissed out with the Holy spirit and getting physical, mental,
emotional and spiritual healings at those events.
eventually I saw that most people had no idea at all where I was coming
from except for Tibetan Lamas, Tibetan Tulkus who Are LIVING BUDDHAS and
some Native American Medicine Men and Women also understood who I was
and what I was doing here on earth.
But, unless people were incredibly intuitively gifted often they didn't understand what I was about.
I realized in my late 20s that Tibetan Buddhism made more sense to me
than other things I had studied. Even Organized Mystics in religions I
began to see them as White Magicians and I saw sometimes the damage done
by white elitists who lived according to a Pyramid structure so only
the guy on top got wealthy from all the spiritual donations.
first of all, I realized I couldn't really be an organizational
religion person. However, I could relate to Tibetan Buddhism, Mystical
Christianity and truly Holy Gurus and Holy people whether they were
Christians, Buddhists or whoever who really knew God or Buddha.
then I realized that the single most powerful path was a path of
compassion and that once you were able to have compassion for all life
on earth you would be given naturally incredible powers to help mankind.
if you don't learn to generate compassion for all life including
yourself into the past, present and future of the whole universe, if you
were given supernatural gifts you just would be dead in about 2 weeks
But, if you already see all life in the universe
as your children that you are helping have better lives and become
enlightened, then it becomes something entirely different and then there
is no limit to how many people and beings in the past, present and
future that you can help.
By God's Grace
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