When I first started writing at a blog site in 1999 I had almost died for 8 months from a heart virus. I had promised while I was waiting for an angiogram and electrical heart stimulation to test my heart and saw people around me really freaked out (about 60 or more of us there) on guerneys waiting for our operations. The angiogram wasn't that bad but electrical heart stimulation was pretty scary. The angiogram happened and I was just watching then snake a wire with a camera up an artery on my leg and into my heart. They were really surprised because they had never seen a human body with absolutely no plaque in my arteries and veins because I had been a vegetarian from birth until age 32. I was about 50 then during this operation. Now they usually go from an artery in people's necks instead down into their hearts during an angiogram. So, I watched the camera go into my heart through arteries and veins which was kind of interesting for me at the time.
But, the heart electrical stimulation was pretty scary because they gave me all these drugs and I was high in a way I never want to be again. I begged the nurse not to give me any more medication. She got a sort of sadistic look on her face and smiled and said, "We can't have you jumping off the guerney from electrical heart stimulation so I'm sorry we have to give you more." So, this blew me completely out of any kind of consciousness I had ever known before. It is a kind of drug where you don't remember anything that happens but they can still talk to you to make sure they aren't killing you by accident.
So, ever since then I promised God that if I ever survived my heart virus that I would write and tell the world of all my amazing experiences with God. I realized how stupid and fearful I had been not to share all my experiences before with the world. I realized the really sad thing would be if I never wrote about my experiences and died and no one would benefit from my experiences but me.
So, write a blog that helps mankind by keeping them alive and not going extinct through nukes or other awful ways. Mankind in the end is amazing. They might have problems. They might make mistakes, but they are worth saving. This is my experience of the last 66 years of my life.
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