Healing the Past

 For me, the things that are hardest to heal in my life are the things that affected more people than just myself. For example, my parents had very different beliefs than most people did in the 1950s and of course they wanted me to follow in their footsteps in their religion. Looking back now I see that that was always impossible on every single level. But, I did not try to convince my parents of this at the time because I wasn't grown up enough yet to understand all this.

So, when it came time for me to separate from the religion they raised me in it was traumatic both for myself and my parents. I think my mother dealt with it better because she was a natural intuitive like myself who was always with the angels and speaking with them and receiving good answers from them all the time simply because Angels don't live in the present, they live in the past, present and future all at once. They don't live in the now only. That is only one thing that they are aware of.

So, if you can ask Angels who see the future as well as the past and present things like I do like "Hey Angels Am I dying?" which I have asked many times because it seemed like it was the end many times in my life since I was about 2 years old dying from whooping cough. So, most always they will say something like: "NO. You aren't dying even though it seems like it. This is just temporary."

So, as a direct result of what they are telling me I don't panic like many people would if they thought they were dying and instead I just wait to get better and be well again which always happens eventually just like they always say it will.

By doing this I have presently reached 75 years old which is older than almost any man I have known in my life. Less than 10% of the men I have known have made it to 80 or 90 years of age or beyond so far.

My best friend from church died at age 62 because he didn't want open heart surgery in 2006.

My best friend from High School died in 2011 at age 64 partly from the Viet Nam war and partly for other reasons.

I have one friend from 1969 that I started mountain climbing and rock climbing with then and we have stayed friends all along and I think he will be 72 this year.

So, I guess what I'm saying is we all have to keep healing or we are soon dead or wish we were.

So, unless you want to be dead soon learning to heal your wounds (internal and external) is the way to live a long and amazing life.

By God's Grace