When I began writing "The Alien War" I didn't really understand the complexities I was actually dealing with

When I first started to write as an Intuitive Precognitive I had many incorrect assumptions I realize now. First, I assumed that the ONLY Planet that was affected by "The Alien War" was Earth. I didn't understand all the many complexities that I was shown that not only earth is dealing with but that affect the entire galaxy. So, by Chapter 27 I felt very overwhelmed by what Arcane (Saint Germain), His Oneness and even His Holiness The Galactic Sentience were trying to share through me to the children of earth and beyond.

However, by Chapter 20 I found myself becoming very uneasy with the information coming through me and by 27 I had to stop writing because I was feeling pretty confused by a lot of what I was getting.

When I asked my teacher "Saint Germain" about it he said that that part of the information wasn't really for me at all but for Governments of the Past, Present and Future (both on earth and beyond) in planning their survival and not really about me understanding all this at all. This sort of was a relief for me because I had no way at all to deal with the information coming through regarding Time Changes not only to earth but regarding the entire Galaxy. And beyond that the number of timelines here on earth that potentially or actually exist right now and on New Deva I found disturbing too.

So, I'm thinking it might be better if you can to see what I'm writing as Science Fiction because I do not have that luxury because I'm a precognitive Intuitive.

However, I do realize that this lifetime for me is a lifetime of integration of all my lifetimes past, present and future so much more is expected of me than of most people on earth because of this.

However, it is sometimes a heavy load in measuring up to what I find I must do ongoing far into the future.

I don't relish having to potentially pretend to die or feign death in order to live on thousands of years as Saint Germain has spoken to me potentially about ongoing since the 1970s when he gave me this Zen Koan:

"If you live to be 100 you will see 500 

If you live to be 500 you will see 1000

IF you live to be 1000 you will see 5000

If you live to see 5000 you will see 10,000"

At the time he said to me: "What do you think about this?"

I replied at that time: "I'll believe it when I see it."

And he told me that If I had had any other answer I wouldn't be his student.'

However, with all the advances in medicine and many people regularly living past 100 I am beginning to understand what he is talking about.

By God's Grace