Thursday, October 2, 2014

Growing up with Saint Germain

Mr Ballard had written "Unveiled Mysteries" in the early 1930s I believe about experiences he had had on Mt. Shasta and elsewhere in the 1920s. He was married to Edna Ballard and they had a son, Donald Ballard. Mr. Ballard lived until 1939. My mother at age 16 met him in 1936 with her father in Seattle and she became a follower of Mr. Ballard at that time. She met my father there in Seattle but he was married to someone else around 1940 or 1941 when he returned from two years abroad with his then wife and brother, Tommy. They had sailed starting from Vancouver to Seattle and then down to Los Angeles and Catalina Island. Catalina was the last land they saw for 40 days before the Tuomoto Archipeligo and Tahiti. They stayed mostly around Tahiti and surrounding Islands until they realize World War II was starting in the pacific and then went to Honolulu. My father and brother left before Pearl Harbor but his first wife was there for the Pearl Harbor attack and then came home to Seattle.

My parents were friends from about 1941 when my Dad was married to his first wife and they were all members of the Saint Germain Foundation which Mr. Ballard started and it was continued by Mrs. Edna Ballard (his wife) when he passed away in 1939. My parents were married in 1946 and I was born in 1948. So, I was born into the Saint Germain Foundation and my parents were active in the Seattle Group as their church.

So, I grew up and was taught about Saint Germain and Jesus and my parents were put in charge of the "I AM" Sanctuary at 1320 Hope Street in Los Angeles when I was 6 until I was 12 when my mother's father passed away.

At age 17 my parents talked me into going to the "I AM" School rather than drop out of High School because I was bored. So, it was great fun hanging out in Santa Fe where it snowed and I had friends to hang out with even though I wasn't allowed to bring my car (a 1956 Ford Stationwagon that I called my "Surf Wagon) from Los Angeles.(Actually I lived in Glendale mostly growing up).

So, even though I couldn't bring my car (school rules if your parents weren't there too) I still had a really great time and was the biggest strongest and tallest person in the school so I never had to fight anyone there which was really great. So, I was pretty happy there in the snow and mountains of the high desert (about 7100 feet in elevation) and made many new friends there as well.

However,when I graduated High School there returning to Los Angeles and College I found to be problematic. When I went to Glendale College I took a Sociology course (general education course) and since I was already an intuitive I realized that the people there didn't believe in Creationism and instead believed in Evolution which I hadn't really been exposed to until College. This really upset me and I didn't reconcile all this until I was around 21 so this sort of interferred with my time in college. So, I studied Computer programming and became a computer programmer and computer operator and made a lot of money doing that.

But, Saint Germain wasn't through with me. I got a job working midnight to noon 7 days a week and couldn't adjust to a graveyard job and had an accident because of this in my brand new 1968 Camaro. (Just bent the bumper of my Camaro). However, it taught me I couldn't work this shift (I was 20 what did I know?)

An Angel came to me and said, "We will not let you do the same thing you did in Atlantis! You will either quit this computer job or you will be fired!" I was proud so I was fired.

My ego couldn't take this and it sort of destroyed the life I had been living and I began changing a lot then in 1969. I started to see my whole life was unraveling piece by piece. That summer I broke up with my girlfriend for good reasons but neither she nor the people in my church seemed to understand. That fall, I was asked to leave the Saint Germain Foundation and I felt sort of suicidal for several years after that. I made the same mistake a lot of young people make. I was trying to make myself fit into the world.

That wasn't going to happen. I had to live my own life I finally realized and realized it was going to be a unique one. So, instead of living a really boring life like most people, my life has been with Saint Germain and it has always been amazingly interesting as I have traveled the world, raised my kids and learned how to become more and more enlightened and how to become more like Saint Germain.

And instead of moving away from Saint Germain as people thought I would, instead I moved closer to Saint Germain because this is the life he had wanted for me all along. So, I had this Moses kind of experience (including with the Burning Bush only on Mt. Shasta) and my life has really been an amazing and interesting experience instead of being completely boring like most people's lives are.
By God's Grace!

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