Seeing God for me is a lot like running into the side of a brick building at 1000 miles an hour. After this happens you might say to yourself, "I shouldn't have survived that!" and then you realize you didn't survive it. Instead you became a servant of God and whoever you were before is permanently gone!
In the first weeks and months just like a newborn baby one might be disoriented or even confused. Asking to see God and then actually seeing God is to become God's, literally "The Bride of God". As a woman this might be a more natural event. But for a man it is quite difficult. A man might feel raped being taken by God even having asked to see God. Being God's must always be for a man an act of submission for it to be useful. Otherwise, having seen God a man will physically die too.
So even after seeing God it is always a choice of what to do next if one is a man. I was only 15 when this happened. There are advantages and disadvantages to experience this so young. However, I liked best the protection and his protecting angels that were always near after this experience. Angels were there from the beginning of my life too. So this change that started about age 10 and completed at age 15 when I saw God and had to give up my life to him seemed always to be in the cards somehow.
After seeing God career is not the same. What one does for money is only secondary to being a servant of God. One realizes that they have been chosen. After having been chosen one realizes that the God power flows through more powerfully each day of ones life blessing all beings around one. This is a very great and very grave and very joyful experience. But most importantly it is a never ending responsibility. By becoming the bride of God one naturally assumes the responsibilities of the Bride of God. There is no choice but this. Because one naturally ministers to all life. It is not that one is speaking from a pulpit. No. It is that the very rocks and trees and the earth itself cries out God's name as you pass by. The cells in the bodies of all animals, trees, fish, birds, humans cry out God's name as you pass by. It is a constantly amazing experience and one must accept both the honor and the blessing of all this on God's behalf. This is no joke. This is actual and you know it and the cells of all beings know it as well. After seeing God one becomes an actual ministering angel. However, to tell people this is not usually useful in most situations. It is just a fact. It need not be discussed. It is like being a mother to all God's creation.
When you see God you become the bride of God and then a mother to all life on behalf of God. This is the way it works. And after you become used to this you automatically know all the other brides of God as you meet them or pass by them and you automatically work in concert with them to help and bless all life in the universe!!!
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