For the last year or two I have been wondering why I haven't been writing more long stuff like more regarding Arcane, Jonathan Flow, etc.?
But, mostly I would say it is because of grief of various kinds. It is hard to go on in normalcy when your friends start to die one by one, let alone your parents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. I would say 2008 was the worst year for this when my mother, father in law, Aunt, and cousin all died within 6 months of each other. Before that, in 2006 my best friend from church since I was 6 who as a teenager was very influencial in me studying philosophy, and learning all I could about people in every way, spiritually, psychologically, sociologically and through direct experience. He was raised very wealthy and I was raised more blue collar because my Dad was an Electrical Contractor (even though he was valedictorian of his high school class) because his father wouldn't let him go to college. So, instead he became an electrician and electrical contractor like his Dad.
So, grief diminishes a person because every person that dies that you are close to lessens who you are as a person. Because each relationship is how you define yourself (for most people). So, as the defining people in my life have passed on, I found myself sort of in shock in various ways on different levels.
However, I am also a consummate survivor or I would be around today also and I come from pioneer stock on my father's side who first came to the U.S. around 1725 so the family are all consummate survivors too.
But, the deaths of loved ones do take a toll on person. I figure since 1978 I have lost 35 to 40 of the people closest to me growing up in my life which isn't surprising because I'm no 67. So, as relatives now I have one male cousin I'm still close to and a lot of distant cousins far away that I have mostly lost track of now. And then there are my children that I am very close with all of them still.
So, as time goes by we have to adapt to all this.
So, I would say I haven't written long stuff much for awhile because of all this. I find I need sort of a happy interested center not ripped apart by death that much to write in the vein I like to.
Everyone writes for a different reason. I like to write regarding insights and realizations on the path to enlightenment. So, unless one is interested in this it all might seem like a foreign language to them.
However, if people like Science fiction they also might like what I write if they see it in this vein.
However, I don't write science fiction. Since I am an intuitive mostly I write what already has happened or will happen on this and other time lines.
However, you have to be very careful about writing stuff like this. For example, Star Wars (the series) isn't really fictional either. It is from the genetic memory of many or most people who live here on earth. Otherwise it would touch them like it does. Obviously, I'm talking about reincarnation and genetic memories of these events in the past likely.
However, the more I experience life in regard to reincarnation I have also discovered that reincarnation for those souls that choose to do this is not necessarily sequential. In fact, imagine the seed soul was a Star in space. Then imagine that star could live thousands or millions of lifetimes in the past, present or future throughout this galaxy or others in a single moment.
Now, for most people this might seem farfetched. But, in my discoveries as an intuitive I have found this sort of thing being: NORMAL
So, as you as an intuitive attain more and more advanced realizations you will discover all kinds of things that blow your mind in this voyage of discovery.
It is one of the reasons I can relate to Guatama Buddha because he talks about billions of beings incarnating on thousands of planets that he visited likely through soul travel. I can relate to this because I liked to do this a lot when I was younger too.
However, now I enjoy just experiencing being everywhere at once the most and traveling the earth with my family and friends and exploring it and meeting new people.
This is some of the stuff that I have written and compiled at dragonofcompassion.com
I usually filter all this stuff for you but I just thought I would let you have all the buttons there at once.
To the best of my ability I write about my experience of the Universe Past, Present and Future
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Sunday, August 23, 2015
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