Learning to survive your life isn't ever easy

 For a long time I thought I was going to die first at age 2. But then the angels came and rescued me. Then I got a concussion from rock climbing at age 9 and had seizures at night from this from ages 10 to 15 years old. However, I didn't fully understand what had happened to me at the time. Then I thought I might have epilepsy and  concussion caused seizures were then called "Childhood epilepsy" but it really isn't epilepsy because real epilepsy isn't curable. You only can find medications to actually live with it and even then if you don't take your medicine the seizures if you make a mistake with your medicines often kill people in their 30s and 40s because the stress of seizures is often fatal eventually.

So, outgrowing my night time seizures at 15 in some ways saved my young life and allowed me to go to college and also not have to Go to the Viet nam War by being drafted into the Army.

So, what almost killed me many many times during the seizures saved me from dying in the viet Nam War or getting PTSD and wandering the streets all my life. 

So, The world moves in mysterious Ways! Yes!

Then the next things to overcome for me was dealing with the girls and women in my life because I often found myself to be a moth to a flame (the flame being the women in my life). So, learning about all this was hard for me.

Is it good to be tall and handsome?

Like I am and was then?

It's a mixed Bag.

It's good that the girls you like like you. But, it's bad in that women of all ages want to be with you and many of them are married. So, one has to make rules regarding all this that work and save people from various kinds of misery or death.

So, people envy nice looking people but they might not understand what it is really like to be desired by many women and people in general.

So, for example, because I was well mannered I could basically talk myself into any job I wanted. However, then being good at every job I got wasn't very easy and sometimes not possible because I wasn't grown up enough to know what life was all about in many ways.

So, though I didn't have to get drafted and Die or walk around the rest of my life on the streets with PTSD I still had many problems that I had to deal with in life.

However, it's true I went to college and studied many things like Computer Science and Anthropology and Philosophy and such and learned about what it is to be a human being not only in the present day but throughout world history.

Because only knowing about your little world isn't very helpful in the greater scheme of things sometimes.

So, unless your scope is wide enough in knowledge you will constantly be taken advantage your whole life.

So, going to college often is the difference between life and death for people.

However, the most important thing to learn in college is to formulate useful questions for yourself and others and the whole human race. Otherwise, college isn't very useful from my point of view.