In all my writings now regarding Arcane who I started writing about in 1980 I try to convey a sense of timelessness by which I mean that one can be born a relatively unenlightened being and then come into their own in that same lifetime as an enlightened soul. Or one can come in fully enlightened as a child and be aware of whatever people are thinking like I was as a soul when I was born. Both states can be very painful for different reasons, and I found that pain so unbearable by age 21 that I wanted to take my own life because of all the love and pain I felt at that time. However, life is about love and sacrifice so I stayed alive not for myself at that time but for others. And in time I was happy again by about age 30 to 32. I was pretty happy from then to about age 37 when my father passed away which I was not prepared for at all. So, this was a difficult time for me from about 37 to 50 when I almost died from a heart virus. However, while I thought I was dying I also realized Souls are timeless and only when we are clothed with a physical body do we experience time and space (at least the way it is here on earth). So, this made me realize that what I had been writing about Arcane and Meridian and Elohar and Ragna and all the rest was actually about past lives of myself and friends of mine through time. I was amazed when I realized this because originally what I wrote was a form of therapy for me to cope with all the manifold changes in my life. But realizing it was actually past lives lived once I saw that time and space has no real meaning at all from the perspective of a soul I found completely amazing and creating an entirely new paradigm for what I am and all souls actually are.
Then I realized that much of what writers write about is their experiences in this lifetime as it relates to past lifetimes, and beyond that since a soul likely lives thousands or millions of lifetimes simultaneously, the perspective of what a lifetime is would be more like having a shelf of DVD movies to watch at your leisure one at a time or all at the same time. So, the perspective of the soul which each of us are is very different than most people think if they are unenlightened.
It is much more sophisticated than most people realize at present here on earth, even though a simplistic view (because one is a human being) might be useful.
Sometimes I get concerned about people (especially young people now) around the world not believing in anything spiritual or religious at all. I'm concerned about this because suicide either directly or indirectly often is the result of believing in nothing for too long.
Once both my wife and I in our late teens decided to see what it would be like (20 years or so before we ever met) to see what it would be like not to believe in God. So, each of us individually decided to experience not believing in God for one day. After this experience, we both realized individually that neither of us would even choose to be alive to live in that kind of fear and terror of not having our lives actually mean anything at all.
So, we both decided that day to believe in God even if God might not exist because life would be unbearable without a belief in God.
So, I'm not surprised when so many young people who believe in nothing and have no consequences to their actions good or bad wind up killing themselves or just not caring so they die from stupid actions. Because I believe it is in our design for most people to believe in God or a divineness to life at core with us all as souls separate from our bodies in the end. Because when our bodies die we do not die. And understanding this it allows us to go through life not in a constant state of terror where you have to take drugs to continue living.
Instead now, I tend to meditate on being the entire universe as an ongoing meditation. So, I'm not afraid of death because I am the universe and not this body. Because that is the truth anyway.
I am at Peace!
Happy Immortality!
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