Why did writing About ARcane Heal me psychologically?

I was crafting something that was specfically helpful to what I had been through in life already which was good for my mind and subconscious.

However, then I began to more fully understand all this in 1998 and 1999 when I believed I was dying like doctors said I might too.

By 1998 and 1999 I began to realize as I prepared for my passing that a soul was something completely different than I had imagined before. 

I realized that a soul scientifically was basically and immortal species that we all are at core here on earth. 

I realized that Earth is sort of a retirement home for Creator Souls. I also realized that Creator souls create Galaxies to live in as a species of being and that all Galaxies are created by them one by one sort of for the same reason that we here on earth as human beings create Farms and Ranches.

I also realized that time and space (because of these souls predating all galaxies) was also true. So, the length of time a Creator soul might be millions to billions of years old and that New Creator souls might be born almost every day in our galaxies in relation to earth.

I realized that Creator souls physically tend to live inside of Stars so it is possible that the Plasma Beings I met inside of our Sun when they sent me to the Galactic Core to meet God are some of these Creator Children. 

Though we are also Creator souls Generally we are very old and retired but the Creator souls inside of our sun (and All Sun Stars) might be very young.

This is why writing about Arcane healed me so deeply and still does.

It's because I realized who we all really are who we were and who we will being millions and billions of years into the future.

We are all immortal beings because we are all Creator Souls.

By God's Grace