Jesus and the Creators?

As I was going to sleep tonight I realized there might be a way to explain what I have been experiencing for years now.

Imagine that you are actually (in a matter universe) a star, a constellation of stars or a nebula within a Galaxy. However, you also manifest as something similar when you go into an anti-matter universe. But, your natural state where you came from is where matter and anti-matter are combined which would be what scientists now Call Dark Matter which from a matter point of view doesn't have space or time (at least as we know it). So, likely a human being cannot presently experience dark matter or anti-matter without physically dying.

However, let's say a human soul is naturally immortal because it comes from a Dark Matter being that can manifest as a Creator as matter or antimatter and is not bound by either time nor space because neither time nor space is the natural state of such a being.

So then, the pantheon that likely most resembles this description is the Greek and  Norse description of the Gods. (For example, Zeus and Hera and Hercules or Odin and Thor etc. Then if you take this to the Eloi or Elohim which is the Jewish plural noun for God, for example, Jesus in Aramaic (Yesu or Yeshua) on the cross said "Eloi, Eloi, Lamassabacthani (I believe) which actually meant "My Gods! My Gods! How thou hast glorified me." which is a direct translation from Aramaic (Jesus' native language). The mistranslation was: "My God My God! how thou has forsaken me."

So, if the Creators I'm talking about are the Eloi (which is the plural noun for God that Jesus spoke of then the Creators I have experienced now for years are actually who Jesus was talking to on the cross who he thought of as his teachers or elder Creators of his family.

Because there is the historical Jesus and then there is who most people believe in now which are sort of two very different things. However, people all believe what works for them in their lives and maybe in the end that is what is most important anyhow.

However, for me, all this is very powerful in my personal experience of God and Jesus 24 hours a day.