Grace

How is one supposed to know exactly who they need to be until they have to survive something unexpected?

This is what actually happens in life. Your parents tell you all sorts of things and then Kennedy is assassiated or Trump get elected or your friends get drafted into the army and then a few weeks later they are all dead. Life Happens. And we don't know what or who we have to become until it happens.

This is self unfoldment for all of us and we only know by our reactions to big events who we really are and who we will have to become as a result.

I was just minding my own business being 8 to 10 years old and thinking Science made a whole lot more sense than religion did when I got Blunt Trauma childhood epilepsy at 10. Everything changed and I sort of expected to die. Until 12 I was an A student but at 12 it became so difficult that my grades dropped to Cs at best. By 14 I knew likely I was going to die and by 15 I had invoked God to come live in my body with me so I wouldn't die as I knew I would have otherwise.

So, God came into my life and has lived in my body ever since and I have been a living miracle ever since the day God started walking around in my body with me. But, we never know until we have to make these choices do we?

I still like science a lot but understand God and enlightenment because otherwise I would be dead now sometime between 14 and 15. So, God and enlightenment make sense to me.

But, so does science. So, I guess I am a rarity being a man of God and science at the same time. I see no contradiction at all because God is not a book. God is a 24 hours a day real experience and so are the angels that now surround me all the time. Seeing the future and making sense of the past is just what I do now.

I see people afraid and I am not. That's not to say I don't worry about the millions of deaths that someone like Trump will tend to create. But, then again you and I can pray for Trump, can't we so it all turns out much better?

This is also true. We can always pray a better world into existence just like I prayed God to live in my body with me between ages 14 and 15 and he did and I have been overwhelmed by the result ever since.

By God's Grace