Sunday, November 1, 2026

Depending on the era when you grew up and where you grew up on earth magical thinking could be radically different to you than to someone else

For example, I grew up in the Saint Germain Foundation which has its own unique way of looking at things. So, since I don't tend to be afraid of people or animals partly because I'm 6 foot 5 inches tall I also have different fears than most people do too. My biggest fear is likely being in an awkward social situation. Why?

Because my childhood conditioning was very different than most other children I met growing up and you really can't escape what happens to you in your formative years. So, my communication with people is based at least as a child in how I was taught to interact in the church I was raised in  even though I left that church at age 21. But, I didn't ever leave Jesus and Saint Germain and I never stopped being a mystical Christian at any point in my life.

So, the fear of death really doesn't exist in me like it does in most other people. Why?

Because once I had invited God to live in my body with me I am with God all the time. So, does that mean I'm alive or I'm dead? I cannot really answer that usefully to myself or other people. It just means God lives inside of me and I have experienced this 24 hours a day since I invoked God to live inside my body since I was 15 years old.

Was it scary to do this? Yes of course!

However, the other option was to die very soon of night time seizures.

So, my choice was to ask God to live inside of my body with me so I didn't die.

And here I am now at age 78 and I'm still alive.

Someone might say to me: "Since God lives in your body with you will you ever die?"

I really don't know the answer to this question nor have I ever met anyone who has done what I have done in relation to God that ever told me that they did this.

However, this is what I think God wanted me to do since before I was born. This is my experience of the last 78 years especially since I was 15.

So, what is magical Thinking?

It completely depends upon how you were raised and your belief system and where you are going physically and as a soul in this lifetime.

By God's Grace

PS So God almost killed me with first whooping cough and then concussion and seizures but also kept me out of the Viet Nam War with a 4F classification from the seizures. 

So, God seems to want me to be here on earth a lot and always has.

By God's Grace 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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