On one level it was very informative. On another level it was disturbing but mostly I wasn't really surprised because at some level I kind of knew something like this had taken place in 1974.
The hardest thing likely for me was realizing that I was screaming for at least 5 to 10 minutes when Elohar and Ragna showed me (like TV inside my brain of actually being there) of people 5 billion people dying during the month of September 11th 2001.
This likely was the most disturbing thing to be allowed to remember. However, I had asked them to take away these memories so I could raise my son in peace too because I knew at the time it was too much to carry and still be a good father.
So, it sort of appearing when I was 54 (which I too would have considered to be old when I was 26 years old and newly married that year and my son had already been born too).
However, now I'm 78 even 100 doesn't seem that old to me and seems (at least now) a real possiblity.
It's sort of like Sinatra's Song: "And you can survive to 105 if you're Young at Heart" which I find is true.
Especially because the happiest part of my life has been since I was 50 years old and I became grateful for every moment of life I had left (which so far is 28 years) after almost dying for 9 months between Fall of 1998 and May of 1999. Then I took my mother who would have been 80 and my older biological daughter who would have been 10 and my wife and 2 1/2 year old daughter decided to stay home because taking care of my mother and my 10 year old daughter was too much on top of a 2 1/2 year old daughter traveling all over Europe and meeting my son and his friend he was traveling with then in Fall of 1999.
So, Remembering what happened was more like I expected as much because though they screen your actual memories it's still there in your subconscious mind and because I'm an intuitive I'm much more in touch with my subconscious mind than most people appear to be so I sensed something like this had happened to me.
So, for me, the best news is my son got to grow up and get his Master of Science Degree from a CSU in California and all my family and children are still alive.
By God's Grace
