Though I am still a mystical Christian who believes in God unlike 75% of Buddhists who don't necessarily believe in God I found the Compassionate Path and the Lam Rim Path and the Vajrayana path (Lightning path) of Tibetan Buddhism much to my liking as a soul and a being.
I found after being born in the U.S. that most people were not gifted in the ways I tend to be gifted. However, let me rephrase that: "Most people gifted in the ways I have been gifted died somewhere between Zero and 30 OR they sublimated their gifts to better survive the landscape and culture of Europe and the U.S.
So, I'm one of the few that was able to move forward and actually get somewhere with my gifts. Luckily, my mother and father and one grandmother who lived with us were supportive. My Grandmother was raised in Scotland from about age 12 until she got married in her 20s so she spoke with a Scottish Brogue as she often took care of me while my parents ran a church in Los Angeles from 1954 to 1960. I was 12 in 1960.
My mother was one of the most gifted intuitives I have ever met. She didn't speak ill of people because she was always an Empath too which means she knew what they had been through and what they thought and felt and she always knew what I thought and felt too. So, she was able to guide me because in some ways my gifts are like hers and her mothers even though my father was valedictorian of his high School Class in Seattle in 1934.
So, like today my friend and I wanted to go up mt. Shasta and he said:"We could visit Ascension Rock at Red Fir Flat." I said, "I'm not sure I've ever been there before." But, I realized when we went there that my friend had taken me there sometime in the last 20 years but I don't think it was named Ascension Rock then (at least I never heard this then). But, then now my friend is a spiritual Guide for people coming to Shasta from all over the world to visit this Very Sacred Mountain.
So, what led me to study Tibetan Buddhism?
It started when my father and I read "My Life in Tibet" by J. Edwin Dingle who was a map maker all over Asia. I particularly like the passage about taking an orange seed and growing an Orange tree with oranges in in in a High Lama's hand in the book.
Though I never saw this done I saw many many amazing things that you would never believe in India and Nepal when I was there in 1985 and 1986 with my older kids and then wife then.
So, going to India and Nepal only made me a much stronger Tibetan Buddhist to the point where I could call myself a Mystical Christian Tibetan Buddhist.
Christians don't tend to see Buddhism as a religion but as a philosophy because there is no emphasis on God. Instead the emphasis is helping yourself and all others to Enlightenment and to be free of Suffering.
So, one is encouraged to become a Buddha so they can help others attain enlightenment sooner.
Buddha was a Prince of Lumbini which was on the border of India and Nepal and then he became an ascetic until he was enlightened under the Bodhi Tree and developed the Lam Rim (or the Middle path)
which reminds me of the Greeks saying"Moderation in all things".
I've always noticed when people are too extreme in any direction they tend to die or go crazy pretty soon.
So, finding that balance that keeps you away from a more fundamentalist PTSD place that soldiers often get to before they kill themselves and their families is a good goal.
So, the middle Path is important no matter your religion or philosophy so you and your children can survive this century at all.
By God's Grace




