Growing up in Los Angeles made me want to move to the country and into the wilderness

However, this lasted about 10 years time from around 1974 when my son was born to 1985 when my oldest stepson wanted to stop being home schooled and move back closer to town and go to school.

So, the City PTSD from growing up in Los Angeles county and all that was overcome by moving to the country a lot from 1974 to 1985. I suppose we might have found another way to do this at the time but we I wound up buying another business in the Greater San Francisco area and putting out kids in school after home schooling them for 5 years.

My 2nd wife had 2 children from her first marriage and I was raising my son from my 1st marriage when we met and married in 1980. So, we bought land in the Mt. Shasta Forest Subdivision of 2 1/2 acres of land on the McCloud side of the mountain. This was very helpful in healing me from all or most of the traumas of my life.

Earlier in 1980 I had married and soon after that I began writing about Arcane and Celeste Weaver and her previous incarnation A Ray IN or (Arrayin) on the planet New Deva.

At the time I believed I was writing to heal the traumas in my life that I had experienced growing up mostly in Los Angeles but also in San Diego County in Poway, Vista, Encinitas and Rancho Bernardo but I didn't move to Poway until near Christmas of 1969 at that time.

So, I didn't start writing to heal myself of my traumas until 1980. One day I simply discovered a writing form that worked for me to help heal me in my heart and mind and soul.

I think this form of writing likely should be called "Legendary Science Fiction".

However, at the time I didn't understand that it was possible to experience memories of the past, present and future until doctors told me I might die in 1998 and 1999. Finally the heart virus didn't kill me like it does most people and I was left with understanding what a soul actually is which I realized as I prepared for my upcoming death then in 1998 and  1999. Then in May of 1999 the doctors told me that I wasn't going to die and that I was lucky because most people don't learn about what killed them until after they are dead in a post mortem (at least regarding a heart virus like I had).

So, at this point I realized how important it was to begin publishing online what I had been writing because I didn't understand it before at this level.

So, what I was writing all along was not only to heal my present self but also to heal myself from all my incarnations in the past, present and future on this planet and others.

At the time this was pretty mind blowing and still is to realize fully.

So, by sharing some of my many past, present and future lifetimes with you what I write might help heal your past, present and future lifetimes too.

By God's Grace