My most powerful "Instant Enlightenment Experience at age 18 almost killed me. I shook for several days after this experience

Around 18 several things happened to me. Even though I had invoked God to come live in my body with me I still needed more proof that God actually exists beyond my conceptions of God.

So, I told God that unless he appeared to me I was going to kill myself.

Soon after this God appeared to me in the Orion Nebula in a vision at night and said to me:

"You are too serious!"

"There are only two real sins in the universe one is to be too serious. The other is to be not serious enough to keep yourself alive here on earth."

This shook me to the core in many different ways after this.

I had been taught to be extremely serious by my father and grandfather so to lighten up was a big chore for me. So, when I returned to my body then I shook physically for several days I was so Burnt inside sort of like a Redwood Tree struck by lightning with my core all burned out like I have seen in Redwood Forests a lot here in California. (fire doesn't usually kill Redwood trees which is why they can live thousands of years often.

However, this changed me a lot to where I began to be able to say about my life: "Fuck it" when I couldn't create exactly what I wanted in regard to a profession I would be happy doing the rest of my life.

This led (strangely enough) to my becoming an opportunist completely who lived mostly in the moment and didn't plan things much. I realized that I was someone who could be easily disappointed then to the point of suicide.

So, this experience with God directly changed me forever and created a path where I didn't need to self destruct to be able to "Live" with myself. I obviously expected things my parents wanted which in the end wouldn't have been possible for anyone.

So, God coming to me in this way enlightened me and literally saved my life at the same time.

So, though I have had many instant enlightenment experiences where everything in your life (your whole time and Space instantly changes to something new since then. This first one nearly killed me but set the tone for the rest of my life serving God and the Universe to prevent human extinction.

First of all I prevented my own extinction by meeting God and now I work on saving everyone else from extinction too because this makes the most sense to me after all I have been through to stay alive in a body here on earth already.

By God's Grace