This has always been my experience in the physical world and I'm presently 77 years old.
There is the spiritual world and there is the physical world and the physical world is pretty difficult which to me is typified by Road kill along roads everywhere there are roads on earth.
What I mean by this is this world is pretty unforgiving like when you watch a Leopard hunt a Gazelle in Africa.
However, wonderful things can happen too if you are lucky enough to have good parents and be educated like I was.
However, then I see people homeless (some since the Viet Nam War with PTSD) still on the streets and my age or older(not many left on the streets from that war now) but some.
I was lucky to have good parents who taught me well and who stayed married and actually liked each other all the time they were married. They were relieved to meet each other and my present wife I feel that way too.
However, I was married twice before and I never entirely felt safe around my first two wives but I have always felt safe around my present wife of 30 years (living together 31). So, this has been a real blessing to feel safe like I did when I was with my parents with someone I have been married to now for 30 years.
However, I suffered a lot before I was 50 years old and then God blessed me with retirement because of health issues.
Looking back now I'm amazed I survived to even 50 but then I think there are a lot of you out there that feel this way too.
But, the thing that still blows me away the most is: "How does anyone at ALL survive to be 30. in the first place?"
It boggles my mind that anyone makes it to 30 to be grown up enough then to survive to 90 or more. But somehow some of us do this!
By God's Grace
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