Being Intuitive

Everyone is intuitive or they just don't survive to 20 or 30 otherwise usually even if they have perfect
genetics. Instinct and intuition "hunches" keep us all alive along with rational logical pragmatic thought.

When I was young I mostly liked Idealism a lot. I liked the idea of becoming an astronaut or underwater photographer. But, then reality set in and I realized I wasn't going to be going into math beyond Algebra and Geometry. Though I was great at math in Grade school when I got sick with blunt Trauma childhood epilepsy from a blow to the head rock climbing with my father near Chilao in the Angeles National Forest above La Cresenta and La Canada I had seizures sometimes at night from age 10 to 15 and I found that the stress of tests in school tended to trigger these seizures at night. And since each seizure was basically like being murdered I didn't ever want my worst enemy to experience just how bad they were. Because it was horrific much worse than any horror movie for me of dying each time I had a seizure and being traumatized for several hours after regaining consciousness after being unconscious (knocked out completely) for an hour or more each time.

So, I learned to be very very intuitive and aware of everything going on in my body and mind and emotions in order to stay alive from ages 10 to 15 until my cranium grew enough to release and relieve the pressure on my brain from the rock climbing blow and concussion at age 9 with my father in Chilao near Los Angeles up in the mountains there.

So, being intuitive was something I had to develop to a fine art just to stay alive. Then finally at age 15 I asked God to come live with me in my body so I wouldn't die. And this worked by the way because as soon as I did this I never had another seizure ever again and my physical appearance completely changed within 3 months and girls started chasing me after that at age 15. But, I knew they were falling in love with God who lived with me in my body and not really me. And I was very confused at how to deal with this at first. But, by 16 I just accepted that God and I had someone merged into the same being some how "Bride of Christ" so to speak and resigned myself to the fate that I had invoked by invoking God to live with me in my body.

So, after this trying to survive in a body with God there 24 hours a day was difficult until I was about 30 years of age because of all the constant supernatural stuff going on all the time of hearing other people's thoughts and angels talking to me and telling me how to help people or just holding a picture in my mind that God Wanted me to to heal 1 or 100 or 1000 people around me but I was always told not to tell people what was happening as I was sort of God's "Secret Agent" here on earth. The angels sort of saw me as a doorway to earth so they flew through my body all the time (and still do) to help people and life everywhere all the time.

So, living with God and the angels is a 24 hour a day experience for me since I was 15 and to some degree since I was 2 when angels came and appeared to me to heal me from Whooping cough as well in 1950.

However, paradoxically God has shown me not to start another religion because religions are now obsolete in that they could all end life on earth through nukes and fundamentalism. We see this in not only Islamic Terrorists but fundamentalists of every religion and cult on earth.

So, being a direct servant of God and Angels I presently think is superior to being a part of a church or religion long term.

By God's Grace