You might think I write science fiction and I would have said you were right until around 1998 and 1999 when I was preparing to die from a then unknown heart problem. After 9 months of passing out and not panicking so I wouldn't die (which is what kills most people when they pass out like this) I had been preparing for death spiritually.
However, during this time because I'm an intuitive and precognitive psychic as an intuitive I realized that what a soul is (Yes, There are souls and they exist separately from our bodies). So, when your body dies this doesn't kill your soul (your primary awareness).
I first experienced this myself because I had asked God since I was about 4 to 5 years old and could properly do this I prayed to soul travel like the angels who had saved my life from whooping cough when I was 2. I was granted by around age 20 this ability to soul travel by an angel because I tried to exit my body permanently by projecting my soul permanently from my body. An angel came to me and said I had promised God certain work in this lifetime and so I wouldn't be allowed to die because of my promise to God. So, I said, "I have looked forward in time and have foreseen that I will die anyway in my 20s because of all these things coming." The angel said, "Yes. You are right. So, we are going to grant your wish for soul travel all over the universe which will allow you to stay alive during your 20s."
This happened like the angel said so I was able to survive my 20s as a direct result.
One experience especially changed my paradigm of reality.
I had had a terrifying experience of astral projection where I tried to get up at night and go to the bathroom but then tried to turn a light switch on in the bathroom and my hand went through the wall because I wasn't in my body at the time and I was terrified. So, I walked back to my body and laid down into my body and said to God: "That almost killed me God! Can't I have a good experience?"
So, within a couple of months the good experience I wanted actually happened. I was in Rancho Bernardo where I lived while going to Palomar College for 2 years at that time in the early 1970s. I woke up and I sat up out of my body but I wasn't scared this time because my soul was connected to my body from my hips down. Then another one of me, my soul? with an angelic look on it's face came into the room and laid down into my other part of my soul and then we both laid down into my body. And I said to God: "Thank you God!" because a new paradigm of reality had been established for me where I knew for sure that souls exist separate from our bodies and no one could take that away from me!
This was around 1970 in Rancho bernardo, California. Then in 1998 I got a heart virus and was preparing to die when I realized that souls don't naturally live in time and space and beyond that I could remember all my lifetimes in the past, present and future if I wanted to.
I also realized that that was what I had been writing since 1980 starting with Arcane that I began writing in mt. Shasta, California when I lived there with my family then.
Here is the first Chapter mostly written in 1980.
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http://dragonofcompassion.com/memories_part_1
MEMORIES PART 1
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