Writing:

 Writing is often very healing in my life. Sometimes I will write things and later realize I need to delete them because they are too personal to leave over 24 hours here at my blog. But, what was helpful was the writing of these things not really the publishing of these things.

When I first began to write in my present basic style of writing it was 1980. I didn't write things the way I do now mostly before this likely around Spring or Summer of 1980.

However, I suppose my writings started to go like they have when I left my childhood church and I was despondent in my life and rather than take my own life around age 21 I began channeling something from my Uncle Tommy who had passed away maybe in 1942 in a plane crash which had devastated my father's whole family.

So, he came to me to tell me to stay alive because everyone needed me to be alive because when he died it screwed up everyone's life in his family (my father, his older brother, his youngest sister, his other sister and their parents and anyone else that knew him including his girlfriend who he had planned to marry before this crash. So, he helped me stay alive by channeling his writings and told me how to basically start re-parenting myself so I could survive everything here on earth and not die at that time.

But, the main part of the style of writing for me now came just after I had remarried and I had custody of my then 5 year old son and my newer wife then had her two kids from her first marriage too. And we lived in a big old house near Old Stage Road and Lasen Lane in Mt. Shasta and then what eventually became Berryvale Health food store next to the Post Office was then on Lassen Lane across from the cemetary and was called Pine Grove Health food store which had evolved from the food buying co-op started in the late 1960s in Mt. Shasta so people could buy relatively inexpensive organic foods together there in Mt. Shasta as a group of younger people mostly then.

So, I walked to Pine Grove Health food store then and bought some organic food and they put it in the traditional brown paper bags which I carried to my home a few blocks away from there.

It was a very beautiful day with a perfect view of Mt. Shasta which is well over 14,000 feet high and the town of Mt. Shasta that I lived in then was around 3500 feet. So, looking up at MT. Shasta from my grass covered front Yard was amazingly beautiful. The day wasn't too hot or too cold and so I sat down on the lawn cross legged and got a pen and wrote the first pages of Arcane that day.

I really liked what I had written and I felt very healed by it (what I wrote).

But, I didn't really understand then that I was actually writing past, present and future life history of myself and friend souls. 

At the time I thought I was simply writing healing therapeutic Science Fiction then in 1980.

It wasn't really until I was preparing to die from a heart virus like most people did in 1998 and 1999 that I realized as I prepared for my coming death that what I had written was about actual lives I had lived in the past, present and future.

when I realized this I realized that sharing what I had written with others might be important to the future of mankind both here on earth and as we go out and colonize other planets.

Because a  part of what I'm writing is about this.

So, even though what I start writing about is around 1,000,000 years into the future the people I'm writing about were our descendants who colonized other planets for those 1 million years throughout space.

So, I realized I needed to put what I had written online which I did when Doctors told me I wasn't going to die in May of 1999 after pretty much convincing me I likely would die like most people with my type of heart virus had in California at least in 1998 and 1999.

So, My Heart Specialist said to me: "Fred. Most people die of heart viruses like you had. However, we are finally able to diagnose what was wrong with you the last 9 months or so. However, it might be important to know that most people die of this and we only find out what killed them in a post mortem.

So, it's very unusual that this can even be diagnosed and have someone live through this at all.

I was sort of in shock at the time at this news but in June of 1999 I started my first website at geocities.com where I began to share what I was shown to by God at that website.

However, that website I had to program completely in HTML (Hypertext Markup Language) which most stuff online is written in (or other variations of this  (like Java or others).

So, this is how I started writing online. However, I began writing about Arcane in 1980 and within a year started writing about Elohar and Ragna and others as well by 1981 or 1982.

So, I have written about Arcane (Saint Germain) since 1980 in the legendary style I write in.

By God's Grace