I can only really explain what happened to me. I cannot speak for other people.
However, I imagine that your life becomes completely different in every way like mine did.
I went from Night time seizures like the last one I had I believe I was 14 from a concussion where I got up knowing I was having a seizure aura and ran desperately for my parents room so I wouldn't die so they could help me survive this. But, I hit the end of my door to my room with my nose because it was dark and this knocked me unconscious and broke my nose. Then I woke up an hour or two later in a pool of my own blood from my broken nose. So, I had to see a plastic surgeon who put popsicle sticks up my nose to set my nose back to where it was before. My father said to me who was a Christian minister at the time when I was shaking and returning to consciousness and in severe trauma from everything: "You've got to get some religion under your belt, son, or you are going to die.
So, the next year I went to church 4 times a week so I wouldn't die. And when I felt an aura again in my sleep I said to God: "I AM in Command here". IN my religion "I AM" is the name of God that he said to Moses on the mountain when he gave Moses the 10 commandments. So, I was consciously invoking God into my body according to my parents religion. Immediately, I was in control or better said God was in control and in my dreams the armies attacking me I suddenly became the General of all of them and I was in control because God had taken over my body and soul and I was the General now in command of all the armies in my Dream.
I never had another seizure after this after having them somewhat regularly since I was 10 years old.
HOWEVER, what also came with this was unbelievable supernatural events sort of like out of a movie with extreme special effects. And this hast gotten more and more intense ongoing since I was 15 years old.
By my 20s I was scared a lot because when I prayed for something it would immediately happen. This was too much for me and I started only to do powerful prayers in emergencies because I couldn't handle the extreme changes to all aspects of my life ongoing like this.
I realized that in an emergency things are sort of so screwed up anyway that the changes might be welcome provided by God where everyone and everything changed in my life even often where I lived or worked or went to school then.
So, if you invoke God to live in your body with you just remember it's an ongoing rollercoaster ride the rest of your life.
You won't die but sometimes it is too overwhelming not to just lay down and go to sleep until you become the next person God wants you to be when you wake up.
So, if you want to live and not die invoking God into your body often will make you more of a Lazarus like it has me.
By God's Grace
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