I remember a moment at age 2 when Archangels came and saved my life from whooping cough that I was dying from then. Though I have memories before this they don't fit into the way we think of directly as human beings as we grow up. They are unique and not completely civilized yet and remind me of sort of the way puppies act before I saw the Archangels at 2.
I remember being able to know what people were thinking all the time always. However, I found it very confusing as a toddler. Why? Because people thought one thing but then always said something different than they thought. So, I tended to think of all adults as liars basically from a toddler on. On some levels I still think this way which started as a toddler because I was 12 to 15 years old before I realized that politeness (which is a diplomatic way of lying to create better outcomes in life) is how all humans survive if they are around other people or animals. Otherwise they would all be killed by those people or animals along the way.
However, my original thinking was that people survived by lying a lot still is what I think of most people even today. Because I don't believe lying to yourself or others is very useful to long term survival here on earth. Why? Because it is usually counterproductive. So, whenever possible I am as honest as possible as I can be verbally and physically with everyone so I can be more sane than most people I meet.
However, I would always call myself a survivor first which is something I have always done really well despite most people seen by me as liars because they don't do what they are thinking and don't say what they are thinking usually.
But, I also understand why they are doing what they are doing and have compassion for them all now like they are all my children. That is what it is like now as 77 almost 78 years old.
But, still if you can survive it I find that honesty is the best policy especially with yourself.
Because the most dangerous people I have met on earth are constantly lying to themselves and you cannot help but lie to others if you are lying to yourself first.
So, in order to be honest with yourself you must be honest with yourself and whenever possible completely honest with everyone else or else you are a danger to all beings because the insanity of lies is often infectious to other susceptible human beings who have been taught to lie to themselves too.
So, in some ways the addiction of lies leads to human extinction more than anything else.
This is one reason why I tend to be so honest in what I say here at this site for you to read.
By God's Grace
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