Becoming an Intuitive

As a child my parents read me things like "Unveiled Mysteries" and "The Magic Presence" both written under the pseudonym "Godfre Ray King" who was Mr. Ballard's Pen name. Both these were read to me by 5 years of age by my parents who believed in these books and were ministers eventually of one of the churches of this religion in Los Angeles, California on Hope street. When I read them as an adult I felt in a way like I was reading science fiction in a way and I suppose if you don't believe in any of this stuff this is one way to look at it. But, my mother and Grandmother being natural intuitives and reading all this stuff to me sort of moved me in that direction. I didn't know until my mother was 82 years old that she and her mother were also dyslexic. This made sense to me when I heard this because Einstein was dyslexic too. People who were like my mother and grandmother I saw as a child as "spiritual people". I didn't have any other name for it. But, I knew my Scottish Grandmother and my full blood Scottish mother born in the U.S. were both very spiritual people. My father was the intellectual genius in the family and Mom and Nana (my grandmother) were what I might call Intuitive Geniuses in their own way. I'm sort of like all of them but unique form them since I was born in 1948 and they were born in 1916, 1918 and my grandmother 1888.

So, there life experience was way different than mine.

I don't think anyone sets out to become an intuitive. It is just something that happens to you along the way. I did sort of set out to become spiritual as a way to survive physically the blunt trauma epilepsy I experienced from 1958 until 1963 when I grew out of it. However, I didn't know what it came from or whether it was genetic or what until my son who was studying to become a nurse told me, "There is only one kind of epilepsy people grow out of which is called Blunt Trauma epilepsy." So, this meant that a blow to my head that likely dented my skull kept pressure on my brain until my brain case grew and relieved the pressure on my brain by age 15. However, my experience of surviving this was likely why I became so intuitive just trying to stay alive from ages 10 to 15. When your choice is survive or die often you choose to survive any way you can. Since I was allowed no medications for epilepsy (which likely is a good thing because phenobarbital is an awful drug anyway) I had only mind over matter to survive the thing with and going to church.

But, it took me until I was 30 or over to become completely comfortable with my abilities. I was always afraid before this that I might do something by accident and people might be injured or something by some psychic explosion out of my brain. I was never worried about becoming violent or actually doing anything to anyone physically. But, psychic stuff is a whole lot different than physical stuff. But, there were times when I felt all the windows where I was might explode because of one state of consciousness or other that I was in. But, once I got to about 30 or 32 I started meeting Tibetan Lamas who are Tulkus who were gifted like me and I was fine after that.

One of the first things they told me was, "You have to protect all living beings from gaining karma against you." My response was, "How do I do that?" Their response was, "You'll figure it out!" And I did.  What they told me is that anyone who is as gifted as me has a responsibility to learn how to protect others from causing harm to someone like me. Because the karma if someone tries is often fatal. So, that is why they thought it was important to try to teach me that.

I had tutelary dieties always. I imagine them now as being Archangel Michael and his band always protecting me. What I might put up with in my naive state growing up they might not. So they were always my bodyguards. But, what this might look like is someone breaking their arm or getting a concussion after being bad to me and me quitting my job in order to protect them from something worse happening to them. So, even before I studied with Tibetan Lamas I was very aware, I just didn't have all the facts or pieces of what was actually completely going on. But, once the Tibetan Lamas explained it to me I mastered how to protect others from gaining bad karma against me and being harmed or dying as a result. The lamas were interesting in regard to this. Their point was: "Ignorance of spiritual law is no excuse." It is sort of like an animal walking across a busy freeway. Their ignorance of laws of freeways doesn't protect them from death.

So, if you are someone like me you need to learn to protect others from gaining bad karma against you that might be injurious or fatal to them as soon as possible. You just need to know it is possible to do this.