The problem of Suicidal Thoughts

Are mostly a fear of the unknown (adulthood) for most people. People might think that (in their 20s and beyond) that life will be an unhappy drudge. Yes. You could allow your life to be a total drudge or you can choose to do something else with your life.

Creating a life you can stand to live is how you go beyond suicidal thoughts. Every fantasy you have ever had about your adult life you might not be able to realize. However, if you are adaptable you might find something fun or worthwhile to do with your life that you can actually stand to do rather than offing yourself. So, can you be brave enough to do that?

It is not just being brave enough to save your own life. What happens if you off yourself and other family members or friends are triggered by your death and they all or some die too? What if 100 people you know either kill themselves or permanently become dysfunctional from your death?

Can you live with that potential outcome?

Of course you might think you would be dead and that would be the end of it.

However, I can share with you as an intuitive that that is not at all how it really works.

We all have a soul that likely has lived forever and will live forever. So, even though this forever might be billions of years into the past, present and future, this is still real and for me a scientific reality.

Most people who are not intuitives with developed gifts might not have experienced the actual truth of this like I personally have.

So, I can tell you that killing yourself is not a useful outcome for your soul. (unless maybe you are already dying of a terminal illness).

However, even then when I was 10 to 15 I thought my childhood epilepsy was going to kill me. But, what did I do?

I invoked God to live in my body with me.

Did this work?

Yes.

But, I also realized most people might not survive this experience because it is a lot like what the prophets in the Bible experienced and what Jesus experienced. It is beyond anything you can presently imagine.

Do, I regret invoking God to live in my body at age 15.

 No. Not really now.

But, at the time it was so overwhelming that I almost didn't survive it.

Now, it is a completely good thing.

But, at the time it was sort of like if you gave a Rocket ship, a flying saucer and a Race Car to a 15 year old and said to them: "Have at it kid!"

How many people are going to survive something like this at this age?

I just was one of the lucky ones to have passed this test by age 30.

By God's Grace