For me, writing about how much suffering I went through in the 1950s is very liberating even though writing about surviving a concussion and night time seizures from age 10 to 15 is also very liberating. Even writing about my near death experiences in the early 1970s is very liberating. Why?
Because it's easier for me to see that I was a victim of the times and that it really had nothing at all to do with me personally. Not Really. I was just trying to survive everything as best I could and what actually helped the most was God and Angels in my life otherwise I would have just died at 2, or 10 or on the way to 15 or 21 to 25 or any other time in my life.
I truly am alive: ONLY BY THE GRACE OF GOD SINCE I WAS 2 years old.
I find no shame in saying this either because it is the main reason I'm still alive today at age 76.
There is a humility and Liberation writing about your own near death experiences. Especially when you have had as many as I have had.
"Saved in the nick of Time!"
Might be the story of my life always.
Just growing up at all was a miracle in the 1950s it was so bad then. But, most children around the world likely just died because it was much worse where they were than living in Washington and California.
So, I was really lucky!
By the Grace of God
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