The worst one of these timeline changes (for me at least) was 1969. Now, to be honest it was the same year I stopped being a technical Virgin then at 21. Though I had had girlfriends and even spent nights with Girlfriends from the time I was 16 I was a technical virgin until I was 21 simply because I came from a religious family and because I was a gentleman in my behaviors always.
However, 1969 everything sort of went upside down on many different levels. Of course 1969 was a really crazy year for a lot of people because friends were getting drafted and sent to Viet Nam in the war there and often were dead within a week or two. So, this didn't help things either.
However, before 1969 my life was going in one direction and then after 1969 my life was going in 10 different directions.
However, by 1975 I realized if things had stayed the same I also realized then that I would have been dead by 1975 too.
So, I also realized as difficult as 1969 to 1973 actually were I realized God had literally saved my life even though it was really difficult between 1969 and 1973 things started to get better for me because I met my first wife and we had a son and got married in 1974. So, things got much better after this.
But, most of 1969 to 1973 I really didn't want to be alive much or at all because life was just so difficult for me then.
But, how do you know you have crossed over into another timeline?
Nothing is the same. Everything has changed in ways that are unfathomable to you.
And the thing is once you have this experience you also know it can happen again.
How does one deal with all of this?
I think Praying is the best way because the Grace in my life from praying and treating people like God would choose to treat them has filled my life with Grace ever since then.
By God's Grace
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