What am I to do with this?
I am a human being just like all of you out there reading this.
It's true I asked God to live in my body at age 15 and that makes me different in this change.
And that might be why the Angels come and tell me that I am the future of the human race.
Maybe it's my ideas are how those that survive this century survive.
Maybe it's because I often see the future when others don't.
Maybe it's because I CAN see enough of what is coming.
Maybe it's because I have the time the last 27 years to actually contemplate all these things because I was forced to retire because of my health at 50. So, the way I see things often is different than people struggling to make a living still (even though my life also was a struggle especially between ages 18 and 50).
So, I know what it is to be poor and middle Class and affluent all three. So, I see every man as my equal and every woman too.
Kindness is my byword from my suffering to stay alive for my family and friends.
Suffering is something all humans do just by staying alive here on earth.
And yet. With God by your side anything becomes possible. anything at all.
This too I have experienced while hundreds of people in my life died to the right and the left of me.
I try to pray for them all when they die because I live in both the world of the living and the world of the dead because that is how God made me.
So, maybe after thinking about this someone like me is very rare after all to have lived the kind of life I have where I have been poor and middle Class and affluent and educated with 8 years of college including UCSC in Santa Cruz, California.
Maybe the Angels know what they are talking about because they have always been right about everything they have told me so far.
By God's Grace
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