Writing

 I believe it's important to write what you think and feel down whether you publish it anywhere or not.

When I first wrote about Arcane and the Galactic Sentience (leader of our Galaxy) I never intended to publish this anywhere. 

I was writing to heal myself from Traumas of my life.

However, I didn't know until 1998 when I believed I was dying (and so did my cardiologists) from a heart virus because I was the ONLY one in California in 1998 and 1999 that I knew of who survived a heart virus of the kind I had.

So, writing starting in 1980 about Arcane was a way to heal myself. So, finding out that in 1998 and 1999 that these were memories of my past, present and future was a revelation to me.

It wouldn't have made any sense to me in 1980 to tell me this because I wouldn't have believed it possible.

However, as I was preparing for my impending death in 1998 and 1999 until May when I was told I wouldn't die but could likely live a normal lifespan by my Doctors I knew that I had to fulfill my promise to God to create a blog to share God's and his Angels saving my life again and again throughout my life starting with the Angels who saved my life from whooping cough that I saw in 1950 who came to keep me alive then when I was 2 years old. This is my first adult memory in my life of my life being saved then at age 2.

By God's Grace 

writing

I began writing more when I began to write about Arcane. At the time I never intended to publish what I wrote about Arcane. Instead it was a model I created to heal myself of childhood traumas designed especially for me from my training to be a psychologist (even though I never finished the training because my girlfriend got pregnant and I had to go to work to support us.

So, now it's 1980 when I wrote about Arcane first in mt. shasta. So, even though I had moved the first time to Mt. Shasta before my first wife and I moved to Hilo, Hawaii where she had lived for three years before I met her. So, after moving to Mt. Shasta I got heat stroke planting trees in shasta so we moved back to San Marcos and realized we wanted to move to Hawaii where she had once lived with our new baby son.

This would have also been August of 1974. However, there I cut my toe on a piece of glad in my yard at the house we were renting and I couldn't walk because of the 13 to 15 stitches in my foot because every time I stood up I was leaking blood from this injury. So, this meant I couldn't work either so eventually we moved back to the mainland where I became a working partner in my father's and uncles and cousins Gold mining company. My uncle was a gold trader and when the price of Gold went from 32 dollars and ounce (since the great depression) to well over 300 dollars an ounce he needed a tax shelter so he started this gold mining business with my cousin, my father and a friend of mine who had just graduated Cal Poly in San Luis Obispo with an Architectural degree in City planning. 

So, by 1980 my first wife and I had divorced and I was a single father of my son starting at age 3 which was okay by me even though it changed my life a lot to be a single Dad I found that being a Dad was my favorite thing really in life mostly because it kept me alive and not taking so many physical risks like Rock climbing with pitons and ropes. In fact, one of my friends died at Castle Crags free climbing then in the late 1970s and I realized how grateful my son had been born and that I was a single Dad so I wasn't dead too.

So, by 1980 I started to write about Arcane in Mt. Shasta. Here is the first chapter of what I wrote then in 1980:

begin quote from: memories part 1

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memories part 1

 MEMORIES FROM THE WHEEL OF TIME

The Autobiography of Jonathan Flow in several of his Lifetimes

2-12-02 Though the following is a rough draft. I have copyrighted it but please download, zip and email to beings who need this information. It is both timeless and priceless. All I ask is that you don't change a word because it is encoded for description in multiple times, spaces, dimensions and galaxies. If you wish to translate this text into Sanskrit, Tibetan, Hindi, French,German, Spanish, Italian etc. please do so. However, it will no longer be galactically incripted for about 500 types of basic decoding. Only in English can it be decoded. This was designed by Arcane, Ragna, Elohar, His Oneness, Eridian and the Galactic Sentience to help promote peace and better understanding between present time galactic civilizations and past, present and future Galactic civilizations. It is also intended to promote peace and understanding between this and other galaxies as long as their intent toward this galaxy is peaceful and friendly.

Dear Reader: Originally here was the dedication, introduction and many relevant facts for you to better understand this book. I decided to use artistic license in order to catapult the reader immediately into the experience of Arcane, a man of the far future, and a man I remember being some time before I was born in 1948. I remember being Arcane. Initially, when I wrote this following initial piece in about 1980 I was sitting on the lawn of my Mt. Shasta house and I wrote it on a beautiful mild summer day on a large paper grocery bag. 2 years later on the Northern California Coast came the first pages of Elohar and Ragna. However, it wasn't until 1999 when I almost died that I finally realized that both these stories were true experiences of myself and friends and relatives down through time. I was very amazed to understand this. It made me wonder how much so called fiction that people write is actually some version of author's present, past, or future lives that they have already lived? Please enjoy! Chapter One is now included with the preface, Introduction etc at the very end of the book. Thanks!

The place earth, long after the last human body has gone. A few previously human souls remain and much of the flora and fauna remains. Most human souls have moved elsewhere and to better things.

Chapter 2 Arcane Meets Earth

Arcane was sad. A normal man having gone through what Arcane had been through would have been enraged, crazy, beside himself, robotic. But Arcane was just sad. He had been through a lot the last few years since this war began. The last two or three weeks he had been tortured.Since the leader of Isfahel could not kill Arcane physically without destroying his planet Isfahel he tried to destroy Arcane mentally.

Tech Noir saw Arcane as an invaluable asset and wanted to turn him to Isfahel's side. He tried to destroy every good thing about Arcane and his life and everything that he believed. He had be sorely tested. Looking back on the torture Arcane saw it in a non dualistic context. In that context anything that didn't kill him made him stronger. For the moment, however, he was questioning many things he had taken for granted growing up on New Deva. He had very little left in his memory of childhood that was sacrosanct and left untouched by the deep and forbidding torture.

Original arcane story 1980 Mt. Shasta White House

I am standing on the banks of a river gazing at an Orange sky and two  suns vaguely showing above the horizon.(added 2013)(The two suns appear to be along a plane of the horizon. Arcane wasn't sure he wasn't seeing a mirror image at first even though they both were colored slightly differently. So, he realized there were two actual suns moving differently than each other to some degree. As the day went on one seemed to move upward  There are two bluish colored moons in the sky. I have feeling of being trapped, -- or having been cast out. I am arcane, the priest warrior of the planet new Deva. I have been captured in a time traveling battle and cast into a dimension and time with no visible means of return to my own time and planet. I must get back to my lady ah ray in --. I must find a way to save her life. I'm searching for some point some power to help me. I'm searching the whole planet with my mystical eye. My priestly powers must be prepared so that I can send my body or at least my consciousness back to Isfahel to accomplish the necessary task -- to get back to a ray in. I must fulfill the vision of the Oracle of my planet New Deva.

There are sometimes opportunities when I can travel through time unaided. I need the special intersections of time and space. It is very difficult to find these places and to be there at the right time without an electronic sensor and there is almost no likelihood that there is even one sensor or scanner on this planet.

 

I am listening to the howling of what were once called Wolves but now there is no one still in a human body to call them that anymore here on this planet. I can feel their primitive powerful feelings. I am attracted to such wildness. At first I long to howl with them to release the pain of my torture. But quickly I think of my bride to be Ah Ray In. My resolve and tears firm in my eyes. The wolf creatures call to me with their minds telepathically "Give up. There is no hope for you. You will make a nice supper for us." 

"Forget YOU!", I say with my mind. They let out howls of pain from my controlled mind burst. It will not harm them. They will only be confused for a few minutes. It will give me the moments I need to save myself. I wish them no permanent harm if I can survive and live. And I run to the first Power Point that I can find. With the contact of the first Power Point on the high plateau I interface with the power of the planet there and soon I am floating above the ground just as I was trained to as a boy. Miles pass, and I am free from the wolves for the moment at least.



I have finally found in my desperation a strong enough Power point to enter into the entire grid system of the planet, the orange star in the two moons and all the Power point's that can help save what is left of arcane. I reach out and touch the outer aura of the planet with my soul. I sense the force fields that had been placed on this planet by an ancient civilization. I also sense of force fields that are put here to prevent my escape back my own planet and dimension. I summon the old ones of this planet and they tell me of all the wondrous qualities and ways of being of this planetary dimension. They tell me of civilization's past and of the city of the spheres.

The old ones of the planet no longer have physical bodies and can't be seen by beings not trained in the priestly sciences. But luckily my training included communication with angels and guardians.As children we were tested for intuitive gifts. Since I tested off the charts I was recognized as a world saver. I was trained from age 6 to help all beings and to protect my planet from external or internal harm.

By projecting my consciousness into the earth I find sphere nodules.They are various sizes but the ones that draw me most are 8 to 15 feet in diameter. I sense wisdom there that might help my planet survive. Inside one of these nodules I will find the answer I seek. Of this I am certain. As I reach further with my spirit I connect with the remaining old ones of this planet. I'm in luck they are good. The ones that remain and live on throughout time and space will guide me and help me.They have prayed long and powerfully for someone like me to come to earth. I call out the name of Eridian. I have a natural affinity with him. At my call he comes and tells me of the thought picture to hold in my mind as a key to bring a green sphere which will transport me to where I need to be. I am becoming a part of this planet. It is the price that I must willingly pay to save ah ray in. The planet is becoming like a friend or a stepparent to be loved, cherished, learned from and blessed by my ideas and cultural traditions even as I am changed by the planets love and wisdom for me. I have been adopted as a priest instrument of earth. As the sphere green comes I feel it's power and its majesty. It envelops me and as I stand and then sit cross legged in the posture of Earth yogis I am transported to the sphere city in a style that I could very easily become accustomed to. From the vantage point of the sphere I can see what the sphere city was on land and under the land. It was a truly beautiful and magnificent work of functional art that the Present spirit beings lived in when they still had physical bodies.

Soon we moved under the ground to where the city now physically abandoned was once inhabited. There is no entrance. We simply moved through rock somehow. The sphere I travel in has the capacity to move through solid objects with no damage resulting to me or to the sphere. As the cavern of spheres becomes visible the many interlocking crystalline spheres fill my being with the majesty and power of the beings that once lived here in human bodies. Many thousands of years before the inhabitants of this planetary dimension had turned into light " pure energy soul forms" as a result of millions of years of evolution. As I disembark from the green sphere nodule.I thank it as it is sentient and hasn't had a physical rider for thousands of years.

This is the first planet on which I have been permitted to enter into a domain of once physical beings who have now turned into light. I have seen into the light plane of being on my home planet New Deva. But I was not permitted to enter in with my soul. It can be disorienting to a humanoid to spend more than a day there as humanoids have a tendency not to come back from light dimensions if they stay longer than a day. Many priests of new Deva used to drop into a lifetime of physical catatonia and bliss after entering some of the light dimension's there with their consciousness.

I am entering the first golden room as a guest of the old ones of the planet. In the room are gathered nine of the old ones of the planet in their ghostlike light forms. They begin to instruct me as they wish the condensed knowledge of their planet to be carried throughout the Galaxy and beyond by my soul DNA. Through the Darshan of my Earth blessed aura I will be an emissary of the Enlightenment of Earth wherever I go in all my lives in whatever time I embody.

From each of the nine elders a ray of green light or fire comes to my forehead. At first it is somewhat painful to experience as the frequencies of my neurons are different than the thought patterns that were used on this planet. But the light elders are considerate of me and don't destroy my mind, neurons, or brain. Even though the old ones don't have physical bodies anymore they still respect the other life forms who do. In time I become accustomed to what they are giving me and I become first at peace with it and then at one with it. The new consciousness is creating new ways of perceiving the universe. I kneel to pray and give gratitude to the creator of the universe for the blessings of this empowerment. I have been trained since childhood for such a moment. But I wasn't sure it would ever come. I know in my heart and soul my enemies could never stand against me now. I know that now I am more than a man but my responsibilities to all living things have grown also.

Eridian Speaks." Now you're ready to come into our most powerful of Power points which will transport you to any realm you wish to go.

As we walk down the corridor my perceptions of reality are very unusual for I see through the walls and have the senses of the beings that once lived on this planet. I have the feeling of walking on a cloud and having eyes in every pore of my skin. As I walk toward the main mystical Power point of the planet I am very reverent and respectful to the thousands of unseen spirits. My inner spirit has been changed. Soon we reach a room filled with all the stars at night like a planetarium. In the center of this seeming planetarium is a blue fire as tall as I am. It is sentient and a wing or arm of fire reaches out lovingly like a powerful parent and grabs my consciousness. I am burned by the experience. I sense that submission is the only way to survive. The blue light increases it's power until I must merge or die so I merge. Within the center of the blue fire is a green fire which is the mate of the Blue fire. Now the fires merge. The fires now turn into a sphere of green and blue.

As I come into the green and blue sphere of the center of this Power point I begin to see in all directions. I see all the planets I have touched and all the beings I have the never known. I see both the beings I considered good and the beings I considered bad. I also see all the beings in between. I feel the compassion of the old ones of this planet for all sentient life everywhere and now I can see even those beings that I had thought of as evil were just out of touch or disconnected from their true selves. Their need is to come into the oneness or self-destruct so their energy can return to the oneness. And because of their impact upon my home planet new Deva I must assist them soon to one or the other before they destroy my people -- my life wave. For the goodness of life must go on and the evil in life must destroy itself -- must cease to be.

From within the center of my being the old ones tell me that I now contain all the knowledge of their planet Earth that one man can hold. They tell me all this knowledge is now contained within me -- within cells of my body and within my soul dna that will incarnate in other bodies once I lay this body to rest-- and that I as an Atom in the body of their planet will now go forth to bless the universe with their wisdom. They tell me that any time I wish to come back I need only think of them and I'll be back with them to learn more or they will come to me to help and protect me and mine. As I begin to leave I am grateful with words that none can say.

NOW IS THE TIME FOR GOOD BEINGS TO COME TO THE AID OF THEIR UNIVERSE

Introduction to Elohar by Eridian

As I stand up to leave the sphere Eridian asks me a question. "Would you like to see your future lives here on Earth?" I said, "How is that possible Eridian? No humanoid bodies are allowed here without breaking Galactic Law!" "Your future lives reside in Earth's past."

I asked again. "How is it possible that I arrive here now and then incarnate in Earth's past?" Eridian said, "Souls are not limited the way most beings think. God creates past, present and future but time really doesn't exist, Arcane. So God has us incarnate in the past, present and future or the future, the present and the past or the present the future and the past or whatever combination that God and the soul as one need to do. Some souls only incarnate once but some souls incarnate an infinity of times. It depends on the nature of the soul, the need of the soul, and the need of God for that soul. Would you like to see some of your future lives in Earth's past?" "Yes, I would like that Eridian. Thank you for the opportunity." I said. "Follow me then Arcane." Said Eridian.

Following behind Eridian I felt in awe and soon we came to a blue green sphere of ominous power. Eridian said something in an Earth language and the sphere opened like a mouth to encompass me. This is a sentient sphere and as I'm taken inside it is like a friend, a lover or a nursemaid in it's relationship to me. Soon I hear music and I hear a young mans voice speaking the following poem.

 

 

 

Writing

 It heals me a lot to write. To put what I really think (that particular moment in time) down on paper or blogging. You might have the same experience if you try this.

How does it help?

It helps because you meet yourself at different times. So, it's sort of a way to make friends with yourself and to integrate yourself into an idea that you can live with day to day. We all are many different people trying to get along with ourselves and to understand ourselves and the world around us.

Some of us succeed at knowing ourselves so that we can actually succeed at being a human being here on earth and we all know or have met people who don't last very long in life because they don't learn how to ask the right questions at the right time to stay alive or to stay sane in life.

Life isn't easy or any of us here on earth. 

Samsara sucks as they say.

We all want to live in a heaven realm but unless we build our own heaven to live in it doesn't really exist for us.

So, learning how to build your own heaven is how we learn to enjoy life on earth. 

And learning to write down what I think is one way I build my own heaven realm here on earth every single day.

By God's Grace 

Because in the end it doesn't really matter what other people think.  Does it?

It matters what we think and choose to do on every level every single day of our lives.

By God's Grace 

Writing

 Writing doesn't have to be something you intend to publish ever.

For example, when I first wrote about Arcane in 1980 I was writing to heal myself of childhood and young adult traumas. My statement about being under 30 years old is basically:

"I really cannot believe that ANYONE survives to be 30 here on earth."

Why?

If you are between zero and 30 right now you might know exactly what I mean.

For example, finding my place on earth (long term) wasn't easy. Some people knew what they wanted to do at age 12 like my cousin. He wanted to be a lawyer and was practicing law until he was about 82 years old.

I only knew two things: I wanted to have children and I knew I wanted to own my own business. This is what I knew about myself for sure.

However, career wise this didn't help much.

So, I found (outside of getting married and having a son and eventually starting busineses) pretty crazy to say the least (even though I had many girlfriends along the way). I mostly stayed alive for whatever girlfriend I had at the time out of loyalty to her. I couldn't get to the point where I wanted to stay alive for myself. 

However, this is on top of the Narcissism of youth that I experienced until I was 25 and met my first wife.

So, yes. "I cannot believe anyone actually lives to be 30 in this world." But somehow many of us manage to do it anyway for our spouses and our children and our friends and our parents or grandparents like I did.

So, living for others was a necessity for me to make it to 30 but it was touch and go until I was 25 because I kept taking more and more serious physical risks in life sort of like tempting life to take me out.

But, somehow God and Angels kept me alive through it all.

So, often writing about all this might help others survive to 30 and beyond too.

By God's Grace 

Writing

 I think it's very important to write down your thoughts and feelings about what you are experiencing in your life. Why?

Because as we go through life we are many different people at different times. And the older versions of ourselves often understand things that our younger selves did not.

There is a saying: "Youth is wasted on the young!"

And if you are an older person having watched many friends die in unnecessary ways you can often see why this is true.

I often wonder: "How does ANYONE at all survive to be even 30 years old!"

Of course I'm from another era in that I was born before 1950 and so I was about 10 years old in 1958. So, my life was a lot different growing up than people of today for the most part.

So, Writing down what you are experiencing can help you to survive to be in your 70s and 80s and beyond if you are interested in this.

However, too each his or her own I guess.

It's good to survive another day even when things are pretty strange here on earth like now.

But, the other way to view this is that "Things have always been pretty strange here on earth!"

In Fact, one of my favorite sayings is: "Truth is ALWAYS much stranger than Fiction!"

But, "Hope Springs Eternal if we Die Daily!"

By God's Grace 

Writing

 Just remember if you are writing because you love to write you can basically write about anything you want to in any style or language you want to write in that you can usually do so in.

When I started writing in this style it was likely summer of 1980. I had just remarried and we lived on Lassen Lane where it intersected with Old Stage Road in Mt. Shasta. Berryvale (the health food store didn't exist then) but before Berryvale (the same owners owned) Pine Grove Health food store which was across from the Cemetary there. 

So, often I would walk to the Pine Grove Health food store a few blocks away and buy food. Of course we also had at least two vehicles then and I had my 1974 Honda 250 XL dualsport but that day was just so beautiful I wanted to walk to shop for food. I remember I came back with two brown paper grocery bags then full of food.

In 1980 I would be 32 years old. 

I felt like I wanted to write something so I grabbed a pen and got one of the grocery bags and started to write with pen upon this grocery bag and what came out was about Arcane landing on another planet in a time war first then.

After I had written about ARcane and Eridian (Meridian) I realized this was pretty good and a new style of writing for me and I loved it.

I thought at the time I was writing therapeutic Science Fiction to heal the traumas of my youth and young adulthood using psychological techniques I had learn from studying to be a psychologist to heal myself (and anyone in the family or friends that wanted to be healed like this too).

Later (almost a year or two later on the Coast of California near San Francisco came Elohar and Ragna and the Awesome (The Time Saucer that travels through time and space).

However, this was 1980. However, by 1998 I was remarried again with another daughter and I got a heart virus and doctors didn't know what was wrong with me so I prepared to die. And while I was preparing to die at age 50 I realized that a Soul was not at all what I thought it as up until then.

People often think of a soul living in time and space like humans do but that isn't really true.

It's only true when a soul clothes itself with a human body here on earth.

Otherwise, a soul is completely timeless and lives in what I would call "Universal Being".

I had noticed that planets and Rocks and Trees also live in "Universal Being" like Souls do to.

So, in some ways it wasn't as surprising to me because I tend to be "timeless" myself when I can because I find it much more peaceful than "Hurry Hurry Rush Rush" which only seems to kill people younger and younger I have noticed along the way.

I think people hurry and rush thinking they can escape death but this doesn't really work at all.

Besides, Death really isn't something to be feared "living is like breathing in and passing on is like breathing out" one last time. It's not really to be feared at all. It's just a normal part of life.

By how we live we can lengthen our lives if we choose to.

By God's Grace 

Writing

 If you develop a writing style that entertains you it might also entertain others.

My biggest problem was never ideas and ways to express those ideas but rather editing.

Some people say that writing is 20% of it and editing is 80% of it.

However, I have found writing to be actually 10% of it or less sometimes 1% of it and editing what you write somewhere between 90% to 99% of the time you have to spend if you want to publish what you write and make money from it.

However, money isn't what I needed starting when I almost died at age 50 from a heart virus and had to retire. Mostly what I needed then was to Thank God for keeping me alive at all because everyone else I knew of who had the type of heart virus I had died (at least in California). So, I the lone survivor that I knew of in California with this type of heart virus (that you usually get from getting your teeth cleaned and a particle of food gets into your blood stream and creates an infection in your heart which temporarily or permanently weakens your heart. In my case I lived long enough not to die from it but had to get used to passing out all the time from it without panicking even once. However, somehow I was able to accomplish this with a disconnection meditation I learned from Tibetan Lamas which worked in staying alive.

Basically, if you panic even once with this kind of virus while you are passing out you die.

So, writing for me (at least in 1999 online starting in June) was me thanking God for allowing me to go on living.

Also, I realized as I believed myself to be dying at STanford Hospital (on Stanford University Campus) in I believe it is Palo Alto that I was promising God that if I survived all this I would create a blog and sing God's praises.

Before believing I was dying I never would have done this in a million years. However, After God saved me with all the others I knew of dying I knew I needed people and God to know that God had Saved me and might save them too.

That was May 1999 when doctors told me I was going to live and not die. So, in June of 1999 I started a blog at geocities.com where I had to program the whole site myself. then in 2007 I started here at Blogspot (blogger.com) and I have been here ever since (as well as several other websites along the way too. However, I always liked the way this website works and that it goes worldwide and that it is free. So, I have mostly stayed here because I've grown used to the technology and the encoder so I don't have to program everything in HTML or HTML compatible computer languages.

By God's Grace 

Writing

 It was amazing for me to discover that what I had been writing about was all real in 1998 and 1999. It made me wonder just how much of what writers write about is their past or future lives on earth and beyond, especially George Lucas and Gene Roddenbury of STar Wars and STar Trek and others.

So, even though I began writing about what I perceived at the time as a healing version of Science Fiction that I was writing just for myself initially because i had studied to be a psychologist up to age 25 when my live in girlfriend got pregnant and I got married and became a father of a son and had to go to work then to support us all.

So, at age 32 I was remarried as a single Dad to another lady with two kids from her first marriage too. At this point I discovered an amazing writing style I liked one day while living in Mt. Shasta in 1980 with my son and my new wife then and two step kids.

This new writing style began to heal me from traumas from childhood and young adulthood a lot.

However, it wasn't until I believe (and doctors too) that I was dying then in 1998 and 1999 and when I was forced to retire to stay alive from fall of 1998 to May of 1999 that I began to see that what I had written was not only to heal this lifetime but to heal all my lifetimes in the past, present and future as well.

This was a revelation for me and made more sense why I have always been precognitive (seeing the future) and why I have the deep understandings I do about my life and other people's lives.

It's because I can now remember lifetimes up to 7 million years ago and up to 3 million years into the future or more sometimes.

This is not an everyday occurrence by the way it is something that happens periodically (the memory of past, present and future lifetimes).

But, when it happens I often write down what I get and publish it here on line so that you can better know what the future of the human race can be.

What I have also discovered is that there are many timelines not just one. 

Like For example, we live on the 2nd timeline that began on September 11th 2001 when the planes went into the World Trade Center buildings then.

On the first timeline basically 5 billion people died because it became a doomsday weapons nightmare where 5 billion of us died then even me on that timeline.

So, Elohar and Ragna from 7028 on the first timeline can back through time to get my help and other people's help in creating a 2nd timeline where 5 billion people didn't die within a few months of September 11th 2001.

Because on the first timeline it wasn't until around 6000 AD where civilization even got back to a level of Queen Elizabeth I in Switzerland. Why Switzerland? because Switzerland is a neutral country and wasn't nuked  plus it is at a higher altitude so there would be less radiation at a higher altitude especially because no nukes went off in Switzerland at all.

So, Elohar and Ragna got permission from the leader of our Galaxy, who I call "The Galactic Sentience" to contact me and others to help build a 2nd timeline where everyone didn't basically die and civilization end for 4000 years until around 6000 AD.

So, thousands of us built a 2nd timeline so this is the timeline you and I presently live on even though we all died on the first timeline and some people remember dying and this is where most dystopian  Science fiction comes from which is their real memories of dying on the 1st timeline from nuclear weapons specifically doomsday weapons used to kill everyone in another county so no one can win any nuclear war.

So, doomsday weapons went off on the first timeline ending human civilization for 4000 years.

Luckily, we aren't experiencing that right now because we are on the 2nd timeline. 

Writing

 I went up to Castle Lake today in the mt. Shasta area which was really beautiful there because it was a sunny day and only 46 degrees when I arrived without wind. The snow was everywhere and the lake was frozen but the ice wasn't thick enough to walk on the lake and I could tell anyone who tried would fall through the ice.

I used to ski and walk across the lake regularly but stopped pretty much between 2010 and 2012 because at least one year there the lake never froze and because I'm 6 feet 5 inches tall I just haven't trusted the ice since around then. I have never had a year since I have skied there but one between 2010 and 2012 where the lake never froze before. 

 Also, in case you didn't know I don't put photos from my Iphone on my website here because all digital photos are geo-located by Latitude and Longitude within about 3 feet worldwide.

So, for example, if you put any photos of you taken where you live some crazy could locate where you live and come kill you and your family. And since my blog goes worldwide here at intuitivefred888 I don't want people to have that information worldwide. So, i don't usually post pictures I have taken here at my website.

However, I was thinking today that I could do this with places like Castle Lake. However, I don't presently have a computer that is in sync with my Iphone to do this anymore. So, that is a problem right now. So, I have about 7000 photos from around the world and I would have to figure out how to download them all to one of my laptops which I haven't done yet in order to put any of my photos here. However, sooner or later I need to do this anyway because my wife and I eventually are going to buy new Iphone 16s or Iphone 17s.

So, it is something to think more about.

We'll see.

By God's Grace 

Also, I haven't worried about this because I text my best photos around the world to my friends and family through What's App and Signal. So, because of this downloading my photos isn't my priority. Or hasn't been in a long time. 

 

Writing

I think in the times we presently live one of the ways to stay sane is to write down your thoughts.

Especially, with a leader whose main technique is misdirection and lies (where you simply cannot believe anything he says) and that this is something he has always done to misdirect everyone in his life in order to financially and emotionally survive with his brain and body and emotions intact where he can survive.

However, this doesn't help ANYONE around him necessarily survive too.

So, though he demands absolute royalty people are being destroyed all around him (like ancient kings destroyed everyone around them too). So, to him he is the only thing that matters and everyone else can just go die including those loyal to him (for what?) to be destroyed just like women have always been destroyed when they choose the wrong man to live with?

It's kind of like that. If you choose someone like Trump to be loyal to it is inevitable that your life will be harmed partially or completely eventually by someone like Trump.

So, in this sense supporting Trump is suicidal for people and their families all over the U.S. and world.

Supporting Trump in ANY way is to suicide your whole family worldwide including yourselves! 

Writing

 There is a Saying: "Music Soothes the Savage Beast".

However, writing can do the same thing. Why?

There is a lot of confusion in life. But, if you start trying to understand the confusion sometimes you can make more sense of it by examining your life and other's lives.

For example, my father blamed his father for not allowing him to go to college even though my father was valedictorian of his HIgh School Class in Seattle in 1934. So, I had to listen to my father constantly complain that his father stopped him from becoming an Electrical Engineer like he wanted to be.

However, as I studied the situation more I saw more deeply what actually really happened.

My Grandfather was wise because of the Great Depression. What he realized was that College graduates were starving to death without jobs living in tents along the side of rivers then. But, people who were tradesmen like Electricians, Carpenters, Plumbers and the like always had jobs. Why?

Because rich people (and everyone who owns a home) needs people to maintain their homes and to build their homes no matter who is starving. It's just a fact of life.

So, my grandfather put his boys to work in his business which was an electrical Contracting Business building and remodeling homes and businesses in Seattle. 

So, his three sons ALWAYS had girlfriends, Cars and money in their pockets throughout the Great Depression because of this. Then he sent his two daughters to college to marry a college man which one of them did and the other one married a guy who her father (my grandfather) trained to be an electrician the rest of his life until he retired.

So, figuring out things like this one begins to understand so many things about life that one never knew before which puts an entirely different spin on things than before.

Another thing I learned recently is that all of my major problems as an adult were because of mistakes I made as a young man. (which is pretty normal).

However, what is also true is that if I was that honest with myself I would have killed myself for sure. So, it was important to my physical survival that I blamed others until I was mature enough to survive knowing the truth about my life.

So, like I have said before: "The Truth cuts both ways". It kills as often as it saves lives.

And when I began to fully realize this I realized: "Why should I  tell people the truth about their lives if it causes them to self destruct?"

Because as a young man I was very into the truth and hadn't learned yet that the truth kills as much as it saves.

This is when I realized that "Being compassionate to myself and all other beings is what enlightenment is actually all about."

The truth is important too. But, you have to be very careful what you say to people so what you say doesn't kill them.

In some ways you also have to be careful what you say to yourself especially when you are young and somewhat ignorant of the world "Even though at the time you might think you know everything like I did when I was 21".

When in reality I knew nothing like most 21 year olds.

This is why I often Say: "HOW does anyone survive to be 30?"

I barely did myself.

By God's Grace 

 

Writing

 I think writing around Christmas might be helpful to many of you reading this. Remember, I never intended to publish anything I wrote in 1980 (however, it's also true the Internet didn't really exist yet).

However, what did exist was a form of Email where Dumb terminals (basically keyboards attached to mainframes sent something similar from one university or government office to one another nationwide and worldwide since most government mainframes were all redundant and connected in case of Nuclear warfare they wanted the same information in every major city in the U.S.

The other interesting thing about the 1950s is the main reason for Freeways around big cities was actually so people could get away from nuclear weapons coming in time to survive large city blasts. This was actually the thinking of President Eisenhower who was the Army General who won World War II in Europe. In Japan I think it was General MacArthur if I am correct about this too who was in charge of the Army in that theater of World War II.

Anyway, writing during Christmas Vacation and reading what you write later might be very useful to you and to others even if it is sort of a diary of what you are experiencing. Later when you go back and read this stuff you might think: "Oh. That's what I was thinking then. How do I feel about all that now? Have I changed or evolved since then somehow and become a better person?

By God's Grace 

Writing

 For me, writing keeps me sharp in many different ways. It keeps my mind going here at age 77. It allows me to ask questions that keeps me and others alive through whatever happens here on earth. Without thinking enough people don't survive very well. Without asking the right questions people don't live very long or survive very well.

From my point of view it started with watching people die in my church because they wouldn't go to doctors. Believing that God is going to heal you from all your ailments is very well and good and often happens (but not always). So, without knowledge and wisdom and help from Medical Professionals people often die young. It has always been this way. 

So, having whooping cough at 2 and then a concussion with seizures from ages 10 to 15 years old made me more scientifically serious in my life because I had almost died several times between age 2 and 15 already. 

It also made me a much kinder person (near death) because I didn't want anyone to suffer the way I had whether they were my perceived friend or enemy. This helped me develop compassion for everyone in my life. 

"No one gets out of here alive".

Understanding this helped me help myself and to help you too. So, each of us can live a long and healthy and helpful life to ourselves and others.

So far I have made it to 77 1/2 years old thinking in this way and praying for myself and everyone else here on earth.

By God's Grace 

Writing

 I find writing a little every day even if it is describing what you are doing that day like the weather or things you are working on like maybe treating your hot tub "Spa" with chemicals so it is safe to get into more than a few days. I use Bromine by the way. I wanted to go with salt but my particular hot tub cannot handle the salt treatment where you sort of turn your hot tub or pool into an ocean like this to keep problems from occurring.

So, whatever is going on "like is it sunny or rainy or flooding or snowing" and is this unusual where you live on earth? Might be useful just to stay in the writing rhythm of your life.

Writing is a lot like speaking to people you are better when you do it more.

However, I was very quiet until I was 15 to 17 years old and girls started liking me a lot. and I found my quietness useful in that I would listen to their problems and I had learned Counseling from my parents who were mystical Christian ministers. My mother gave about 350 funerals between when I was 6 and 12 years old. She was able to remain calm through these things and offer emotional support to people like they often need to survive after a loved one passes on.

So, some of their counseling skills of people in distress rubbed off on me and so since I'm a very logical and reasonable person because my parents were like this too, I could often offer logical reasonable help to girls that I met along the way and because I was able to help them they liked me even more and their parents trusted me too.

So, writing if you keep writing you start to become a wordsmith in various ways. One reason I'm always looking up words is that each new word or phrase adds to my

repertoire of words as a potential wordsmith ongoing:

begin quote: 

General Repertoire Definition: The entire stock of skills, techniques, or works available to a performer, person, or organization in a particular field (e.g., musical pieces a band can play, a chef's cooking skills, a person's range of behaviors).  

Writing

 People are upset a lot about Trump. However, now because of his age he is basically falling asleep everywhere he goes. He's now moving into Biden Territory very quickly now. People around him might be trying to protect him from the truth but we all see it now every day in the news.

Writing about what upsets you in the U.S. and around the world is important. 

However, writing about how you are going to survive all this might be more important now.

However, making a plan that actually can happen is another thing.

My experience in life is that absolutely nothing tends to go the way you expect it to.

Therefore, being and opportunist who is looking for opportunities to get ahead and survive better for me was always the best way forward.

Planning I found didn't work for me.

However, my wife is a planner.

However, I do think in terms of "Well. If this happens I will do this and if that happens I will do that."

So, in this sense I'm sort of a very practical Boy Scout or Eagle Scout in my life to some degree. However, it is sort of a more country version of knowing how to survive basically anywhere but better out in the country generally speaking.

I find that city life is too confining and tends to trap your spirit in unhealthy ways.

However, each person has to find their own way forward.

However, you only need one or two things to go right in your life to have a pretty good life!

That's what life has taught me about living.

By God's Grace 

Writing

What you write might save your life or other's lives.

This is what is important about writing.

In Vienna, Austria recently there was graffiti painted on walls that said often "Fuck Cars"

Here in the U.S. you might not see this but where public transportation is well done you might see this especially places like Vienna and in Austria generally because 90% of the electricity in Austria is Renewable like from Wind generators, Solar and water power.

Also, literally all trains including Freight trains are electric from this renewable power. Then they dig tunnels under mountains so they don't spoil the sides of mountains and sometimes these tunnels are 10 miles long.

It's true there are likely only about 8 or 9 million people in all of Austria up in the Alps. However, it's nice to know that at least some nations are doing it right with renewable Electricity. 

Writing

 My wife helped me unlock some old memories today. There are many things that happen in life that we all need to understand better so we can go on living okay in our lives.

Things happen often unpredictably in life.

For example, in my life I never expected to be married three times or that my son would also be married three times. However, the third time we both succeeded in finding someone good and loyal and useful in our lives raising our children.

So, all these changes can take a toll on people so you have to sort of accept these changes as they take place.

Would it have helped to stay with my first two wives?

I don't think so. I think I would be dead now if I tried to "Beat a dead horse in this way". Maybe it would have killed my first two wives too if we had stayed together. Sometimes people stay together "For the Children" but often you aren't doing them any favors to simply stay together when it isn't working at all for the marriage.

So, sometimes it's better to just try something else in life that actually might work for you to stay alive and be happy.

Because if you aren't happy enough likely you are going to die soon.

I learned this in my early 20s when I wished I was dead. Then I met my first wife and had a son and then my children gave me a reason to go on living and to start or buy businesses to support them.

So, likely without marrying and having my son first by age 26 I'm not sure I would have made it to 30.

This is why I often say: "It's Amazing to me that ANYONE lives to be 30!"

However, if you can make it to 30 often you will live to see 90 (at least if you live in the U.S.). 

Writing

 Getting down what's on your mind is often helpful. Often you do not have the right person to talk to about what is happening in your life so the best way often is to make yourself your own counselor. This was vital to me from ages 21 to 25 when I was in College because it helped me stay alive during this time in my life. Then at age 25 I met my first wife who got pregnant and we got married and my son gave me reason to stay alive and to raise him right.

So, writing can help you stay alive like it did me. I first began writing more at age 8 when my 16 year old cousin died in a car crash. I was an only child and there was no one there to talk to about this because then "Children then were to be seen and not heard" mostly.

So, writing for me was a survival tool that always has served me well in overcoming one obstacle after another in my life ongoing.

IF I didn't write down what was bothering me along the way I'm not sure I would be alive now here at 77 years of age.

Because you write down what's bothering you later you read this and become your own counselor. By stating a problem a solution can often be found.

Stay alive! Write down your problems so you or someone else can solve them.

Stay Alive! 

Writing

 Often there is no one to talk to about what you need to talk about. So, one way to deal with this problem is to simply create yourself as a therapist.

How do you do this?

Things you need to get out you can write down and if they are secret hide them some place no one can find them. 

Then later, a day a week an hour a year or more you read what you have written and you then are your own therapist.

When in the middle of a crisis you write down what helps you.

For example, in 1994 I was going through a horrible divorce and didn't really see a way forward for myself. I was  46 years old in 1994 and I needed to self counsel at this time so I could find a way forward and survive all the things I was going through.

I found during this period in my life that writing some form of Haiku about what I was going through helped.

Here is an attempt at Haiku regarding the U.S. right now:

Is Democracy Dead?

It's still alive in me.

Others it might be alive in too, worldwide

But, this is about Democracy around the world right now which is sort of going out of fashion many people say. However, Democracy is an alternative to people killing each other over disagreements.

And without democracy it is inevitable that millions and millions will die.

This is what World wAr II was fought about (At least in regard to the U.S., Canada and Europe). So, 65 to 85 million men and women died to protect Democracy which is the alternative to constant warefare and torture and people dying.

Democracy isn't easy but it's necessary unless you want to see civilization end and most people on earth die horribly.

So, writing down what you think is going on inside and around you in your life can help you to survive when times are tough like now all over the earth. 

However, then be careful who you share your ideas with because some might agree with you and others might not. This is just what happens to all us human beings on earth 24 hours a day. 

 

Writing

 I think it's important to protect yourself as much as possible from Trump and people like him who don't care about human rights (especially the Right to stay alive) for illegal Aliens who are dying like flies when deported since he got into office.

The official death count after only 3 months in office was around 500,000 people dying because of what Trump and Musk did to America and how we functioned before them.

So, likely if you divide by 3 which is around 170,000 people and you multiply by 8 you get

1, 360,000 people who have died because of Trump and Musk Worldwide as of September using these figures so far worldwide.

Now compare that to the Ukrainians deaths which is 60,000 to 100,000 deaths and Russian Soldier deaths which is around 250,000 dead. So, even if you take the maximum for all Ukrainians and Russians dead which would be 350,000 dead according to Google AI

YOU WIND UP WITH TRUMP AND MUSK SO FAR KILLING 4 TIMES THE AMOUNT OF RUSSIANS AND UKRAINIAN SOLDIERS AND CIVILIANS SO FAR.

BECAUSE AROUND 4 TIMES 350,000 EQUALS APPROXIMATELY 1,360,000 PEOPLE THAT TRUMP AND MUSK APPROXIMATELY HAVE NOW KILLED WORLDWIDE FROM EVERYTHING THEY HAVE ALREADY DONE.

So, even though writing about all this is also important so people aren't just lied to all the time it also might be important to think about protecting yourselves and your families from Trump and people like him who are very similar to Putin in their tactics of killing people who don't think like them.

So, speak and write the truth but also stay alive for your families and friends so they all stay alive through all this too.

By God's Grace

 

NOTE: JUST SO YOU UNDERSTAND THE LARGEST AMOUNT OF PEOPLE TO DIE FROM TRUMP AND MUSK WERE HOMELESS PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD WHO STARVED TO DEATH WHEN FOREIGN AID WAS ENDED BY BOTH TRUMP AND MUSK.

SO, TRUMP AND MUSK BY THIS WAY OF THINKING ARE BOTH MURDERERS OF INNOCENT PEOPLE TO THE TUNE OF 1,360,000 SO FAR THIS YEAR.