1 out of 10 pages

I was talking to someone last night about how I experience God showing me about 1 out of 10 pages of my book of life before it happens. This is also including many aspects of your book of life too. And I was saying how confusing at times this has been for me especially during my late 30s and early 40s. When I almost died though in 1998 and 1999 all this changed. It is sort of like I live on gratitude that I am still alive for my family and friends and not dead. So, since gratitude is the motor of life, this seems to help keep me alive continually. So, as God allows me to I share this 1 page out of 10 of my book of life and this keeps many of you alive and your lives working much more smoothly. If I were to tell you what my career of this lifetime has been about, I think it would be built around this motto, "God, Help me keep the human race alive on Earth so they don't all go extinct!" This has been a constant prayer of mine since the Awful 1950s when we all thought we were going to die any moment in a nuclear holocaust. I think this was increased in me personally because of my childhood epilepsy which is sort of like being nuked individually periodically out of existence. So, as a child I experienced my own nuking of my life about every 6 months from ages 10 to 15. So, I take the idea of the whole human race being nuked out of existence very personally in my spiritual work with God. And any way I can help God to allow the human race to live on I do gladly.

Some might say "Why do you do this?" I do this because I realize that ending life on earth is a suicidal wish of a minority of people on earth who have been severely child abused and in their sadness at the events of their lives they wish everyone dead. So, it is up to the 95% of us who do not have this death wish for ourselves and all mankind to find a way to prevent the 5% from creating the end of life on earth. This is the primary reason I write at this Blog.

One of the ways for life to continue to exist on earth is to have more people happy financially and otherwise. So, I encourage people to be successful at surviving in all ways. Happy people don't tend to self destruct.