Discoveries

For me, life has always been about discoveries. I'm not sure everyone sees life in this way like I do but I guess I was always taught to think like this and about being fascinated with discovering new things. One of my favorite parts of this blog site is that it leads me to learn so many things more every day and then I get to share what I learn every day with you. And over time one understands problems around the world better after studying certain problems form multiple angles.

When I add to this being a precognitive person who often knows what is likely to occur given certain variables (which is probably a gift of being both a profiler and an intuitive combined with being precognitive (knowing what is going to happen before it often does).

So, I tend to approach a subject from multiple angles at once to get as holistic a perspective as possible.

So, what I share is almost a verbal hologram that is created from studying something from so many directions at once.

Discovery for me started at birth. I always thought everyone could read minds of what people were thinking around me. I wondered at 2 to 5 years of age why people often thought one thing but said another, especially people over 6 years old. I didn't understand yet that politeness keeps people from being hit or killed outright in their lives. There was a lot of hitting children when I grew up still going on. Though I think they were hit too much then (in the 1950s and before)I think we have gone too far to the other extreme and we will and are suffering the bad results as a culture now and into the future.

Since there often are no visible consequences to any action, when children kill others and themselves is one of the things we are now suffering as a culture from no corporal punishment. In other words there are no useful consequences to children so death doesn't mean anything to them either (their own or others). At least before when a parent said, "If you hurt that child I'll kill you!" They didn't really mean that. What they meant is if you hurt that other child I will beat you within an inch of your life.

Life and death defined means nothing if there is no pain to give definition to one's life. If you think someone is going to hurt you you might not kill yourself or others either because you don't want to be punished with something painful.

So, without pain death has no meaning, murder has no meaning, suicide has no meaning to children of today. (especially if they are playing violent video games while taking anti-depressants and having a psychotic break with reality from going off the medications too quickly.

I tend to see people who take anti-depressants generally as people who might be dead soon because of all the potential horrific side affects like suicide and homicide when going off them too fast. But, that's just me.

Sorry for that downer but I think all these things are related to suicide and murders not only in the U.S. in schools but also in suicide terrorism worldwide psychologically speaking.

So, back to Discoveries:

When I realized at age 5 that other kids didn't usually read minds I like could or if they did they hid it well from their parents because this was the kind of thing parents often said (not my parents but some parents) "Don't tell me about things you see. All That crap is fantasy. I don't want to have to put you in a funny farm by the time you are 10. Just shut up nothing is real but your five senses. Shut Up about all this stuff!"

I knew many many parents that were just like this as they lit another cigarette and got another beer from the refrigerator or better yet had their kids get them beers and more cigarettes so they could watch TV.

My father was valedictorian of his High School in Seattle in Lake Forest Park. So, he was interesting to talk to and often would debate me on any subject just so I could see every side to every question and not just one side. He started doing this when I was 8 years old.

So, by age 5 I knew that I could know what people were thinking a lot of the time but I found this ability sort of crazy in a way because I couldn't talk about it. I asked my mother and grandmother about this and they said that they could do this too. But that I shouldn't talk about it to people that didn't understand because they would just think I was strange. So, I continued doing this and it helped me survive as a child. (IF you know what's coming often you can get out of the way of bad stuff). Or just not be there when bad stuff was going to go down.

When I was 15 I found that my abilities were useful with girlfriends. I enjoyed listening to their problems and often could look in their minds and find the solutions to their problems as they spoke about them to me. I wasn't living in their bodies so I was less emotionally upset than they were so I could give them logical solutions to their problems that often worked. So, I became very popular with women because of this starting at about 15 and this sort of thing went on until I was 25 and got together with my first wife. I still could do this but being married I needed not to act like I was single still because now I had to raise my son.

Discoveries that we all make are useful if you are the kind of person that can share your discoveries.

Let me share with you what allowed me to publicly begin to share my discoveries:

In fall 1998 I got a heart virus. They couldn't diagnose it then even though I had an angiogram and electrical heart stimulation. I almost died for about 7 months. One day the doctor told me I might live a long life and that through the process of elimination they realized I had had a heart virus. They also said most people die of it before they could diagnose it and I was one of the few they knew of that had survived in Northern California that year. Everyone I heard about who had it died that year except me.

When I thought I was dying the day I had my angiogram and electrical heart stimulation. I waited on a gurney in a pre-operations room with about 60 other patients waiting for operations that day. What did we all have in common? We all wondered if we were going to die that day on the operating table. There was more fear in that room than anywhere I have ever been. But, we were all adults and "facing it like an adult" In other words none of us were openly hysterical but resigned to our fates whatever they were going to be.

I prayed to God and said, "God. IF I survive this I promise you I will start a Blog Site (and I did) in the summer of 1999 after I learned I had had a heart virus 7 months after this whole thing began in Fall 1998.

I realized that if I died without sharing all the amazing things God had showed me in my life it would be an awful loss to leave all that unsaid.

That is what gives me the courage to share all I can about what God has shared with me in my life here on earth since about 1950.