So, from my point of view then I believed in reincarnation and remembered many past lives, especially from the time of Jesus Christ and now, all over the earth. I remember especially europe with Saint Francis of Asisi as a friend of his in Italy and I also remember being with Milarepa in Tibet and I also remember being a Roman Centurian officer in the Holy Lands at the time of Jesus too.
But, I didn't believe I could see the future (at least in the way I do in the Arcane series then.
Though I could always "SEE" the future it was usually only one month or so into the future for Earthquakes or future potential accidents and stuff.
However, it is also true that I knew that in 1985 that I knew none of us should drive a car that Saturday and I woke up and told me wife this then. She told me that my stepdaugther needed to go to Orchestra practice at her high school and that she had a business delivery.
So, I couldn't get her to stop going out in a car that day. So, I prayed really really hard for a couple of hours before they left so neither of them would die in the accident I saw coming. So, when my wife hit a BMW head on on a hairpin coastal mountain road by accident neither of them died.
So, our 1976 Rabbit which was one of our vehicles then was totaled but at least no one died. My wife then wasn't wearing Seat Belts and neither was my stepdaughter so my wife then hit the steering wheel really hard and my stepdaughter almost went through the front window of the 1976 Rabbit. My stepdaughter ran home to me to get me to come in another vehicle because the VW Rabbit was totaled.
So, at least neither of them died that Saturday morming then in 1985.
I didn't believe in being able to see 1 million years into the future until 1998. However, I already remembered back in time around 7 million years. one of my first lifetimes might have been on earth as a rock that could consciously roll around the earth before there was an atmosphere here. It looked like it does in outer space then where there was some light but more like one sees the light on the moon more than anything else.
So, in 1998 while I was preparing for dying from a heart virus I suddenly realized I had been writing about past, present and future lifetimes regarding Arcane. Once I realized this I realized just how important it was to publish my writings online. So, when I realized in May of 1999 I wasn't going to die because my doctors told me so I started my first website at Geocities then in June of 1999.
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