I really wouldn't want to be anywhere between 15 and 30 probably right now the last couple of years. 1969 to 1973 were only barely survivable at all for me. But, by the time I met my first wife and had a son I had to forget my needs to be gone and take care of other people. I found I didn't care to be alive just for myself but when other people were depending upon me I could stand up for them and take care of them even though I really didn't care about taking care or me or even staying alive at all.
So, sometimes it's just as simple as people needing you to be alive to take care of them in order to keep going yourself.
Though I'm an excellent survivalist and really good at surviving any kind of situation like the rest of my family, I always needed a reason to survive at all or I wasn't going to. So, maybe people need a reason to go on.
I found that as long as I was somewhere beautiful like Mt. Shasta or along the ocean or in Santa Fe, New Mexico or in Hawaii I wanted to be alive especially if I was with my wife and kids. By age 32 I was happy for around 5 years until my father died. Then I wasn't very happy until I almost died in 1998 at age 50. But, since 50 after almost dying myself I have taken a different attitude which is: "I"m grateful for whatever time I have left."
By God's Grace
Note: What do I most attribute not only my survival but also my success in life to?
First, surviving the 1950s and whooping cough and then a concussion with seizures at night from ages 10 to 15 years old. After surviving all this it taught me a lot about how to survive almost anything in life.
My relationship with God and Angels and Jesus and Archangel Michael and the Archangels and other Ascended Masters like the Saints of all Religions like Saint Germain and others have been amazing and out of this world as well.
By God's Grace
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