I had studied to become a psychologist for several years in my early 20s but didn't finish simply because my girlfriend got pregnant and I needed to support her and then my son. I realized at the time that marrying and having a son was enough stress for me at age 26 and that trying to still become a psychologist with this added stress just wasn't going to be useful or possible for me. As I was I became a single father by age 29 and didn't remarry until I was 32.
So, writing about Arcane I wanted to heal many things that had happened to me in my life.
The first thing that happened to me was whooping cough at age 2 which almost killed me until the angels came and healed me. I still remember clearly their coming and healing me.
When you are a child your vision to actually see the angels before you have been so enculturated by whatever culture and language you are raised in around the world is the best. Because you are closest to God and your natural state before you learn to talk much and learn about your culture.
Then you get brainwashed into whatever people want you to believe around you. However, I was lucky because my mother and grandmother who lived with my father and I were clairvoyant and could see angels too. So, they encouraged me to keep my site open which I did.
The simply said to me: "Don't talk to people about what you see because they wouldn't understand. Just talk to us about it for now." As an adult I live this way still where I never talk about these things with people unless I experience that they might understand these sorts of things. Otherwise you are just "throwing pearls before swine" so to speak. You are wasting your breath if people aren't ready to here what you are saying.
This is true all over the world by the way and not just here in the U.S. You must be careful who you speak about these things to because there are so many hostile belief systems around that could cause you harm if you say the wrong thing to someone.
Here at my blog I feel free to say almost anything that God Gives me utterance simply because when I started my first blog it was to Praise God for saving my life in 1999 when I got over my heart virus that had killed anyone else I knew of that had had it that year.
So, I had promised God starting in Fall of 1998 that if I survived what I was going through that I would start a blog to sing God's praises from then on. I have continued this since 1999.
However, over time it has changed many times to recognize the needs of my readers to the point where 100,000 people a month were coming to my blog in 2017.
So, the point is I guess writing about Arcane is in some ways one of the steps that led me to here right now in 1980.
Then while I believed I likely was going to die in 1998 and 1999 I realized I wasn't writing what I thought and instead I was writing about past lives in the past, present and future instead.
This is when I realized how important it was for me to share especially my future lives and how the galaxy actually functions which is completely different than most people think.
By God's Grace
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