By 1985 I had been studying with Medicine men and women and also Tibetan Lamas since 1980. I had moved from a dualist to a Non-dualist at this point in my life.
IN 1985 I was 37 years old and since I had been to college I had studied Computer Sciences, Anthropology, Psychology, philosophy and Social Science.
Though I started out with Computer Science I realized that Computer science wasn't going to keep me psychologically alive whereas Psychology and Philosphy and Anthropology were helping me choose to stay alive here on earth.
So, by 1980 I had fully realized that dualism is so unbelievably childish in it's philosophy to be laughable and it really only suited for teaching children the basics of human survival here on earth.
So, adults I found who believed in dualism were mostly ridiculous in how they conducted their lives because of their lack of awareness of the truths inherent in life. It's sort of like trying to live in a Disney Fairy Tale. It just doesn't work in real every day life.
So, understanding non-dualism as a way of life I was able to move forward in my life in ways not possible before because I was raised as a Christian Dualist by my Christian Minister parents. So, I had to find a way to "Grow up" and become more realistic to survive my life here on earth.
IF you haven't studied this Dualism means "Everything is either Bad or Good with no shades of Gray.
However, real life is ALWAYS shades of Gray so believing that everything is inherently good or bad makes one vulnerable like a child in living their lives.
No one is entirely good and no one is entirely bad but somewhere in between on any given day.
So, what this means is you cannot trust anyone fully on any given day.
It's true you can trust some people more than others if they are having a good day but otherwise you can't.
Knowing this is basic Survival 101 for all human beings here on earth.
There are no absolutes in this sense only relatively true things in each and every moment.
And Discerning what is truth and what isn't is how we survive our lives every given moment.
Trust should not be given it should always be earned or shouldn't exist at all.
This is the harsh truth of life I found along the way which was hard won with much suffering.
KNowing all this I was working for CDF "California Department of Forestry as a fire lookout from May through September or October then in 1985 and my wife and I also owned two businesses as well. However, because we couldn't afford health care insurance I took this job with the state which is 6 months a year because the health insurance for all of my family was simply amazing. In other words it even would pay for glasses or hearing aids on top of all the other things so it was worth it for only 6 months a year on the job. We also owned two other businesses as well and had to find people to run our businesses while we were gone which we did too for those months from December of 1985 to April of 1986.
I was at a Fire Lookout about 10 or 15 miles from the nearest human being in the fall of 1985 when a Form of VajraSattva or "Diamond Vow" which is what the name means translated. Diamond Vow or Vajrasattva came to me and told me that I would go to India in December of 1985 in October. Vajrasattva and Nyema are in yabyum and are the highest evolved physical beings in the Galaxy or universe (depending upon your point of view).
I like to see them as God and Goddess of the Universe. This helps me in my life here on earth.
I came home from the lookout that week and told my wife I was going to India. She knew I was precognitive and didn't bat an eye because I often know what is going to happen next in life.
So, when Vajrasattva told me I was going to India I knew it was going to happen for sure.
Then my wife and I inherited money. we thought of investing in more land but we already owned 2 1/2 acres and that was a lot to manage already.
So, we decided to try to go to India. my wife and I wanted to go together in case one of us died there and then she said she wouldn't go unless our children went with us so at least we all could maybe die together this way. Strangely enough, I agreed with her.
Then we went to a travel agency and they wanted too much money for us to be able to afford to do this so I got discouraged.
Then we were visiting Haight Ashbury in San Francisco and found a travel agency of a different sort which sold discount open ended tickets all over the world. These tickets were designed more for college researchers like archaeologists who went on digs all over the world and other researchers like this.
Then I asked how much round trip discount tickets would be (open end for 6 months) to Kathmandu India. The man said for the 5 of us it would be 6000 dollars but we would have to leave within a week because the Christmas holidays would make it impossible for us to use these tickets otherwise. So, we bought the 5 open ended 6 month tickets through narito Airport in Japan and Bangkok in Thailand and Kathmandu in Nepal and if we wanted Hong Kong (but we never went there because we were all sick at the end of the trip in April of 1986 with giardia and were very skinny because of it.
So, this is how the trip actually came about in 1985 starting with a visit from Vajrasattva at a fire lookout in California
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