Because of a concussion I didn't have seizures every day and only had mine at night from 1958 to 1963 which is from 10 to 15 years old. Every seizure for me was like being murdered and then eventually you wake up a few minutes to an hour or two later whenever your brain can find a way to cope from almost dying each time. So, I understand how horrifying it is to feel like you are being murdered each time this happens. It's one of the reasons why I believe in God because this is all I had to hang onto during this time really to stay alive because my father wouldn't let me take Phenobarbitol which is what they gave you then which I'm sort of glad he never gave me this drug because of the long term potential side effects.
However, I eventually survived by my cranium (skull) growing as I matured from 10 to 15 and I never had a seizure since I was 15 years old. However, I see God was how I survived all this and this is why I still believe in God today because without God I would have died a 1000 times between the ages of 10 and 15.
So, my relationship with God Continues because it has always worked for me. So, I also believe having an extreme level of ESP in all directions including being a precognitive intuitive also was caused to some degree by everything that happened to me then.
So, I learned to work for God and his Angels always which is why I'm still alive here at age 78.
By God's Grace
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COST OF DENIAL
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