I found it very hard in some ways as a child. But, also I found it easier to stay alive this way too. As people around me died or went to the hospital it didn't mean I too in the 1950s didn't have physical ailments to survive too. No. But, what I seemed to have a lot of was Divine Help in the form of Angels always.
For example, at age 2 as I was dying of whooping cough the Archangels came in a ball of light as big as a room and saved me. Then when I got a blow to the head from falling 8 feet onto a rock with the back of my head at about age 9 and started to have seizures from this by about age 10, it eventually caused me to ask God to come into my body as I knew I would die soon otherwise by age 15 and I didn't want to die. So, once God came into my life from my asking this of God my appearance completely changed and supernatural stuff was happening all the time to myself and everyone around me. But, this was very difficult to survive so I can relate to the prophets of the Bible the way they describe their experiences because surviving from age 15 to 30 was very very problematic for me with God definitely living in my body with me and constantly supernaturally changing time and space all the time inside of me and around me for 10 to to 100 miles or even 1000 miles around me. I could see all of this happening and it was pretty overwhelming to deal with until I was about 30 or 32 and started meeting Tibetan Lamas who seemed to be having experiences like this too (only they called it "Turning the Dharma wheel". But, nevertheless they understood how time and space is altered by the divine for divine purposes ongoing.
By God's Grace
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