Spiritual Evolution: My experience

I was always intuitively gifted. That was a given. But, that was just a fact and many people in both my religion growing up and others were gifted too. But, there are the spiritually gifted and then there is religious dogma.

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Dogma is a principle or set of principles laid down by an authority as incontrovertibly true. It serves as part of the primary basis of an ideology or belief system, ...

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I put the definition of Dogma from Wikipedia here to show you what I'm talking about. Because dogma in all religions is what gets people killed in religious wars all around the world for thousands of years now.

For example, I was told as a child that the only people going to heaven were the 10,000 people in my Mystical Christian sect of Christianity. I found this dehumanizing in that it meant only people in my religion were going to heaven. Therefore nobody else was going to get saved. I found this sort of crazy and illogical growing up. So, as I got older I asked my father about this and he said he didn't know whether this was true or not. 

By age 15 I had learned it wasn't true just by being permitted by God to start visiting heavens, especially as I was reading "Dweller on Two Planets" which was written (channeled) by Frederick Spensor Oliver on the side of Mt. Shasta in the 1880s when he was about 18. After reading this book I found myself exploring the heaven realms and finding out that the heavens were actually manifold and that literally everyone on earth has a chance for heaven by their thoughts, feelings and actions during their lives. I found heavens for religions, religious sects, individual religions based upon private covenants with God etc. I found there were Buddhist heavens, many of them and literally heavens for every religion you have heard on likely on earth that practices the golden rule which is something like, "Do unto others the way you would have them do unto you."

When I discovered this and later met God I realized that religions actually have nothing at all to do with God really. They are about pacifying and controlling human beings mostly for the profit of the rich worldwide. So, after this I realized religions actually were very dangerous if you were a really intelligent person like myself. 

So, once I understood who God was and how religions often misrepresented who he was and who people like Jesus actually was and is I became much more suspicious as time went on. So, I found myself honoring real experiences with God, Angels, Jesus, Saint Germain, Arcangel Michael, Mary the mother of Jesus etc. But at the same time becoming more and more suspicious of religions that made people so afraid that they gave all their money to their churches.

Because in the end churches have nothing at all to do with God. It's really all about your personal relationship with God. I don't even find God in most churches except for really rare ones that have Saints and Angels present all the time. Mostly I find God in places like Yosemite National Park (where I was married to my present wife at the chapel there), and places like Mt. Shasta in far northern California, and at the beach (most places on earth especially at sunrise or sunset).

So, for me at least, God is mostly not found in any church he is found in the covenants of all living beings with their creator anywhere they happen to be awake, daydreaming or sleeping or while dreaming.