Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Intuitive and Suicidal?

If you are not trying to kill yourself from a terminal illness and are usually under 30 (there are always exceptions like the death of a loved one at any age).

But generally speaking people who really want to kill themselves are under 30 years of age.

Why do they want to kill themselves?

They might not be able to tell you if they are not the types of people used to talking through their problems. If you cannot get someone to talk then it is only the person having the problem that is going to have to solve the problem then. Because talk therapy is one of the few ways to reach someone in this kind of situation.

Basically, imagine someone that finds themselves in a psychological box that they cannot survive in. They might or might not believe that their life could be anything else but what it is.

So, surviving suicidal thoughts then becomes  an act of bravery in that if you are not brave enough to save your own life then you won't.

Here are some of my thoughts about it because I was dealing with suicidal thoughts from about age 18 to 21 and then it got worse from 21 to about 24 years of age.

I realized I couldn't fit into this world. I was too unique to ever fit in here on Earth. So, my solution was to end my life.

However, here's the thing. No one really fits into this world. It's all an illusion. So, in the end you all either create a life you can stand to live or you will either die, commit suicide, or you will wish you were dead the rest of your life.

For example, if you are in college and want to kill yourself because you couldn't get an A or even pass any subject, how stupid is it if you kill yourself because you aren't doing well in college?

It's really stupid.

Because I have actually met more happy people without college degrees than I have people with college degrees.

Also, if you are going to kill yourself because of bad grades in college how stupid is that?

Because if you live here in the U.S. you can go to community colleges at ANY point in your life and transfer up to a 4 year institution and still get into MBA or MBS or PHd programs if you are persistent a ANY point in your life. You don't have to do it all by age 18 or 20 or even 21.

Many people need to take a gap year to figure out where they want to go with their lives.

Also, just because other people don't agree (like your parents or other relatives or friends) you have to be brave enough to try and do what you want to do in life.

Follow your passion. Do what you love and you will stop trying to kill yourself.

If you just live for other people in what they want you to do you might kill yourself if you do this.

You have to be brave enough to live for yourself otherwise you might die in the process.

And how stupid is that?

By God's Grace

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