Sunday, February 2, 2020

Notes regarding "The Girl in the Forest"

This section of Elohar (even though I first wrote about her and Ragna in the early 1980s) happened much more recently (likely in 2010 or around there) so about 10 years ago now. This experience of meeting momentarily a very beautiful dark haired girl with Bright eyes not weighed down by the weight of the world yet triggered "The Girl in the Forest" for me. I realized I had met another version of Elohar from the future after I said hello to her while walking my dogs in the forest within a mile of where I live on the Northern California coast. Both those dogs have passed away now as well as another rescue Yellow Labrador that we got to keep our Pembroke Corgi happy while she aged. She passed away first and then the Labrador within a month or two afterwards because they were both older and very bonded and the Labrador had had a difficult life before he was with us, even though he was a great dog for us at about 95 pounds of pure muscle like an athlete. He lived for chasing tennis balls in the forest.

So, when I said "hello" to this younger version of Elohar I sensed something amazing about her and it took me at least 10 to 15 minutes to realize fully what it was. Being an intuitive is an amazing thing because realizations don't always come in a flash all at once like a lightning strike. No! They often come in drips and drabs and dreams and in conversations with people on various subjects out of the blue until you go "Oh My God! This is important and I almost missed it!"

So, realizations are sort of like being in a car riding with people when suddenly you get a glimpse of an accident up ahead and you have to alert people in your car or bus to save their lives and yours too from running into the same accident situation. So, often this is what it's like the most.

Seeing a younger Elohar than I had seen before (just like we all look and vibe somewhat different at different stages in our lives) took me a few moments to ferret out from my subconscious mind. Once I had I could write about it all though which was very very healing for me because my mother had just passed away a couple of years before at this point and the wounding of her passing was still very raw within me. So, often writing this I had tears rolling down my cheeks as it was very therapeutic to write of one of her future lifetimes too that I could see clearly those days.

Writing of a teen between 18 and 20 is very different than writing about an adult 28 to 35 in awareness and maturity. So, I found this an entirely different experience. So, once again when I wrote about Elohar as a child with her father and Arcane on the first timeline around 7000 AD it was easier later to do this after I had written about her between 17 and 20 years of age too.

Here is a useful word button about all of this if you wish:

http://dragonofcompassion.com/elohar

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