What's it like being a precognitive Intuitive?

In some ways it's just like being everyone else on earth. (EXCEPT) usually one or more traumas have hit you as a child usually. This can create a different way of being which is sometimes called being a Shaman.

"What is a shaman" you say?

Well. it was defined in my cultural anthropology class at Palomar College in San Marcos California as:

"Someone who has psychologically died but whose body lives on who then lives in both the world of the living and the world of the dead and because of this sometimes can heal people."

In some ways I find this a very satisfying description because Seizures caused this to happen in me. 

If you have ever had night time seizures where you are unconscious for an hour or more after these seizures basically your experience is like you died each time.

In fact, the trauma is so great from that much electricity going through your brain that it would likely kill most people above 30 years of age. So, ONLY as a child can you even physically survive something like this and be relatively okay. 

So, at first at the time I thought that God was trying to kill me which is a pretty awful feeling. But, that wasn't what was going on. Instead God was training me to work for him on earth because someone as gifted as he made me could ONLY work for God and Angels.

When I began to understand this more I was 15 years old. I Invoked God to come live in my body with me because I knew I would physically die otherwise.

However, I wouldn't recommend most people do this because it could easily kill you.

But, this worked for me even though I felt a lot like a child that had been given a race car or a spaceship or a really fast plane. In other words something like this is almost always fatal.

However, I guess God planned this well so I didn't die between 15 and 30 years old. And then by 30 years old I realized I had become a gift to all life everywhere and created to be this gift by God.

But, getting from 15 to 30 was very difficult.

The first thing that happened at 15 is my physical appearance changed as well as my behavior and girls started falling in love with me. I realized this was God that they were actually falling in love with not really me at all but rather God living in my body with me.

So, at first this was very confusing for me until I realized my accepting God being like this was inevitable unless I wanted to physically die.

So, when people ask me why I believe in God I often Tell them: "Because only by Believing in God did I survive even to age 15." Without that belief system I would have died likely somewhere between 10 and 15 years of age.

So, I see my life "Every moment" only is happening "By the Grace of God" and I find this alone makes me different than most people.

You could say I have always lived on borrowed time. But, I think you also could say "I live only by the Grace of God" each and ever moment.

However, "When you live ONLY by the Grace of God Death doesn't really exist for you personally at all."

By God's Grace