The years from my father's passing in 1985 were very difficult for me on many levels. First my father passed away and then I got a deja vu which told me I was going to have a 3rd wife which upset me a lot because we were raising in 1985 my son from my first marriage and her two kids from her first marriage so they were between 10and 14 years of age then. So, realizing from my deja vu (seeing the future) that I would be married once more was pretty horrific because it meant that these kids would have to endure a 2nd divorce. (One is bad enough). Then in 1989 my daughter was born and then it became worse for my now ex-wife and I even though our new daughter was and is a sacred blessing to both of our lives.
So, the biggest change in me was getting divorced in 1994 and remarrying a new lady in 1995 and then trying to adapt to all the changes in my mid 40s and then almost dying from a heart virus for 9 months from fall of 1998 to May of 1999. Meanwhile my new wife got pregnant for the 2nd time and then lost that baby when her mother died in April of 1999 and the month before her stepmother passed away too.
So, in some ways I think I was helping keep her mother and step mother alive as long as possible which is why I almost died too. But, when they both died I got well and then I took my then 10 year old daughter and my mother who was then 80 in the fall to Scotland, England, Germany, Austria, Switzerland and into northern Italy with a 6 passenger motor home I had rented in Munich. We met my son who was then 25 and his friend about the same age who were traveling around Europe on Eurail passes (good for mainland Europe). So, we picked them up in Munich, Germany and we five journeyed through Germany, Austria, Switzerland, and as far as Aosta, Italy. We went through the long tunnels from Switzerland into Italy. Amazing Experience!
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