Because I often felt I was dead and not alive because of the nearness of death when I was little especially below 12 years old. After I was 12 I became a much different person than before but I was still a physical risk taker always too.
So, taking risks where I almost died somehow made me feel alive. Jumping off of roofs was one way. Riding my bicycle with no hands on the handlebars was another. Standing on the bicycle seat while riding my bicycle was another, Getting my SCUBA diving junior license with my father by 12 to 14 years of age was another. Flying gliders when I was 16 that release from a powered plane while I was in the front seat and the instructor was in the back seat while I released the pull line from the nose of the glider and then finding up drafts and with the nose of the plane down a little gaining altitude with no engine at all in the glider. Flying Hang Gliders. (I really wanted to fly a Paraglider because that really looked like fun but by that time I was raising teenagers that needed to go to college. Working on flying a small plane like a Cessna 152 or Cessna 172 with an instructor to where I soloed in a Cessna 152 at Watsonville Airport. riding dualsport Motorcycles across the desert from my father's 2 1/2 acres in Yucca Valley between Yucca Valley and Landers, California and up dry washes with a sand roostertail spouting behind me from the deep sand. Scuba diving at Catalina and Malibu and snorkeling in Hawaii on the big Island and Maui and Kauai. I still go snorkeling even at 78 at Maui and Kauai with my wife and friends about once a year on both Islands. And Traveling the world even beyond Canada and Mexico to 4 months in India, Nepal, Thailand and Japan when I was 37 with my whole family. So, all of these things including climbing mount shasta to the Summit which was then I think 14,161 feet. However, now it is taller by about 100 feet because of volcanic stuff happening inside the mountain. All these things helped me to feel alive and more as I grew up so I would know I was still alive.
Then in college I studied first Computer Data Processing and Computer Engineering and Computer programming starting in 1966 when I was 18 years old. Then I worked in the computer field until I was about 21 years old part time or full time and bought myself a new 1968 Camaro. Then I realized I couldn't do what I wanted to with computers because I was 50 years before now and microminiaturization was only happening at NASA at that time and not in colleges or businesses unless they were under contract to NASA.
However, the other side of this was that I was a precognitive psychic so I ALWAYS knew how far I could take things without dying.
Many people don't have this ability and tried to do what people like I did and died because they didn't have their ESP (higher faculties) developed enough to know what was going to kill them.
However, it is also true that some people didn't like being alive and so took so many risks that they died eventually too.
However, God needed me here on earth so the Angels kept telling me what I could survive and what I couldn't survive to this day.
So, my life because of living with Angels 24 hours a day since at least since I was 15 or likely before makes my life a miracle every moment I live.
By God's Grace
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