We all have very different life experiences. I cannot fully explain to your satisfaction what I was going through and on one level you probably don't really want to know anyway. I sure didn't want to be experiencing almost anything I was experiencing then by the way.
I had had an experience because I'm a precognitive intuitive that I knew i couldn't survive my 20s. So, one night in the summer I got up onto my father's work shed in between two skylights with my sleeping bag and decided as I looked up at the Galaxy which was very clear then in the desert where we were and decided at age 20 to project my soul permanently out of my body never to return.
So, I guess the question I had asked is: "How can I survive my 20s?" and the answer I came up with was: "I can't". So, the logical thing for me to do then was to find a way to die rather than waste my time trying to survive something I couldn't.
So, as I projected my soul outside of my body (I believed for the last time) I was met by Archangel Gabriel between 50,000 and 100,000 feet in altitude and he said to me: "STOP!" You are not allowed to do this! You made a promise to God to stay and help mankind and live a very long life doing this!"
I said to him: "I have looked forward into time and realized I cannot survive my 20s. What's the point of going on if I cannot survive my 20s?"
HE did not disagree with me. He said, "We are going to give you the gift of Soul Travel as you have prayed for since you were little after we all rescued you from whooping cough."
I was dismayed that I was going to have to endure what I saw coming for me in my life even though I was also Grateful that I would be given Soul Travel as a gift in order to keep me alive through my 20s too.
In the end Archangel Gabriel was right! I made it through because of Soul Travel just like he said.
The reason I made it through was after that I wasn't being held captive in a human body anymore because my body became only one point of reference for me because I became literally everywhere and every when. What they gave me likely could potentially work for me to never die if that is what God wishes for me and for mankind. This is something I realized lately.
Because I have almost died many many times in my life and each time I have resurrected sort of like Lazarus. But, I look around me and this is NOT the experience of most other human beings.
I think that I have died so many times psychologically since I was 2 that I am not like most other humans anymore. Thinking I'm going to die is pretty normal for me and for some reason my peace with this living with God all around me and inside of me God Resurrects me from the dead again again and again.
So, it is now something I have grown used to all my life ongoing.
I don't see death as an enemy but sometimes rather as a friend.
However, I go living on for God and Angels and my family as long as God wishes me to.
By God's Grace
No comments:
Post a Comment