I was debating whether to put a question mark after this title and realized it was more important to make this as a TRUE STATEMENT about life according to my real life experiences.
As a young man in my early 20s I realized I wasn't going to fit into the world the way it was. I especially wasn't going to fit into any large corporation because I'm not a team player except in regard to my family and friends.
So, slowly I became an opportunist in Business and in relationships of all kinds.
By the time I was about 30 I started to be happy and was grateful I hadn't taken my own life either directly or through the physical risks I tended to take then in the 1960s and early 1970s because this is more what people were like then in the U.S. (and likely younger people likely are still like this around the world even now) just in a little different ways than when I grew up in the 1950s and 1960s. I was 21 in 1969 which was a really crazy year for me when my whole life was turned literally upside down.
I was separated from my childhood religion and broke up with the girl I had intended to marry in that religion and was very confused because I likely was in love with 3 women at the same time. AT the time this didn't make any sense to me. But, all three women were also in the religion I was raised in. I had no solution to my feelings available to me at the time.
So, these 4 really important relationships basically ending that same year caused me to be more suicidal and it took me until my live in girlfriend got pregnant in 1973 to make me get more real with myself where I married my girlfriend and we had a son who is now 50 years old.
The point of this long exercise in how to survive here on earth is about my journey to realizing I didn't have to kill myself and I could instead "CREATE THE WHOLE WORLD IN MY OWN IMAGE".
GOD LED ME DOWN THIS AMAZING PATH!
So, I learned how to think more like God and Angels wanted me to rather than becoming a victim of the world and dead I became empowered by God and Angels HERE ON EARTH!
I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS PATH!
BY GOD'S GRACE
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