Wednesday, November 5, 2025

Life isn't as much about thinking Actually as it is about Compassionate Being

 Compassionate Being brings joy. Thinking doesn't always bring joy. However, Compassionate Being can often give you subjects to think about so you can help yourself and others better survive here in a physical body. Otherwise, thinking can become counterproductive to survival.

Look at my own life. I'm a very intelligent pragmatic person. However, when I looked at my life at age 21 I didno't see any reason at all to stay alive, (except to make my parents happy and my girlfriends and friends happy. So, starting around 18 I realized how difficult it was to be ANY kind of Adult (because I'm very intelligent) and I wanted no part of any of it and began to think about ways of ending my life between 18 and 21.

Then I realized around age 21 that I couldn't take my own life (out of compassion and sympathy for my parents and friends). (This is what actually stopped me from taking my own life and not wanting to be an adult (of any kind).

Being an adult for just being an adult was not logical to me in any way, shape or form.

However, raising children had always interested me simply because they often are playing and fun to be around whereas adults were always so miserable that i knew growing up in the 1950s and early 1960s so why be alive at all?

Then finally at age 25 I met my first wife and she got pregnant and we got married and my life has been pretty good ever since (even though we broke up after about 4 years because she was only 21 when she had our son (who is now 51 years old with his own wife and child)

So, by logical pragmatic thought I should be dead if it weren't for my compassion for my parents and my girlfriends and friends.

So, you begin to see just how impractical thinking can be even if you are really intelligent.

So, basically, there has to be a good reason to stay alive at all for a really intelligent person like myself.

Otherwise, our intelligence is fatal and death is self inflicted.

However, then you have compassionate Being. With Compassionate Being  you can be one with both God and Enlightenment.

It's not that you never think about anything it's just that your main focus is helping yourself and others survive whatever comes in as compassionate a way as possible.

So, like I said life isn't about thinking so much as it is coming to terms with God and yourself and Angels and beings like Angels and yourself (and you likely are an incarnate angel too

 

 

 

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