When I originally wrote about Arcane starting in 1980 I had studied to become a psychologist

Even though I never actually became a psychologist because my live in Girl friend got pregnant and we got married and I had to support the three of us when I was 26 I still learned a lot about how to heal a person from their traumas.

My traumas were mostly around about 3 things.

1. Whooping cough (when the Archangels Came and saved my life)

2. a Rock Climbing concussion (that caused terrifying seizures at night from ages 10 to 15

3. Separation of me from my childhood Church (this was very difficult for me to physically or psychologically survive for a variety of reasons.

So, studying psychology helped me to understand that what my parents wanted for me was always impossible. So, I had to do something that was possible and that was to survive all the unrealistic expectation of my parents.

So, by studying psychology I could dump every idea that wasn't useful to my personal survival as a human being here on earth.

The motivation of this came from realizing I couldn't take my own life because it would hurt my parents too much. So, I stayed alive for them and for my girlfriends and other friends along the way.

As I studied to become a psychologist I learned many amazing things about myself and the human mind and spirituality.

So, I learned to Reparent myself in God's image. By doing this I healed myself and started my life anew.

So, by the time I was 30 years old I was starting to be really happy about being alive again. 

My happiest physical time in life was likely age 32 to 37 but at 37 my father passed away which was very hard for me and it stayed hard for me until I almost died myself at age 50.

However, also at age 50 I came to realize that Arcane and all this type of writing was actually experiences in my past, present and future as a soul. 

I realized that a soul is not really what I thought it was because a soul doesn't live in time and space unless it is clothed in a physical body.

This changed everything.

I realized a soul experiences all physical lifetimes in the same moment because a soul is about being and not about time and space at all.

This changed everything for me to have this level of enlightenment that dropped suddenly into my life as I prepared to die.

So, now you are able to benefit from all the suffering I went through to get to this state of enlightenment that I presently live in.

By God's Grace