What is it like to be a doorway to heaven and back to here for Angels?

 It's a lot to deal with. However, without this help from the Angels and Archangels all the time I likely wouldn't be alive right now at all since age 15 because I knew I was dying before God came and lived in my body. How did I know I was dying. Because Seizures at night from a concussion from rock climbing at age 9 were killing me.

However, then I had another problem at age 15. Girls in church first and then others started falling in love with me. You might say: 'This is a problem?"

At first this problem was ONLY psychological because I knew at 15 that girls were falling in love with me because God lives in my body with me. So, learning to deal with this was a lot.

However, by age 16 I realized that God had made me this way for a reason and that I needed to accept this because this was going to be my life as long as I lived. So, I came to accept that girls and women were naturally going to fall in love with God as manifested through me by God's will.

It was a lot but I came to accept this.

And even though this is always. a mixed bag I have lived with this since I was 15 years old and I'm now 77 years old.

What is the hardest thing to get used to?

Not that.

The hardest thing to get used to is time and space altering around me in major major ways all the time since I was 15 years old which is done by God and his Angels over and over and over again.

Then I started to realize that whatever I asked God for that he agreed I should have he would give me. 

However, this became way to confusing and scary sort of like Aladdin's Genie in that Story and so I decided to psychologically survive this I would only ask God for things pretty much in emergencies, (mine and my family and my friend's families) and for help for people around the world when things get bad like War or starvation.

So, when God is going to do whatever you ask as long as he agrees with you it is pretty intense to deal with 24 hours a day.

But, I learned how to handle these things by my 20s.

And by 30 and beyond I realized I had become supernaturally a blessing to all life on Earth.

This was pretty obvious to me all the time then and still.

So, the training was sort of like Boot Camp for God from ages 15 to 30 where it seemed like I could die any moment most of the time.

However, looking back now I see that this wasn't true because God would find a way to protect his investment in me ongoing at least through a normal lifetime.

By God's Grace

So, my experience since age 50 is sort of like being Lazarus being reborn every few years since 1998 at this point.

By God's Grace