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Lord fire
Hello, my name is Darshan. When I was about 12 I longed to be a cabin boy. This is my story. My mother and father were not much comfort to me. I was more like my uncle Arjuna. I longed for the open sea and limitless adventures. I wanted to see the world and to meet all the strange peoples around the world. At age 12 I finally finagled my way on board my uncle's ship. It was a wind fire class schooner. I finally made such a fuss that my parents consented to let me go. They were never able to control me anyway. All my classmates at school envied my newfound freedom.
My uncle, Arjuna, was my accomplice in my escape from the drudgery and boredom of every day life. He was the Captain of his own wind fire ship. Little did I know what I was getting into. My life changed very quickly from that moment on.
On the big day my parents came to see me off. Atlantis as you call it never saw a brighter day. The winds of Fortune were upon me and adventure was brewing.
My wind fire ship was a trader. She traded all over the planet Earth we live on. The Lord of the flame she was called. However we called her Lord Fire or Lord Flame for short.
The Lord of the flame was a days sail at sea before my uncle asked me into his cabin to relay to me to secrecy of the mission. He told me that the Lord fire was outfitted for intergalactic travel and on a special secret mission for our King Rai Gwaxln. Uncle Arjuna had chosen the as a cabin away because he trusted me. He said he would use me as a messenger without attracting suspicion. Because our DNA codes are basically the same and because of our similar telepathic codes he said our codes could not be broken.
I found that we were on board a super secret vessel. I was also told that we were apart of the Atlantis Sea space Armada. All the crewmates had been informed of the possibility of a space mission except me before we sailed from the harbor. This was because I was too young. All the crewmembers were part of the Atlantis secret service. I had seen a little of what modified wind fire ships could do on my family's news screen at home. It was and is a little like television in your centuries. The wind fire ships had always impressed me the way they sailed out of the ports like a normal sailing schooner. Then they magically changed when they reached the right magnetic grid parallels and intersections. They looked like they were turning into fire or what looked like fire.
Then they disappeared to whatever other grid on Earth they wanted to go to. A grid is a part of where the north-south grid parallels intersect with the East West grid parallels. There are 100 or more of these intersection points on the planet. The Bermuda Triangle is one transfer grid on your planet. Wind fire merchant ships are built with retractable pods that enable the ship to be if the on land and even in mountains or desert. Many of the intersecting grid points are in the most unusual places in the landed areas of the Earth. When a wind fire ship went to other planets some points of intersection led literally no time and no space.
On the day of our hyperspace jump I was a bit rattled. I had heard that time went by up to 10 times faster on Earth as it could for us in space. Also, Earth time could move as fast as 100 to 1000 times faster than for us. This meant I might never see my home, my family, or even my country as I knew it ever again. However, my life had been pretty boring so I was ready for some radical changes. I thought to myself" I'm finally going to be free from my boyhood constraints and boredom." However, with my newfound freedom was coming responsibility, which can be a bitter pill.
Arjuna gave the command to wind fire us to Venus. The fire started around the ship in the familiar gold variety of earthbound wind fire ships. But soon we were surrounded by white and rainbow colored electrical storms that made the sea and the Earth fade and disappear. It was a very strange and beautiful experience. For one full day all I could see of the Lord fire's crewmates was the white and shimmering outlines of their forms. The same was true for our ship. After the first hour or so of paranoia coupled with ecstasy I started to get used to this different way of experiencing life. After 3 hours I found that I actually preferred these new senses to what I was used to. Veteran star travelers called what we were experiencing fire state. Not only did the visible change but the sounds changed also. We sounded to each other as if we were in a synthesized sound chamber singing our words to each other. The ship went on automatic once we left normal Earth time space.
Because of this the crew was left free to their own diversions. Sleeping and eating did not exist in this new dimension and so the crew and Captain and I were left to what were called space fire games. They were designed to bond the crews more closely together for group and individual survival. The bonding might also mean survival back on Earth as well as in space as 1000 years might pass before Earth in her own time might receive us back. All the crew were adventurers without close family ties or were zealously patriotic or both. However, they were all very interesting to me. Arjuna led the fire dance. It was a primitive ceremony but it worked its magic deeply on the men. They all went into mystical trances that were crystal recorded. These were similar to your video tape recordings. These prophetic trances and dreams would be transmitted back to earth when we exited the fire state above Venus. The king would keep them in his personal spiritual archives for viewing and listening and study. He would release them to his ministers and in time they would release parts of the transmissions to the general populace.
Arjuna's dream was the most soundly prophetic. He said that some of us would lose our physical bodies on this voyage but all of our souls would make their ways to good spirit places. The men sighed in relief for this made them all feel at peace for all sensed the truth in what he said. I was relieved but also a little shocked that some of our bodies would die soon. However, I was certain I would live through this. However, fate would prove me wrong.
My trance dream was the most simple and endearing or so I was told. My dream told of the excitements, the dangers, and the fantasies realized. It was for me a quest like the quest for the Holy Grail by Sir Percival. I was as naive as Percival was when Lancelot first met him. But that would soon change. The end of my innocence had begun already. I hadn't realized how much I had changed until we formed over Venus.
We did not try to contain our atmosphere in a can like you do a within a ship. Instead we created a 1000-foot diameter force field around us outside the form of our ship. Our ship the Lord fire was 150 feet long and 35 feet wide at the widest point.
When we formed above Venus it was the most incredible sight I had ever seen. The sun as seen through the force field was incredibly beautiful. It made me feel insignificant to look and see such stupendous beauty in all directions. The universe filled me with awe no matter what direction I looked. Amazing sites surrounded me in the stars in the sun and on the surface of Venus. I discovered within myself a natural innocence and beauty in feeling a part of this vast and awesomely beautiful universe. Surely some vast intelligence created all this.
Most of the people of Atlantis believed in what I would call a universalistic form of religion. They respected all religions that believed in the golden rule of " Do unto others as you would have them do unto you." Arjuna and myself shared animistic beliefs. We believed everything is alive in some way even the air we breathe and the void of space. We believed that the aliveness of everything and everyone must be loved, respected and cherished.
In the Western world of your century most people seem to think that all things are dead even themselves. There is much of what we would call insanity. More people should respect their home planet Earth and their father, the sun. The rape of the land and air and resources was forbidden in our culture. We had to ask all things how they wished to be used. Nothing animate or inanimate was taken against its will. However, our culture eventually became twisted into one that resembled yours today.
Atlantis had a space station above Venus that looked like a huge golden orb. It was constructed in this way in order to mirror the sun. It is important to understand that our scientists and our priests were one in the same. The mistakes made by joining church and state and scientists and priests have been rectified for the most part in the United States and most of the rest of the world. Nations and their peoples tend to learn from their past mistakes and experiences. This is one reason why accurate historical records are so important. Only with an accurate history can people learn from their ancestor's mistakes. Sometimes the things nations hide from their children are the very things that will prevent the extinction of all life on a planet. By hiding the truth from our children we are doomed to repeat our mistakes, both individually and en masse.
Inside the golden orb we met many priest- scientists. Some of these were female and five of these were particularly beautiful. Arjuna introduced me to them. These five priestesses treated me like a little brother. They and Arjuna became my closest new family.
Since these five priestesses were celibate and of the Oracle class they did not feel threatened by me as I was not yet an adult. They felt both sisterly and maternal toward me. I thought to myself," This is going to be better than my wildest expectations." These ladies were so beautiful that they seemed like living goddesses to me. When I heard they were coming aboard the Lord fire with us on our mission I was euphoric for many reasons. I was looking forward to being trained by the priestesses in the priest scientists Oracle skills. These five priestesses were in the same class of beings that eventually became known as Greek gods and goddesses. Their names would be translated into English as Cassiopeia, Violet Rose, Summer Sun, Blue Lightning and my personal favorite, Fire Crystal.
The priestesses always dressed in pastel colored long flowing robes. They almost always traveled in a group whenever they were among men. They were so beautiful that if they traveled among men, the men had to a least verbal contact with them. Their presence was not just seen it was felt. Collectively their radiance, beauty, and incisive intelligence were overwhelming. When they were together they wore a force field that separated them from all others so that they could be worshiped but not contacted verbally unless it was there wish.
Since they were celibate priestess Oracles they would only shake hands and give blessings with their hands. Their main contact with adult males was verbal except during formal introductions when they would shake hands. They were all sisters and they were all over 300 years old and expected to never die. The honor of being tutored by them in the Oracle arts was beyond my wildest expectations.
Another priest scientist to travel with us was also a female but different than the others. She was a psychic warrior and protectress of the other Lady Oracles. Her name was Excelsior. She said she was named after a mystical sword of fire. She is also the main time traveling protectress of our civilization in time and space. So Arjuna and his men were the physical and tactical warriors and Excelsior and the Lady Oracles were the psychic or priest like warriors. This type of battle guard was common in Atlantis. It was very affective. Since Atlanta battle groups never surrendered we had to win to live. The physical warriors last duty in case of defeat was to execute our Oracles before they could be taken if Excelsior was already dead. If Excelsior was alive she could save the lady oracles through time travel. Excelsior was also called the Mother of Time. This meant she watched over our time as the mother of all Atlanteans. She had performed this duty already for thousands of years. She still looked about 25. But her demeanor could be terrifying. Before battles or campaigns all prepared both spiritually and physically for death.
Meetings by our King and Excelsior had sanctioned the mission that Lord fire was commissioned on. Excelsior told the King that another civilization on the other side of our galaxy would come to Earth within 1000 years. This other civilization would then dominate our descendants for several thousand years. In time our descendants would find out about them and drive them out and off the Earth once again. The Lord Fire's job would be to prevent the Nephillim, as I will call them from coming to the Earth until future man was again spiritually evolved enough to keep them from psychically controlling and bothering them. Hopefully, the next devolution that mankind would go through 20,000 years into the future would see man evolved enough to deal with the Nephillim and to be strong enough to drive them in the away once again once that ice age was over and man could culturally and technically evolve again.
The Nephillim's advantage was that they stayed evolved in a static state of development in which their people stop changing and developing culturally and technologically. Whereas each evolution caused by warmer weather and each devolution caused by ice ages and meteors drastically altered the way mankind culturally, technically and religiously behaved. This is why the Nephillim always try to standardize and regimentalize everything. Our changeability and adaptability and capacity for evolution is seen as an ongoing threat to the Nephillim civilization.
After a few weeks of training at the golden orb space station above Venus we resumed our space voyage. Walking on board Lord fire I felt a twinge fear that I may not survive this voyage after all. Something had changed. Was it my new knowledge of the Nephillim or just some sixth sense warning me to be careful of things I did not fully understand? I saw Fire Crystal looking strangely at me as if she was part of what I was thinking. Arjuna and crew were a little more somber now that they knew the outcome of our mission would probably affect not only the Earth as we knew it but also billions of future Earth people. This was an awesome responsibility. We knew that without God's intervention and help our goal could not be accomplished. Finally, all the crew, cargo and special equipment were on board. As the golden orbs cargo bay doors swung wide I once again felt the magnitude of my smallness compared with the rest of the universe and I prayed. I was not alone in my body. The heart minds of the five sister goddesses were with me as they knew that the physical and spiritual hazards of this voyage would almost be too much for anyone to survive, let alone a boy of 12.
With the goddesses by my side or should I say inside of me I felt I could do anything. Arjuna felt us all being too serious and started to sing the Atlantis national anthem over the sound crystal intercom. The whole crew understood and joined in. We were off on a glorious adventure into the universe for Atlantis and the whole human race. Arjuna, the first mate, and the navigator gathered in the control room as they had been shown the vectors to travel by our priest scientists. They were calculating the best way to vector Lord fire to a grid on the sun of our solar system. Then they knew they had to vector us to the main Nephillim system of worlds to a grid on the sun of that system. This had never been attempted before. The reason we were allowed to try this aboard the Lord fire was that Excelsior said she had seen us through what she had called her time portal. She saw that most of us had survived this sun transfer as she called it to the sun of the Nephillim system.
Using the magnetic fields of Venus and the sun we maneuvered and vectored our way to the ideal vector grid between the sun and Venus. Next Arjuna talked to the crew over the sound crystal he said," For those whose bodies do not make it to the other side I wish to say that our highest priests have created spirit doorways for you to open to our heavens on Earth should any of you not be able to return to your physical bodies during the transfers. I have been told that all of us will change our appearance during the transfer. I may or may not be in charge as captain at the end of the transfer. The most important thing that I can tell you is that we must join as one good spirit near the second planet of the next sun that we reach. We will not forget our mission. We will be as one spirit no matter how many bodies we form and what form they are in on the other side of the transfer. Thank you my brothers and sisters. Live long in happy forms. May our God comfort and guide you. May God guide the vectors.
Arjuna's last words ring in my mind. My internal universe spawned new universes and spun. The force field changed color. First it was green gold. Then it changed to the now familiar rainbow colored electricity. My psyche was so shaken by the experience that I allowed the rainbow colored patterns to hypnotize me to escape the pain of facing the unknown. I floated free. I didn't have a body. I didn't even know what a body was. I was a rainbow ocean on some surrealistic planet. I was just about to form on this planet as a body when I felt a shaking. Excelsior were shaking and beating me to bring me back to my body before I formed on another world and could not get back. The clouds swirled around my feet but I saw the sun. This sun was setting but it burned its bright embers into my consciousness as I stared at it. I found myself becoming one with the sun. No longer was I on board the Lord fire but I was becoming a literal Lord Fire myself. This sun was all around me now. It had engulfed all the crew and me. We were one Lord of fire among many lords of fire. The whole crew's goodness was one being. What a wonderous feeling. But what is this? This sun is fading out and we as one are spinning through an eternity of sunsets merging one into the other. Parts of our one being are losing the one form of Lord fire for the ship is gone. Arjuna is gone to. All normal reality is gone forever. Our pasts fade from our minds. We, as one Lord of fire with no body just the peace of eternal sunsets submit to gods plan. There is no other way for us as we are the flame of eternal sunsets and the flame is us. No form have we only love, only flame. Our goals surface here and there in an eternity without form. Love and beauty we survey. There are no planets only sky in all directions. There is no up or down. We have no body or bodies or permanent reference points.
There is something that I want to be, something that we want to form somewhere. Where should I be born? As what? What am I? What shall I be in form? Up from the group past of an eternity ago comes an idea. A comet is what I would be. There is the pinkish orange star on the far side of the galaxy called the Milky Way. Yes, --- a reality of form. And there is a group of us that are now our one being that will form near that Pinkish orange star.
After Lord Fire ends.
Then I saw Fire Crystal holding my hand and leading me into the light. She said, " Our physical bodies are no more. Take my hand and follow me to heaven. Numb, I followed her holding her hand. She said, "We go to one of the Earth heavens where we will meet family and friends from Atlantis."
When we arrived in the Earth heaven we were greeted by angels. They said, "Does he need healing?" She said, "He's just in severe shock from the whole thing. He's only 12." "So young!" the angels said. Then one of them said,"Come and look at our Favorite lake, young man. We call it Lake Atlantis." So we all went to the most beautiful turquoise colored lake I'd ever seen. It took away both my breath and my worries. The angels talked with us and I noticed my skin was slowly glowing brighter and it was as if my worries were slowly burning away.
I heard her talking with the angels. She said, "After a time here I will be reborn on New Deva. It is my belief that he will follow me there. We will finish our mission protecting life in this galaxy from the Nephilim. It is the necessary work of our souls. We may marry if we both succeed. I have had a vision that some miracle will occur in which he saves the Galaxy from the Nephilim. I pray that it is so.
The angels said in their minds, "We hope and pray you both succeed so that no more souls will be imprisoned and tortured and kept from us in their ways." "Yes, mind control prevents free will and spirit and even the capacity for heaven." "Yes," the angels said,"until souls find a way to break free from perceptual bondage they have no hope sometimes for thousands of years. It is a horrifying thing to watch. It would be better for the whole lifewave to perish in a nuclear blast than to witness the hell they experience in the bondage of their thoughts and feelings."
"We thousands of the Angels who guard and maintain this Earth heaven will pray for your success. If we are able to communicate with some or all of the millions of other Earth Heavens we will ask the guardian angels there also to pray for your success.
For we have foreseen that if the two of you fail the Nephilim have a 30 to 40% chance of taking over the whole galaxy with their mind control. That must be prevented any way possible. We must all know with the Blessing of God's knowing that you will succeed." "By God's Grace", she said. "By God's Grace." The angels repeated.
Then they were all quiet and we watched the fish jump and the birds sing and fly on the most beautiful day I had even seen.
There in heaven the years flew by and I grew up learning the ways of the angels and the priests of our particular heaven. They taught me that there are millions of Earth heavens and even more individual heavens that individuals create who are very individual and eccentric. We were all in a heaven that contained souls that had passed on within 200 years on Atlantis. This was so they could relate to similar beliefs and experiences.
They were all Atlantean citizens with their religions and beliefs common to atlantis during that time period. I was taught that there were many other heavens for the different beliefs on Earth even for the time I was born. Every 200 year period of Earth had thousands of group heavens and millions of individual heavens.
In this way no souls got too confused in having to adjust to radically different beliefs than their own while in heaven. This was very useful information to me. It was this learning experience that led to my acceptance of all religions in all dimensions and Galaxies that practice the Golden Rule of Kindness and "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"
However, I must add when you are not in your own home dimension or planet one must be very careful with this do unto others business. My council would be watch first act later once you are sure your kindness is acceptable in that culture. This is because there are thousands of planets just in our galaxy and others that some souls now on Earth would choose to transmigrate to or from.
But also it should be known that the same souls may choose for their own reasons to continue to embody on the same world sequentially forward in time, backward in time or random in time. My soul appears to embody not by sequential time in either direction but by the qualities that I have developed at that moment and to embody physically where those qualities could most efficiently help the most beings in an exponential way at that time in the spirit evolution of the universe.
The angels taught me much about myself. They said, "You are very unusual in that many souls choose only to embody once then go to heaven and possibly return to being an angel or something like that forever. However, you chose before the present galaxy existed in its present form to be a parent or uncle or brother to souls incarnating. You chose long long ago this path. Sometimes you grow weary and rest for millions of years in the formless void but since time has no meaning to God, you can be born if you wish a moment after you last passed or millions of years in the future or past. It is your way as a soul. We all respect you but sometimes we wonder how you can continue doing this for billions of years through the creations and dissolutions of planets and nebulae and sometimes of even Galaxies. It is difficult for we who have chosen never to incarnate to understand a soul like you."
My response was, "Well, I don't fully understand all this either. Most of my memories appear screened or blocked by either my soul or God or both." "Probably both." The angels said. I looked at them and would have asked them more but something inside me told me that that would not be permitted. My twelve year old mind was not satisfied but I knew this would have to do for now.
One day Fire Crystal was sitting with me in a concert of singing angels who were also playing magical musical instruments. She love touched my mind with hers. She said in her mind to me softly. "After this concert I must go to be born on New Deva. They will consider me a Saint there. I will be 5 years older than you will be when you are born. We will be together. We may even marry if all goes well. Would you like that, Darshan? "Yes," I said. "I always want to be with you." "I understand, Darshan. However, whether we are together physically in any or all lives hence my love will always be in your heart and your love will always be in mine." Though the thought of any separation from her bothered me for the moment I was perfectly at peace because of what she had just shared with me.
Just as she had said when we walked outside from the musical presentation she hugged me and then she began to fade out. I felt very strange like I was going to faint but I also knew before long I would be born on New Deva and with her again.
I went back to my angelic studies which had switched to understanding the thoughts and attitudes of the culture and relatives I would have on New Deva. I also began a study of the languages I would learn to speak there. I was told I would naturally gravitate to the Priest Scientists of New Deva and that there I would meet her again. This time I would be known as Arcane and she would be called Arrayin.
This whole scene started to fade out and Arcane began to realize he was back in the Blue green sphere. He had been so entranced with this last sequence he had forgotten that he was even Arcane. His whole life made more sense than it ever had before. Eridian spoke, "Soon Arcane, you will see why this last story of Darshan and Lord Fire and of your Arrayin was so important for you to see and hear." Arcane was speechless. It was just too much to take in and talk about all at once.
Eridian sensed my overwhelm and let me be for what seemed like 15 minutes to an hour. I found tears coursing down my cheeks in this realization of who I had been in the past not only in Atlantis on Earth but as a 9 foot tall Octopus like being.
Finally Eridain sensed the right moment and said, "There is one more important thing that you must know. I am your final lifetime, Arcane. I am your final future as a human. We eventually become a light being Guarding Earth after all humans have long since turned into light." "How long will you do this, Eridian.?"
"I don't know, Arcane. Time doesn't have meaning any more to me as it once did. Now visiting any time or space in this galaxy or in most others is as easy as thinking about it." "There is still so much for me to learn." said arcane. "Some of it I am allowed to share with you, Arcane." "I am grateful for your wisdom, Eridian." Said arcane.
He felt disembodied in a dream like reverie. It was just too much to think about. All he could do was feel. Luckily, he felt safe enough for that. Though he sensed the truth in all this it was difficult for him to fully believe it yet.
"It will take some time." He thought. "Whenever you have questions just think of me and I will answer them if the creator allows." Said Eridian. "This will take some getting used to." Said Arcane. "This is true." Said Eridian.
Memories part 7
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Chapter 6 Beginning
NOW IS THE TIME FOR GOOD BEINGS TO COME TO THE AID OF THEIR UNIVERSE
ARCANE remembers being His Oneness and Jonathan
Arcane said, "Eridian, may I please speak with you." Eridian said, "As you wish, Arcane." "Eridian, I remember these experiences on Lemuria. I remember being his Oneness. I remember being Jonathan. How can this be?" said Arcane incredulously. "I don't know for sure, Arcane. There are things even I don't know or at least God has not seen fit to show me yet. What I do know and believe is that time is a circle or a sphere in that it to some degree it repeats itself. It repeats much the same way as you and I have by reincarnating to complete a cause that is important to us. For example, we have reincarnated to end suffering of beings that we are close to or whole life waves of billions of beings that we have come to love and care for as our own. In caring about anything in time and space one continues to incarnate if that is ones agreement with the creator. It is also true that a soul could live an infinity as an angel or archangel and then return the next moment after one last passed on and reincarnate. Even though things don't exactly repeat themselves when universes are created they sometimes follow somewhat the same paths as previous universes that were created and dissolved. Some universes have time and space others do other things other than time and space. The creator of all is the artist, musician, artisan, and builder. All of us are microcosmic copies of the creator built specifically in the creators image.
The image of the creator is not specifically physical it is perceptual. The capacity to love, think, intuit and reason are what makes us microcosms of the creator. It does not matter whether we have humanoid bodies or earth bodies or are purple octopuses or live inside stars or the magma of planets in plasma forms. All are created in the image of the creator. In understanding this we are free.
Your remembering yourself to be his Oneness and Jonathan is actually very encouraging. If you remember being them do you also remember being me?" "Why, Yes! Now that you mention it I do." "Well then, Arcane, Something must be said for the theory of spherical time." "I don't know what it means. I just remember you all. I remember being you, Jonathan, His Oneness and all the people they know and knew and will know. How can this be, Eridian?" "I don't know the answer, Arcane, but I think you are on to something useful and important to us all."
"In helping me you are helping us accomplish our goals and the evolution of our soul." "Yes, Arcane. That is true."
"Eridian. Just one more question before we resume the life recordings. "What is success? How would you define success?" Eridian thought for a moment before he replied. "With what I know now from my present vantage point success would be being able to sleep at night and feeling at peace about how you treated yourself, your children and everyone you touched in any way in your life or lives. I would consider that a success. One who could be at peace because of a lifetime, of wise, compassionate actions toward all beings would be a most precious and successful being.
Chapter 8 Arcane on New Deva and Isfahel
Chapter 7 Light Travel to New Deva
LIGHT TRAVEL TO NEW DEVA
Arcane is leaving Earth and the nine light emissaries. Eridian speaks," Arcane, You are the only humanoid now to carry our Millions of years of wisdom, compassion and enlightenment for thousands of years. You are not only a priest scientist for your home planet New Deva. You are now forever, a priest scientist of Earth as well.
You will be protected from injury in the war you return to. We will not let you be seriously injured or die. We need you to spread the wisdom, power, compassion and uniqueness of Earth wherever you go. We will see to it you live thousands of years and that you return to earth in the past in the 20th century. There you will meet Jonathan Flow. You will not tell him that you are a past incarnation of him or that you are from the future. Rather, remember he is the future and you are his past. Meditate on that when you are with him. He is everything you have ever been and more because he is after you.
"Now it's time for you to return home to New Deva!"
"How will I get there?" Arcane asked.
"You only need realize you are already there!"
"I've done that soul traveling. Can that be done with a physical body as well?"
Eridian answered, "Many human masters have done it for thousands of years. You will benefit from millions of years of their experiences. Now Arcane! Know you are in your home in New Deva. You are asleep in your bed at home. When you are asked by your lineage how you returned to New Deva tell them the light Elders of Earth made you an honorary Citizen and Priest-Scientist of Earth and that you are under our protection and a humanoid immortal.
Tell them they have nothing to fear. Ask them to look deep into your soul. Tell them to send you into the thick of battle as you cannot lose your life or die. They will do this to test you. We want you tested as well so you know we tell you the truth. You cannot die. We need you alive for thousands of years yet. New Deva will be saved and things will be put right for your people."
"I have no words. I am speechless." said Arcane.
"That is to be expected. However, you will be sorely tested in the next 6 months, Arcane."
Arcane replied, "In dying I will be reborn."
"Exactly!" said Eridian.
Arcane's normally light purple blue glow to his humanoid skin had turned to a blue green and purple glow. He looked at his reflection in one of the spheres.
He said, "They will know I've changed because my glow aura has changed!"
"Yes Arcane, you cannot hide your Earth humanness or your New Deva glow. You are now of New Deva and of Earth. You represent both. When you save your planet they will accept that. Our Blessings go with you, Arcane. Whenever you need us just think of us. We will instantly be there . Neither time nor space is any obstacle!"
Arcane saw himself in his bed at peace at home and so he woke up there dreaming.
"My God, it wasn't a dream!", he thought as he woke up.
Since he wasn't married and a priest scientist and since it was wartime, home was his parents house.
His father felt his presence first. "Arcane, my God! How did you get here? We were told you were dead! My Son! My Son! Thank God you're alive."
His father acted like he was Lazarus raised from the dead. His mother heard the commotion and came as fast as she could. When she saw him he had to catch her. He saw the shock and the tear in her eye and then she was out. It was too much for her. They had both been told he was missing in action and feared dead.
Arcane was angry at those who had done this to him and his parents.
But he heard Eridian say, "You must stay centered. Remember, Friends become enemies and enemies become friends. Be kind to all. Remember."
"You are right, Eridian. You are always right!" But he found it hard to be that disciplined. Finally he got control. "Equanimity!" he screamed to himself.
Within an hour his mother regained consciousness and cried while holding her son. His father had a hard time too.
Finally his father said, "What happened son!"
"I have to get permission from Priest-Scientist 1 to tell you. However, I can tell you I was on a planet called Earth." cautioned Arcane.
"But there's been no humanoid life there for thousands of years." said his father.
"Yes, that's true, father. But that's all I can say for now."
"You must report this, son."
"Yes, Father." Arcane was already walking toward the wall mounted view screen. " On viewscreen! Connect with Priest-Scientist 1. Secure connection please!"
A few moments later Priest Scientist 1 saw Arcane. He looked worried. "What's going on, Arcane?"
"Your Holiness, something very strange happened."
"I gathered that. Have you been tortured?"
"Yes, but they couldn't break me. I became too much of a supernatural threat so they sent me to a planet that no longer had a physical race or civilization."
"Where did they send you?"
"Earth!" replied Arcane.
"Earth? They expected you to be eaten by the beasts of Earth!"
"Yes, I was almost eaten by Earth Wolves."
"What Kind of species is that?"
"It is a lot like a big zamut but not domesticated. They hunt in packs."
"I'll have to look them up."
"How did you escape them?"
"Desperation brings out things we least expect!"
"How true that is, Arcane. How did you get here? Do you think you might have biological weapons or implants in you body?"
"I don't think so." said Arcane.
"The light elders of Earth said I was clear."
"The what?" said Priest Scientist1.
"The light elders. When the wolf pack almost got me I was forced to go very primal and in this primal scream I found the strength to find a powerful enough Earth nexus point to levitate New Deva style."
"Amazing! With no amplifiers?"
"That's right!"
"I think the light elders helped you."
"Yes, your holiness. So do I."
"What did they tell you?"
"They said to tell you to send me into the thick of battle so I could prove myself to you. They also said I can't die for thousands of years."
"I must consult the oracle now, Arcane."
"Understood."
"I'll call you back."
"Thank you, Your Holiness."
As the view screen flickered out Arcane felt faint. It was to be expected The Oracle of New Deva was supernaturally scanning him. He lay on the floor in front of the view screen so he wouldn't faint.
He heard the oracle in the center of his mind, "What is this strangeness? Who are you now?"
In his mind Arcane replied, "I am a citizen and representative of two planets now. Earth's light elders said I can't be killed in this war. Send me into battle. Let me prove my worth to you and to New Deva."
"Yes, Arcane! You will be our secret weapon! Expect Priest Scientist 1 to call you with instructions. I will tell him the proper moment to next speak with you. You will be the savior of New Deva, Arcane. But after you save us you will have to leave because all will become terrified of you."
"I understand, my oracle. It is enough to know my planet will survive."
"Yes, Arcane, you do understand. Your value to us is priceless. But remember, after the war is won you must leave within 6 months for your safety and for the safety of the general populace."
"I agree, your Holiness." said Arcane.
Arcane's felt his mind still reeling when Priest Scientist 1 called again.
Priest Scientist 1's voice was trembling. "Arcane, I'm sorry that you will have to leave when the war is over."
"It's a small price to pay to know my civilization and planet will survive."
"Nevertheless, I wish you could stay somehow!"
"The oracle usually knows best, Your Holiness."
"Thanks, for making my burden lighter, Arcane. Even though the oracle says this is all true it sure seems farfetched."
"Are you willing to die Arcane to prove him right?"
"If I want to live I don't appear to have a choice."
"That's right, Arcane."
"Then so be it!" said Arcane.
Priest Scientist 1 let out a big sigh. "You're the best of the best, Arcane. I'll be very sad to lose you either way. To lose you to death or exile is a loss for the whole planet and civilization."
"That our civilization and planet survive is the most important thing to me."
"I agree, Arcane. That is the choice I would make too. God Bless you and keep you, Arcane."
"God Bless you and keep you, Your Holiness.
Priest Scientist 1's first officer appeared on the screen. He said, "Priest Scientist Arcane, Your orders are to move as soon and you are able in no more that 3 days to the center of battle on Isfahel. You will capture the main Time Grid on Isfahel and send all inhabitants on Isfahel into temporary time stasis. If you survive this you will be given a heroes welcome and carte blanche with your credit card for 6 months. At the end of 6 months you will leave New Deva never to return."
Arcane nearly fainted. "Never to return." Echoed in his mind. He sat down. The first Officer knew Arcane well. "I'm sorry about this Arcane. Orders are orders.
"It is for the best, First Officer."
"I'm glad you feel that way Arcane. I'll be sorry to lose your friendship."
"You won't lose my friendship ever, First Officer."
"You will never lose mine either, Arcane. Good luck and Godspeed!" The view screen flickered out.
As an afterthought Arcane typed a message to first officer. It read, "May I tell my parents what happened to me?"
The answer came back within 10 minutes. "Not until you return from Isfahel"
Arcane typed back. "Understood!"
When Arcane walked back into his parents room they were holding each other crying that Arcane was still alive. Arcane had them stand up. The three of them held each other quietly for some time.
His mother spoke first, "Arcane, you are so different. Your skin glows new colors. What Happened?"
"I can't speak of it until I return from my next mission. I can only say the war will be over soon. We are going to win."
"Yes, but are you going to live?"
"Yes, mother. I will live."
"Something's wrong!", she said. I can feel it."
"It's a war, Mom. Nothing is ever right in a war."
"But you will live?"
"Yes, mother, I will live."
She cried softly saying, "My son will live!" over and over again.
Arcane's father said, "How long before you leave?"
"I will know the time to go within the next three days."
"So soon. How long before you return?"
"Sooner than 6 months the war will be over."
"Your mother's right, son. You've changed. You're becoming some kind of oracle."
"Maybe." was all Arcane could muster. He was going into shock. "I've got to sleep now, Dad. I haven't slept in days."
"You're here and your alive, son. That's all that matters."
Arcane hugged them both and wandered away. He slept the sleep of the dead for two days.
Arcane is shown his future after the war is over
In his dreams Arcane found Arrayin, his wife to be. She said, "Arcane. I will not survive this war! I have been tortured beyond repair. I love you, Arcane. Help me die! Take me to the light realms so we can visit after I die!"
"Is it really that bad Arayin?" "Yes, I'm afraid so, Arcane. I'm so glad to know you're alive! I thought they had killed you."
"No, the Light Elders of Earth saved me. Would you like to meet them Arayin?"
"Anything would help now, Arcane. My body is lost."
"I will bring the light elders to you Arayin."
"God Bless your soul, Arcane. Though I am dying. Know that I will love you forever!"
"Eridian! Help me!" Arcane cried out in his mind. "I'm losing Arayin!" Eridian and the elders were with him instantly.
Eridian said, "We knew she would die soon but telling you would have destabilized you. So we waited for you to find out with you body on New Deva so you could survive this."
In his dreams Arcane fell to his knees with the light elders in a circle around him and cried. The love of his life was dying. She had come to him in a last hope to save her soul.
Through his tears arcane said, "Please help me save the soul of Arayin.
"It was done the moment you called us, Arcane. Come to visit her now in the light dimensions of Earth."
Arcane felt his soul body move through the time-space continuum to Earth's light dimensions. The ten traveled as a group. The nine protecting Arcane's sensibilities.
Eridian spoke as they traveled as a group. " Arcane, we will be your protectors throughout all your future lives. Whether you live in the past, present or future you will represent all that is best about the Earth wherever you go!"
Arcane nodded and said, "I am grateful!" He meant this but his senses spun. He was grateful he was in a dream even though he knew it was all true. The dream could cushion his pain a little. He could pretend at least a little that this was only partially true. It was the only way he knew to survive this.
When the ten arrived in Earth's light dimensions they found Arayin. She was asleep in her soul body inside a healing sphere. The ten surrounded the sphere and joined hands. Since Arcane was numb Eridian spoke, "Arayin has shed her mortal coil. On Isfahel her body has already disappeared and returned to the universal. All that remains of Arayin is here."
At these words Arcane felt dream tears in his eyes. Eridian went on. "Since this soul is a visionary saint of your lineage, Arcane, she will be revered on Earth as well as New Deva. Since she was to be your wife we will instruct her soul as we instructed you. She is now a saint of both New Deva and of Earth. The light dimensions of both worlds will benefit.
"Thank you." was all that Arcane could mumble.
"When she wakes, Arcane she will no longer remember her torture She will only remember growing up and falling in love with you and all the good experiences in her life. Later she will remember all. However, now her soul must heal. When she wakes it will seem normal to her. Say nothing of her most recent experiences. Be supportive of a newly transitioned soul."
"I agree." said Arcane.
An angelic sound like a choir of angels filled the air. Arayin began to awake. Though Arcane felt broken inside he was a good actor. He would put on a good show for her. She got up and slowly walked through the wall of the healing sphere that held her soul body. "Arcane would you introduce me?"
"Yes, Arayin. This is Eridian light elder of Earth. The other 8 are: Americas, Europe, Asia, Atlantic, Pacific, Australia, Africa and Islands. They take their names as light beings from the areas of Earth they represent. Eridian is a variation of Meridian which means dividing line or equator. As light elder he encircles the planet."
"Why are we here, Arcane?"
"We are here to learn of the mysteries of Earth, Arayin. You will be learning in the light dimensions of Earth and New Deva."
"My physical body is dead then, Arcane?"
"Yes, Arayin." At this Arcane had to turn away for a moment."
Arayin's glance pierced his soul.
"She was always so wise and insightful." he thought.
She said, "Though we will never marry we will be together always now. Thank God, Arcane, you are as at home with the dead as the living."
"Yes, Arayin. We will never be separated again."
"Then this is good, Arcane."
"Yes, Arrayin. I agree." He thought to himself that it would be good for Arayin. However, for himself it was a very mixed blessing.
"At least she is free of the pain of the material world," he thought.
She walked up to him knowing he was having difficulty with her death. She put her arms around him. They melted into each other and stayed like that for a long time.
A Ray in Shares her future life with Arcane ten years in his future
After melting souls by standing inside each other in a state of love, and caring they communicated. A Ray In communicated deeply so that Arcane would know in depth her message. "I need to say something about our future life together that I'm becoming aware of now. I'm being made aware of our next life together."
Arcane responded, "Okay." She went on, "I'm moving into a more angelic consciousness so I can see our future clearly. To reduce your pain of losing my physical body and to ensure your success I will share our future life together which begins ten years in your future. I am being permitted to share this with you so you will more likely be successful in bringing the war between Isfahel and New Deva to a just conclusion."
"I'm listening." Said Arcane. He knew what a powerful and deep soul A Ray In was. He respected her soul now more than any but Eridian and God and loved her more than any save God. I wish to introduce you to the being that I will be in this lifetime."
"Will I remember this?" said Arcane.
"No, I'm afraid I can't leave this in your conscious mind but it will be in your subconscious to fortify you in your trials to come. If I leave the memory conscious it may mess up time and your resolution of the problems on Isfahel. If you know the future you could become overconfident and fail. You need to be unsure enough and yet confident enough to succeed."
"That makes sense." Jonathan felt suddenly jealous of A Ray In. She didn't have to face Tech Noir and his armies but he did.
A Ray In both felt his feelings and thoughts and said, "I would feel the same in your place. But please don't be jealous of my angelic state. If I could I would be jealous of you still having a physical body. Know this, Arcane, I will be will with you every moment protecting you and helping you along with Eridian, the Light Elders and all who need your protection from Tech Noir." Her look then seared him 'as one who has been called by God'. He felt his mind melting into a puddle and fell to his knees in respect and awe.
"God is preparing you now Arcane for your success. You are the chosen one to save humankind from those who would enslave humankinds minds and bodies. Though they could reincarnate among us again in the future or past you have been chosen by God to rid the Galaxy of them for now."
"I am honored that God has chosen you to be one of his Spokesperson's A Ray In." Arcane felt his mind and spirit body burning from the awesome power of God. If his soul had been in a physical body when this happened he knew he would have died.
"God's Fire slowly faded from A Ray In' s eyes and she became once again the angel that she was now.
"Even though you will receive the memory of your future with me now it will be gone when you return to your body on New Deva and go to Isfahel. The subconscious memories I instill in you will give you some peace and allow your success in every way. You won't have to wait any longer to see me again than you did when I left you in our Atlantis heaven to embody on New Deva. This time it will be easier because you won't have to die or be born and grow up in a new body." "How will I know you? Will you be a beautiful outside and in as you are now?" a concerned Arcane asked.
"I will be beautiful in a different way than now and I will have latent supernatural gifts but you will have to train me."
Arcane laughed. "That will be fun."
"Yes. You always enjoy teaching. It will be fun for us both." Said A Ray in.
"What will you teach me to complete the circle?" said Arcane.
"I'll teach you humanism and the kindness that comes from helping civilizations evolve out of poverty, anguish and pain to ecologically balanced and spiritually empowered civilizations that are a credit to the galaxy and beyond.
"I want you to know Arcane that as you followed me to New Deva you will follow me to Earth."
Arcane thought about this and realized that he was going to have a completely different future than he had planned. He felt a little betrayed by life. However, he had been mentally trained to deal with the unexpected and his emotions would take years to fully recover. But his absolute discipline would carry him through until he healed enough to become at home with his new future.
"Thank God A Ray in will come back to me in the physical." He thought.
"I can live with this future."
Then he spoke, "Will we be able to marry, A Ray In?"
"Yes, I foresee this outcome. We will be married for several hundred years while you go in and out repairing time."
"Repairing time? Only the Galactic Time Guard does that."
"That's true, Arcane." Said A Ray in.
"It's good I'll forget this until it happens. This would be too much to bear at least until the war is over."
"I agree with you, Arcane."
"Okay A Ray In. I'm ready. You can show me our future together."
A Ray In began. "Okay. You will see it from the perspective of the person you will be ten years hence. My name will be Celeste Weaver." Arcane replied, "It's almost like saying Celestial Weaver."
"Well, It's what the next incarnation of me is trying to do to create cultural continuity for earth for earth. I'm trying to prevent tortured deaths like the one I just endured. I want to have people's lives less traumatic. That's what I'm trying to create in the future. And so when you meet me next I will be more of a humanist and an activist and less of a religious icon and personality."
Arcane said, "Any port in a storm, I guess."
"No." said A Ray In, "You don't understand. What I'm trying to say to you is that I will be born on a humanist planet that has no religions. I'm choosing this purposefully to create a specific kind of person who can help Earth and all it's colonies in a specific sort of way. I can help people's spirits but unless I can help people's bodies survive on earth and beyond I can't reduce the chaos."
"But if you go back in time and change earth you'll change the colonies too!"
A Ray In said, "I won't change the fact that there will be colonies but I will change the quality of life going out to the colonies to be less torturous. In other words we will still go out from earth. We will still colonize and terraform worlds by turning them into oxygen and water based planets. However, it just won't have to be so bloody. That is why I'm not just moving forward as a religious and spiritual figure.
Besides, the era I will work from will be the 20th through the 30th centuries on Earth and beyond. A separation of church and state is prevalent even though not exclusively so during that time epoch."
A Ray In continued, "It is great to be thought of as a visionary saint and to have people pray to me. But other things are needed besides that. Man does not live by spirit alone. Man does not live by bread alone. There are many things needed to make a good culture as Earth moves out into the galaxies and universes. Survival alone is not all of it."
Arcane looked at her and said, "Y'know you've grown much wiser from this experience you've just been through. A Ray In said, "One must learn from all the experiences that one goes through, Arcane, even difficult deaths."
"You are more amazing than I even imagined." Said Arcane.
"One must always maintain adaptability." Said A Ray in.
My Book Memories web page 4
Lord fire
Hello, my name is Darshan. When I was about 12 I longed to be a cabin boy. This is my story. My mother and father were not much comfort to me. I was more like my uncle Arjuna. I longed for the open sea and limitless adventures. I wanted to see the world and to meet all the strange peoples around the world. At age 12 I finally finagled my way on board my uncle's ship. It was a wind fire class schooner. I finally made such a fuss that my parents consented to let me go. They were never able to control me anyway. All my classmates at school envied my newfound freedom.
My uncle, Arjuna, was my accomplice in my escape from the drudgery and boredom of every day life. He was the Captain of his own wind fire ship. Little did I know what I was getting into. My life changed very quickly from that moment on.
On the big day my parents came to see me off. Atlantis as you call it never saw a brighter day. The winds of Fortune were upon me and adventure was brewing.
My wind fire ship was a trader. She traded all over the planet Earth we live on. The Lord of the flame she was called. However we called her Lord Fire or Lord Flame for short.
The Lord of the flame was a days sail at sea before my uncle asked me into his cabin to relay to me to secrecy of the mission. He told me that the Lord fire was outfitted for intergalactic travel and on a special secret mission for our King Rai Gwaxln. Uncle Arjuna had chosen the as a cabin away because he trusted me. He said he would use me as a messenger without attracting suspicion. Because our DNA codes are basically the same and because of our similar telepathic codes he said our codes could not be broken.
I found that we were on board a super secret vessel. I was also told that we were apart of the Atlantis Sea space Armada. All the crewmates had been informed of the possibility of a space mission except me before we sailed from the harbor. This was because I was too young. All the crewmembers were part of the Atlantis secret service. I had seen a little of what modified wind fire ships could do on my family's news screen at home. It was and is a little like television in your centuries. The wind fire ships had always impressed me the way they sailed out of the ports like a normal sailing schooner. Then they magically changed when they reached the right magnetic grid parallels and intersections. They looked like they were turning into fire or what looked like fire.
Then they disappeared to whatever other grid on Earth they wanted to go to. A grid is a part of where the north-south grid parallels intersect with the East West grid parallels. There are 100 or more of these intersection points on the planet. The Bermuda Triangle is one transfer grid on your planet. Wind fire merchant ships are built with retractable pods that enable the ship to be if the on land and even in mountains or desert. Many of the intersecting grid points are in the most unusual places in the landed areas of the Earth. When a wind fire ship went to other planets some points of intersection led literally no time and no space.
On the day of our hyperspace jump I was a bit rattled. I had heard that time went by up to 10 times faster on Earth as it could for us in space. Also, Earth time could move as fast as 100 to 1000 times faster than for us. This meant I might never see my home, my family, or even my country as I knew it ever again. However, my life had been pretty boring so I was ready for some radical changes. I thought to myself" I'm finally going to be free from my boyhood constraints and boredom." However, with my newfound freedom was coming responsibility, which can be a bitter pill.
Arjuna gave the command to wind fire us to Venus. The fire started around the ship in the familiar gold variety of earthbound wind fire ships. But soon we were surrounded by white and rainbow colored electrical storms that made the sea and the Earth fade and disappear. It was a very strange and beautiful experience. For one full day all I could see of the Lord fire's crewmates was the white and shimmering outlines of their forms. The same was true for our ship. After the first hour or so of paranoia coupled with ecstasy I started to get used to this different way of experiencing life. After 3 hours I found that I actually preferred these new senses to what I was used to. Veteran star travelers called what we were experiencing fire state. Not only did the visible change but the sounds changed also. We sounded to each other as if we were in a synthesized sound chamber singing our words to each other. The ship went on automatic once we left normal Earth time space.
Because of this the crew was left free to their own diversions. Sleeping and eating did not exist in this new dimension and so the crew and Captain and I were left to what were called space fire games. They were designed to bond the crews more closely together for group and individual survival. The bonding might also mean survival back on Earth as well as in space as 1000 years might pass before Earth in her own time might receive us back. All the crew were adventurers without close family ties or were zealously patriotic or both. However, they were all very interesting to me. Arjuna led the fire dance. It was a primitive ceremony but it worked its magic deeply on the men. They all went into mystical trances that were crystal recorded. These were similar to your video tape recordings. These prophetic trances and dreams would be transmitted back to earth when we exited the fire state above Venus. The king would keep them in his personal spiritual archives for viewing and listening and study. He would release them to his ministers and in time they would release parts of the transmissions to the general populace.
Arjuna's dream was the most soundly prophetic. He said that some of us would lose our physical bodies on this voyage but all of our souls would make their ways to good spirit places. The men sighed in relief for this made them all feel at peace for all sensed the truth in what he said. I was relieved but also a little shocked that some of our bodies would die soon. However, I was certain I would live through this. However, fate would prove me wrong.
My trance dream was the most simple and endearing or so I was told. My dream told of the excitements, the dangers, and the fantasies realized. It was for me a quest like the quest for the Holy Grail by Sir Percival. I was as naive as Percival was when Lancelot first met him. But that would soon change. The end of my innocence had begun already. I hadn't realized how much I had changed until we formed over Venus.
We did not try to contain our atmosphere in a can like you do a within a ship. Instead we created a 1000-foot diameter force field around us outside the form of our ship. Our ship the Lord fire was 150 feet long and 35 feet wide at the widest point.
When we formed above Venus it was the most incredible sight I had ever seen. The sun as seen through the force field was incredibly beautiful. It made me feel insignificant to look and see such stupendous beauty in all directions. The universe filled me with awe no matter what direction I looked. Amazing sites surrounded me in the stars in the sun and on the surface of Venus. I discovered within myself a natural innocence and beauty in feeling a part of this vast and awesomely beautiful universe. Surely some vast intelligence created all this.
Most of the people of Atlantis believed in what I would call a universalistic form of religion. They respected all religions that believed in the golden rule of " Do unto others as you would have them do unto you." Arjuna and myself shared animistic beliefs. We believed everything is alive in some way even the air we breathe and the void of space. We believed that the aliveness of everything and everyone must be loved, respected and cherished.
In the Western world of your century most people seem to think that all things are dead even themselves. There is much of what we would call insanity. More people should respect their home planet Earth and their father, the sun. The rape of the land and air and resources was forbidden in our culture. We had to ask all things how they wished to be used. Nothing animate or inanimate was taken against its will. However, our culture eventually became twisted into one that resembled yours today.
Atlantis had a space station above Venus that looked like a huge golden orb. It was constructed in this way in order to mirror the sun. It is important to understand that our scientists and our priests were one in the same. The mistakes made by joining church and state and scientists and priests have been rectified for the most part in the United States and most of the rest of the world. Nations and their peoples tend to learn from their past mistakes and experiences. This is one reason why accurate historical records are so important. Only with an accurate history can people learn from their ancestor's mistakes. Sometimes the things nations hide from their children are the very things that will prevent the extinction of all life on a planet. By hiding the truth from our children we are doomed to repeat our mistakes, both individually and en masse.
Inside the golden orb we met many priest- scientists. Some of these were female and five of these were particularly beautiful. Arjuna introduced me to them. These five priestesses treated me like a little brother. They and Arjuna became my closest new family.
Since these five priestesses were celibate and of the Oracle class they did not feel threatened by me as I was not yet an adult. They felt both sisterly and maternal toward me. I thought to myself," This is going to be better than my wildest expectations." These ladies were so beautiful that they seemed like living goddesses to me. When I heard they were coming aboard the Lord fire with us on our mission I was euphoric for many reasons. I was looking forward to being trained by the priestesses in the priest scientists Oracle skills. These five priestesses were in the same class of beings that eventually became known as Greek gods and goddesses. Their names would be translated into English as Cassiopeia, Violet Rose, Summer Sun, Blue Lightning and my personal favorite, Fire Crystal.
The priestesses always dressed in pastel colored long flowing robes. They almost always traveled in a group whenever they were among men. They were so beautiful that if they traveled among men, the men had to a least verbal contact with them. Their presence was not just seen it was felt. Collectively their radiance, beauty, and incisive intelligence were overwhelming. When they were together they wore a force field that separated them from all others so that they could be worshiped but not contacted verbally unless it was there wish.
Since they were celibate priestess Oracles they would only shake hands and give blessings with their hands. Their main contact with adult males was verbal except during formal introductions when they would shake hands. They were all sisters and they were all over 300 years old and expected to never die. The honor of being tutored by them in the Oracle arts was beyond my wildest expectations.
Another priest scientist to travel with us was also a female but different than the others. She was a psychic warrior and protectress of the other Lady Oracles. Her name was Excelsior. She said she was named after a mystical sword of fire. She is also the main time traveling protectress of our civilization in time and space. So Arjuna and his men were the physical and tactical warriors and Excelsior and the Lady Oracles were the psychic or priest like warriors. This type of battle guard was common in Atlantis. It was very affective. Since Atlanta battle groups never surrendered we had to win to live. The physical warriors last duty in case of defeat was to execute our Oracles before they could be taken if Excelsior was already dead. If Excelsior was alive she could save the lady oracles through time travel. Excelsior was also called the Mother of Time. This meant she watched over our time as the mother of all Atlanteans. She had performed this duty already for thousands of years. She still looked about 25. But her demeanor could be terrifying. Before battles or campaigns all prepared both spiritually and physically for death.
Meetings by our King and Excelsior had sanctioned the mission that Lord fire was commissioned on. Excelsior told the King that another civilization on the other side of our galaxy would come to Earth within 1000 years. This other civilization would then dominate our descendants for several thousand years. In time our descendants would find out about them and drive them out and off the Earth once again. The Lord Fire's job would be to prevent the Nephillim, as I will call them from coming to the Earth until future man was again spiritually evolved enough to keep them from psychically controlling and bothering them. Hopefully, the next devolution that mankind would go through 20,000 years into the future would see man evolved enough to deal with the Nephillim and to be strong enough to drive them in the away once again once that ice age was over and man could culturally and technically evolve again.
The Nephillim's advantage was that they stayed evolved in a static state of development in which their people stop changing and developing culturally and technologically. Whereas each evolution caused by warmer weather and each devolution caused by ice ages and meteors drastically altered the way mankind culturally, technically and religiously behaved. This is why the Nephillim always try to standardize and regimentalize everything. Our changeability and adaptability and capacity for evolution is seen as an ongoing threat to the Nephillim civilization.
After a few weeks of training at the golden orb space station above Venus we resumed our space voyage. Walking on board Lord fire I felt a twinge fear that I may not survive this voyage after all. Something had changed. Was it my new knowledge of the Nephillim or just some sixth sense warning me to be careful of things I did not fully understand? I saw Fire Crystal looking strangely at me as if she was part of what I was thinking. Arjuna and crew were a little more somber now that they knew the outcome of our mission would probably affect not only the Earth as we knew it but also billions of future Earth people. This was an awesome responsibility. We knew that without God's intervention and help our goal could not be accomplished. Finally, all the crew, cargo and special equipment were on board. As the golden orbs cargo bay doors swung wide I once again felt the magnitude of my smallness compared with the rest of the universe and I prayed. I was not alone in my body. The heart minds of the five sister goddesses were with me as they knew that the physical and spiritual hazards of this voyage would almost be too much for anyone to survive, let alone a boy of 12.
With the goddesses by my side or should I say inside of me I felt I could do anything. Arjuna felt us all being too serious and started to sing the Atlantis national anthem over the sound crystal intercom. The whole crew understood and joined in. We were off on a glorious adventure into the universe for Atlantis and the whole human race. Arjuna, the first mate, and the navigator gathered in the control room as they had been shown the vectors to travel by our priest scientists. They were calculating the best way to vector Lord fire to a grid on the sun of our solar system. Then they knew they had to vector us to the main Nephillim system of worlds to a grid on the sun of that system. This had never been attempted before. The reason we were allowed to try this aboard the Lord fire was that Excelsior said she had seen us through what she had called her time portal. She saw that most of us had survived this sun transfer as she called it to the sun of the Nephillim system.
Using the magnetic fields of Venus and the sun we maneuvered and vectored our way to the ideal vector grid between the sun and Venus. Next Arjuna talked to the crew over the sound crystal he said," For those whose bodies do not make it to the other side I wish to say that our highest priests have created spirit doorways for you to open to our heavens on Earth should any of you not be able to return to your physical bodies during the transfers. I have been told that all of us will change our appearance during the transfer. I may or may not be in charge as captain at the end of the transfer. The most important thing that I can tell you is that we must join as one good spirit near the second planet of the next sun that we reach. We will not forget our mission. We will be as one spirit no matter how many bodies we form and what form they are in on the other side of the transfer. Thank you my brothers and sisters. Live long in happy forms. May our God comfort and guide you. May God guide the vectors.
Arjuna's last words ring in my mind. My internal universe spawned new universes and spun. The force field changed color. First it was green gold. Then it changed to the now familiar rainbow colored electricity. My psyche was so shaken by the experience that I allowed the rainbow colored patterns to hypnotize me to escape the pain of facing the unknown. I floated free. I didn't have a body. I didn't even know what a body was. I was a rainbow ocean on some surrealistic planet. I was just about to form on this planet as a body when I felt a shaking. Excelsior were shaking and beating me to bring me back to my body before I formed on another world and could not get back. The clouds swirled around my feet but I saw the sun. This sun was setting but it burned its bright embers into my consciousness as I stared at it. I found myself becoming one with the sun. No longer was I on board the Lord fire but I was becoming a literal Lord Fire myself. This sun was all around me now. It had engulfed all the crew and me. We were one Lord of fire among many lords of fire. The whole crew's goodness was one being. What a wonderous feeling. But what is this? This sun is fading out and we as one are spinning through an eternity of sunsets merging one into the other. Parts of our one being are losing the one form of Lord fire for the ship is gone. Arjuna is gone to. All normal reality is gone forever. Our pasts fade from our minds. We, as one Lord of fire with no body just the peace of eternal sunsets submit to gods plan. There is no other way for us as we are the flame of eternal sunsets and the flame is us. No form have we only love, only flame. Our goals surface here and there in an eternity without form. Love and beauty we survey. There are no planets only sky in all directions. There is no up or down. We have no body or bodies or permanent reference points.
There is something that I want to be, something that we want to form somewhere. Where should I be born? As what? What am I? What shall I be in form? Up from the group past of an eternity ago comes an idea. A comet is what I would be. There is the pinkish orange star on the far side of the galaxy called the Milky Way. Yes, --- a reality of form. And there is a group of us that are now our one being that will form near that Pinkish orange star.
After Lord Fire ends.
Then I saw Fire Crystal holding my hand and leading me into the light. She said, " Our physical bodies are no more. Take my hand and follow me to heaven. Numb, I followed her holding her hand. She said, "We go to one of the Earth heavens where we will meet family and friends from Atlantis."
When we arrived in the Earth heaven we were greeted by angels. They said, "Does he need healing?" She said, "He's just in severe shock from the whole thing. He's only 12." "So young!" the angels said. Then one of them said,"Come and look at our Favorite lake, young man. We call it Lake Atlantis." So we all went to the most beautiful turquoise colored lake I'd ever seen. It took away both my breath and my worries. The angels talked with us and I noticed my skin was slowly glowing brighter and it was as if my worries were slowly burning away.
I heard her talking with the angels. She said, "After a time here I will be reborn on New Deva. It is my belief that he will follow me there. We will finish our mission protecting life in this galaxy from the Nephilim. It is the necessary work of our souls. We may marry if we both succeed. I have had a vision that some miracle will occur in which he saves the Galaxy from the Nephilim. I pray that it is so.
The angels said in their minds, "We hope and pray you both succeed so that no more souls will be imprisoned and tortured and kept from us in their ways." "Yes, mind control prevents free will and spirit and even the capacity for heaven." "Yes," the angels said,"until souls find a way to break free from perceptual bondage they have no hope sometimes for thousands of years. It is a horrifying thing to watch. It would be better for the whole lifewave to perish in a nuclear blast than to witness the hell they experience in the bondage of their thoughts and feelings."
"We thousands of the Angels who guard and maintain this Earth heaven will pray for your success. If we are able to communicate with some or all of the millions of other Earth Heavens we will ask the guardian angels there also to pray for your success.
For we have foreseen that if the two of you fail the Nephilim have a 30 to 40% chance of taking over the whole galaxy with their mind control. That must be prevented any way possible. We must all know with the Blessing of God's knowing that you will succeed." "By God's Grace", she said. "By God's Grace." The angels repeated.
Then they were all quiet and we watched the fish jump and the birds sing and fly on the most beautiful day I had even seen.
There in heaven the years flew by and I grew up learning the ways of the angels and the priests of our particular heaven. They taught me that there are millions of Earth heavens and even more individual heavens that individuals create who are very individual and eccentric. We were all in a heaven that contained souls that had passed on within 200 years on Atlantis. This was so they could relate to similar beliefs and experiences.
They were all Atlantean citizens with their religions and beliefs common to atlantis during that time period. I was taught that there were many other heavens for the different beliefs on Earth even for the time I was born. Every 200 year period of Earth had thousands of group heavens and millions of individual heavens.
In this way no souls got too confused in having to adjust to radically different beliefs than their own while in heaven. This was very useful information to me. It was this learning experience that led to my acceptance of all religions in all dimensions and Galaxies that practice the Golden Rule of Kindness and "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"
However, I must add when you are not in your own home dimension or planet one must be very careful with this do unto others business. My council would be watch first act later once you are sure your kindness is acceptable in that culture. This is because there are thousands of planets just in our galaxy and others that some souls now on Earth would choose to transmigrate to or from.
But also it should be known that the same souls may choose for their own reasons to continue to embody on the same world sequentially forward in time, backward in time or random in time. My soul appears to embody not by sequential time in either direction but by the qualities that I have developed at that moment and to embody physically where those qualities could most efficiently help the most beings in an exponential way at that time in the spirit evolution of the universe.
The angels taught me much about myself. They said, "You are very unusual in that many souls choose only to embody once then go to heaven and possibly return to being an angel or something like that forever. However, you chose before the present galaxy existed in its present form to be a parent or uncle or brother to souls incarnating. You chose long long ago this path. Sometimes you grow weary and rest for millions of years in the formless void but since time has no meaning to God, you can be born if you wish a moment after you last passed or millions of years in the future or past. It is your way as a soul. We all respect you but sometimes we wonder how you can continue doing this for billions of years through the creations and dissolutions of planets and nebulae and sometimes of even Galaxies. It is difficult for we who have chosen never to incarnate to understand a soul like you."
My response was, "Well, I don't fully understand all this either. Most of my memories appear screened or blocked by either my soul or God or both." "Probably both." The angels said. I looked at them and would have asked them more but something inside me told me that that would not be permitted. My twelve year old mind was not satisfied but I knew this would have to do for now.
One day Fire Crystal was sitting with me in a concert of singing angels who were also playing magical musical instruments. She love touched my mind with hers. She said in her mind to me softly. "After this concert I must go to be born on New Deva. They will consider me a Saint there. I will be 5 years older than you will be when you are born. We will be together. We may even marry if all goes well. Would you like that, Darshan? "Yes," I said. "I always want to be with you." "I understand, Darshan. However, whether we are together physically in any or all lives hence my love will always be in your heart and your love will always be in mine." Though the thought of any separation from her bothered me for the moment I was perfectly at peace because of what she had just shared with me.
Just as she had said when we walked outside from the musical presentation she hugged me and then she began to fade out. I felt very strange like I was going to faint but I also knew before long I would be born on New Deva and with her again.
I went back to my angelic studies which had switched to understanding the thoughts and attitudes of the culture and relatives I would have on New Deva. I also began a study of the languages I would learn to speak there. I was told I would naturally gravitate to the Priest Scientists of New Deva and that there I would meet her again. This time I would be known as Arcane and she would be called Arrayin.
This whole scene started to fade out and Arcane began to realize he was back in the Blue green sphere. He had been so entranced with this last sequence he had forgotten that he was even Arcane. His whole life made more sense than it ever had before. Eridian spoke, "Soon Arcane, you will see why this last story of Darshan and Lord Fire and of your Arrayin was so important for you to see and hear." Arcane was speechless. It was just too much to take in and talk about all at once.
Eridian sensed my overwhelm and let me be for what seemed like 15 minutes to an hour. I found tears coursing down my cheeks in this realization of who I had been in the past not only in Atlantis on Earth but as a 9 foot tall Octopus like being.
Finally Eridain sensed the right moment and said, "There is one more important thing that you must know. I am your final lifetime, Arcane. I am your final future as a human. We eventually become a light being Guarding Earth after all humans have long since turned into light." "How long will you do this, Eridian.?"
"I don't know, Arcane. Time doesn't have meaning any more to me as it once did. Now visiting any time or space in this galaxy or in most others is as easy as thinking about it." "There is still so much for me to learn." said arcane. "Some of it I am allowed to share with you, Arcane." "I am grateful for your wisdom, Eridian." Said arcane.
He felt disembodied in a dream like reverie. It was just too much to think about. All he could do was feel. Luckily, he felt safe enough for that. Though he sensed the truth in all this it was difficult for him to fully believe it yet.
"It will take some time." He thought. "Whenever you have questions just think of me and I will answer them if the creator allows." Said Eridian. "This will take some getting used to." Said Arcane. "This is true." Said Eridian.
Memories part 7
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Chapter 6 Beginning
NOW IS THE TIME FOR GOOD BEINGS TO COME TO THE AID OF THEIR UNIVERSE
ARCANE remembers being His Oneness and Jonathan
Arcane said, "Eridian, may I please speak with you." Eridian said, "As you wish, Arcane." "Eridian, I remember these experiences on Lemuria. I remember being his Oneness. I remember being Jonathan. How can this be?" said Arcane incredulously. "I don't know for sure, Arcane. There are things even I don't know or at least God has not seen fit to show me yet. What I do know and believe is that time is a circle or a sphere in that it to some degree it repeats itself. It repeats much the same way as you and I have by reincarnating to complete a cause that is important to us. For example, we have reincarnated to end suffering of beings that we are close to or whole life waves of billions of beings that we have come to love and care for as our own. In caring about anything in time and space one continues to incarnate if that is ones agreement with the creator. It is also true that a soul could live an infinity as an angel or archangel and then return the next moment after one last passed on and reincarnate. Even though things don't exactly repeat themselves when universes are created they sometimes follow somewhat the same paths as previous universes that were created and dissolved. Some universes have time and space others do other things other than time and space. The creator of all is the artist, musician, artisan, and builder. All of us are microcosmic copies of the creator built specifically in the creators image.
The image of the creator is not specifically physical it is perceptual. The capacity to love, think, intuit and reason are what makes us microcosms of the creator. It does not matter whether we have humanoid bodies or earth bodies or are purple octopuses or live inside stars or the magma of planets in plasma forms. All are created in the image of the creator. In understanding this we are free.
Your remembering yourself to be his Oneness and Jonathan is actually very encouraging. If you remember being them do you also remember being me?" "Why, Yes! Now that you mention it I do." "Well then, Arcane, Something must be said for the theory of spherical time." "I don't know what it means. I just remember you all. I remember being you, Jonathan, His Oneness and all the people they know and knew and will know. How can this be, Eridian?" "I don't know the answer, Arcane, but I think you are on to something useful and important to us all."
"In helping me you are helping us accomplish our goals and the evolution of our soul." "Yes, Arcane. That is true."
"Eridian. Just one more question before we resume the life recordings. "What is success? How would you define success?" Eridian thought for a moment before he replied. "With what I know now from my present vantage point success would be being able to sleep at night and feeling at peace about how you treated yourself, your children and everyone you touched in any way in your life or lives. I would consider that a success. One who could be at peace because of a lifetime, of wise, compassionate actions toward all beings would be a most precious and successful being.
Chapter 8 Arcane on New Deva and Isfahel
Chapter 7 Light Travel to New Deva
LIGHT TRAVEL TO NEW DEVA
Arcane is leaving Earth and the nine light emissaries. Eridian speaks," Arcane, You are the only humanoid now to carry our Millions of years of wisdom, compassion and enlightenment for thousands of years. You are not only a priest scientist for your home planet New Deva. You are now forever, a priest scientist of Earth as well.
You will be protected from injury in the war you return to. We will not let you be seriously injured or die. We need you to spread the wisdom, power, compassion and uniqueness of Earth wherever you go. We will see to it you live thousands of years and that you return to earth in the past in the 20th century. There you will meet Jonathan Flow. You will not tell him that you are a past incarnation of him or that you are from the future. Rather, remember he is the future and you are his past. Meditate on that when you are with him. He is everything you have ever been and more because he is after you.
"Now it's time for you to return home to New Deva!"
"How will I get there?" Arcane asked.
"You only need realize you are already there!"
"I've done that soul traveling. Can that be done with a physical body as well?"
Eridian answered, "Many human masters have done it for thousands of years. You will benefit from millions of years of their experiences. Now Arcane! Know you are in your home in New Deva. You are asleep in your bed at home. When you are asked by your lineage how you returned to New Deva tell them the light Elders of Earth made you an honorary Citizen and Priest-Scientist of Earth and that you are under our protection and a humanoid immortal.
Tell them they have nothing to fear. Ask them to look deep into your soul. Tell them to send you into the thick of battle as you cannot lose your life or die. They will do this to test you. We want you tested as well so you know we tell you the truth. You cannot die. We need you alive for thousands of years yet. New Deva will be saved and things will be put right for your people."
"I have no words. I am speechless." said Arcane.
"That is to be expected. However, you will be sorely tested in the next 6 months, Arcane."
Arcane replied, "In dying I will be reborn."
"Exactly!" said Eridian.
Arcane's normally light purple blue glow to his humanoid skin had turned to a blue green and purple glow. He looked at his reflection in one of the spheres.
He said, "They will know I've changed because my glow aura has changed!"
"Yes Arcane, you cannot hide your Earth humanness or your New Deva glow. You are now of New Deva and of Earth. You represent both. When you save your planet they will accept that. Our Blessings go with you, Arcane. Whenever you need us just think of us. We will instantly be there . Neither time nor space is any obstacle!"
Arcane saw himself in his bed at peace at home and so he woke up there dreaming.
"My God, it wasn't a dream!", he thought as he woke up.
Since he wasn't married and a priest scientist and since it was wartime, home was his parents house.
His father felt his presence first. "Arcane, my God! How did you get here? We were told you were dead! My Son! My Son! Thank God you're alive."
His father acted like he was Lazarus raised from the dead. His mother heard the commotion and came as fast as she could. When she saw him he had to catch her. He saw the shock and the tear in her eye and then she was out. It was too much for her. They had both been told he was missing in action and feared dead.
Arcane was angry at those who had done this to him and his parents.
But he heard Eridian say, "You must stay centered. Remember, Friends become enemies and enemies become friends. Be kind to all. Remember."
"You are right, Eridian. You are always right!" But he found it hard to be that disciplined. Finally he got control. "Equanimity!" he screamed to himself.
Within an hour his mother regained consciousness and cried while holding her son. His father had a hard time too.
Finally his father said, "What happened son!"
"I have to get permission from Priest-Scientist 1 to tell you. However, I can tell you I was on a planet called Earth." cautioned Arcane.
"But there's been no humanoid life there for thousands of years." said his father.
"Yes, that's true, father. But that's all I can say for now."
"You must report this, son."
"Yes, Father." Arcane was already walking toward the wall mounted view screen. " On viewscreen! Connect with Priest-Scientist 1. Secure connection please!"
A few moments later Priest Scientist 1 saw Arcane. He looked worried. "What's going on, Arcane?"
"Your Holiness, something very strange happened."
"I gathered that. Have you been tortured?"
"Yes, but they couldn't break me. I became too much of a supernatural threat so they sent me to a planet that no longer had a physical race or civilization."
"Where did they send you?"
"Earth!" replied Arcane.
"Earth? They expected you to be eaten by the beasts of Earth!"
"Yes, I was almost eaten by Earth Wolves."
"What Kind of species is that?"
"It is a lot like a big zamut but not domesticated. They hunt in packs."
"I'll have to look them up."
"How did you escape them?"
"Desperation brings out things we least expect!"
"How true that is, Arcane. How did you get here? Do you think you might have biological weapons or implants in you body?"
"I don't think so." said Arcane.
"The light elders of Earth said I was clear."
"The what?" said Priest Scientist1.
"The light elders. When the wolf pack almost got me I was forced to go very primal and in this primal scream I found the strength to find a powerful enough Earth nexus point to levitate New Deva style."
"Amazing! With no amplifiers?"
"That's right!"
"I think the light elders helped you."
"Yes, your holiness. So do I."
"What did they tell you?"
"They said to tell you to send me into the thick of battle so I could prove myself to you. They also said I can't die for thousands of years."
"I must consult the oracle now, Arcane."
"Understood."
"I'll call you back."
"Thank you, Your Holiness."
As the view screen flickered out Arcane felt faint. It was to be expected The Oracle of New Deva was supernaturally scanning him. He lay on the floor in front of the view screen so he wouldn't faint.
He heard the oracle in the center of his mind, "What is this strangeness? Who are you now?"
In his mind Arcane replied, "I am a citizen and representative of two planets now. Earth's light elders said I can't be killed in this war. Send me into battle. Let me prove my worth to you and to New Deva."
"Yes, Arcane! You will be our secret weapon! Expect Priest Scientist 1 to call you with instructions. I will tell him the proper moment to next speak with you. You will be the savior of New Deva, Arcane. But after you save us you will have to leave because all will become terrified of you."
"I understand, my oracle. It is enough to know my planet will survive."
"Yes, Arcane, you do understand. Your value to us is priceless. But remember, after the war is won you must leave within 6 months for your safety and for the safety of the general populace."
"I agree, your Holiness." said Arcane.
Arcane's felt his mind still reeling when Priest Scientist 1 called again.
Priest Scientist 1's voice was trembling. "Arcane, I'm sorry that you will have to leave when the war is over."
"It's a small price to pay to know my civilization and planet will survive."
"Nevertheless, I wish you could stay somehow!"
"The oracle usually knows best, Your Holiness."
"Thanks, for making my burden lighter, Arcane. Even though the oracle says this is all true it sure seems farfetched."
"Are you willing to die Arcane to prove him right?"
"If I want to live I don't appear to have a choice."
"That's right, Arcane."
"Then so be it!" said Arcane.
Priest Scientist 1 let out a big sigh. "You're the best of the best, Arcane. I'll be very sad to lose you either way. To lose you to death or exile is a loss for the whole planet and civilization."
"That our civilization and planet survive is the most important thing to me."
"I agree, Arcane. That is the choice I would make too. God Bless you and keep you, Arcane."
"God Bless you and keep you, Your Holiness.
Priest Scientist 1's first officer appeared on the screen. He said, "Priest Scientist Arcane, Your orders are to move as soon and you are able in no more that 3 days to the center of battle on Isfahel. You will capture the main Time Grid on Isfahel and send all inhabitants on Isfahel into temporary time stasis. If you survive this you will be given a heroes welcome and carte blanche with your credit card for 6 months. At the end of 6 months you will leave New Deva never to return."
Arcane nearly fainted. "Never to return." Echoed in his mind. He sat down. The first Officer knew Arcane well. "I'm sorry about this Arcane. Orders are orders.
"It is for the best, First Officer."
"I'm glad you feel that way Arcane. I'll be sorry to lose your friendship."
"You won't lose my friendship ever, First Officer."
"You will never lose mine either, Arcane. Good luck and Godspeed!" The view screen flickered out.
As an afterthought Arcane typed a message to first officer. It read, "May I tell my parents what happened to me?"
The answer came back within 10 minutes. "Not until you return from Isfahel"
Arcane typed back. "Understood!"
When Arcane walked back into his parents room they were holding each other crying that Arcane was still alive. Arcane had them stand up. The three of them held each other quietly for some time.
His mother spoke first, "Arcane, you are so different. Your skin glows new colors. What Happened?"
"I can't speak of it until I return from my next mission. I can only say the war will be over soon. We are going to win."
"Yes, but are you going to live?"
"Yes, mother. I will live."
"Something's wrong!", she said. I can feel it."
"It's a war, Mom. Nothing is ever right in a war."
"But you will live?"
"Yes, mother, I will live."
She cried softly saying, "My son will live!" over and over again.
Arcane's father said, "How long before you leave?"
"I will know the time to go within the next three days."
"So soon. How long before you return?"
"Sooner than 6 months the war will be over."
"Your mother's right, son. You've changed. You're becoming some kind of oracle."
"Maybe." was all Arcane could muster. He was going into shock. "I've got to sleep now, Dad. I haven't slept in days."
"You're here and your alive, son. That's all that matters."
Arcane hugged them both and wandered away. He slept the sleep of the dead for two days.
Arcane is shown his future after the war is over
In his dreams Arcane found Arrayin, his wife to be. She said, "Arcane. I will not survive this war! I have been tortured beyond repair. I love you, Arcane. Help me die! Take me to the light realms so we can visit after I die!"
"Is it really that bad Arayin?" "Yes, I'm afraid so, Arcane. I'm so glad to know you're alive! I thought they had killed you."
"No, the Light Elders of Earth saved me. Would you like to meet them Arayin?"
"Anything would help now, Arcane. My body is lost."
"I will bring the light elders to you Arayin."
"God Bless your soul, Arcane. Though I am dying. Know that I will love you forever!"
"Eridian! Help me!" Arcane cried out in his mind. "I'm losing Arayin!" Eridian and the elders were with him instantly.
Eridian said, "We knew she would die soon but telling you would have destabilized you. So we waited for you to find out with you body on New Deva so you could survive this."
In his dreams Arcane fell to his knees with the light elders in a circle around him and cried. The love of his life was dying. She had come to him in a last hope to save her soul.
Through his tears arcane said, "Please help me save the soul of Arayin.
"It was done the moment you called us, Arcane. Come to visit her now in the light dimensions of Earth."
Arcane felt his soul body move through the time-space continuum to Earth's light dimensions. The ten traveled as a group. The nine protecting Arcane's sensibilities.
Eridian spoke as they traveled as a group. " Arcane, we will be your protectors throughout all your future lives. Whether you live in the past, present or future you will represent all that is best about the Earth wherever you go!"
Arcane nodded and said, "I am grateful!" He meant this but his senses spun. He was grateful he was in a dream even though he knew it was all true. The dream could cushion his pain a little. He could pretend at least a little that this was only partially true. It was the only way he knew to survive this.
When the ten arrived in Earth's light dimensions they found Arayin. She was asleep in her soul body inside a healing sphere. The ten surrounded the sphere and joined hands. Since Arcane was numb Eridian spoke, "Arayin has shed her mortal coil. On Isfahel her body has already disappeared and returned to the universal. All that remains of Arayin is here."
At these words Arcane felt dream tears in his eyes. Eridian went on. "Since this soul is a visionary saint of your lineage, Arcane, she will be revered on Earth as well as New Deva. Since she was to be your wife we will instruct her soul as we instructed you. She is now a saint of both New Deva and of Earth. The light dimensions of both worlds will benefit.
"Thank you." was all that Arcane could mumble.
"When she wakes, Arcane she will no longer remember her torture She will only remember growing up and falling in love with you and all the good experiences in her life. Later she will remember all. However, now her soul must heal. When she wakes it will seem normal to her. Say nothing of her most recent experiences. Be supportive of a newly transitioned soul."
"I agree." said Arcane.
An angelic sound like a choir of angels filled the air. Arayin began to awake. Though Arcane felt broken inside he was a good actor. He would put on a good show for her. She got up and slowly walked through the wall of the healing sphere that held her soul body. "Arcane would you introduce me?"
"Yes, Arayin. This is Eridian light elder of Earth. The other 8 are: Americas, Europe, Asia, Atlantic, Pacific, Australia, Africa and Islands. They take their names as light beings from the areas of Earth they represent. Eridian is a variation of Meridian which means dividing line or equator. As light elder he encircles the planet."
"Why are we here, Arcane?"
"We are here to learn of the mysteries of Earth, Arayin. You will be learning in the light dimensions of Earth and New Deva."
"My physical body is dead then, Arcane?"
"Yes, Arayin." At this Arcane had to turn away for a moment."
Arayin's glance pierced his soul.
"She was always so wise and insightful." he thought.
She said, "Though we will never marry we will be together always now. Thank God, Arcane, you are as at home with the dead as the living."
"Yes, Arayin. We will never be separated again."
"Then this is good, Arcane."
"Yes, Arrayin. I agree." He thought to himself that it would be good for Arayin. However, for himself it was a very mixed blessing.
"At least she is free of the pain of the material world," he thought.
She walked up to him knowing he was having difficulty with her death. She put her arms around him. They melted into each other and stayed like that for a long time.
A Ray in Shares her future life with Arcane ten years in his future
After melting souls by standing inside each other in a state of love, and caring they communicated. A Ray In communicated deeply so that Arcane would know in depth her message. "I need to say something about our future life together that I'm becoming aware of now. I'm being made aware of our next life together."
Arcane responded, "Okay." She went on, "I'm moving into a more angelic consciousness so I can see our future clearly. To reduce your pain of losing my physical body and to ensure your success I will share our future life together which begins ten years in your future. I am being permitted to share this with you so you will more likely be successful in bringing the war between Isfahel and New Deva to a just conclusion."
"I'm listening." Said Arcane. He knew what a powerful and deep soul A Ray In was. He respected her soul now more than any but Eridian and God and loved her more than any save God. I wish to introduce you to the being that I will be in this lifetime."
"Will I remember this?" said Arcane.
"No, I'm afraid I can't leave this in your conscious mind but it will be in your subconscious to fortify you in your trials to come. If I leave the memory conscious it may mess up time and your resolution of the problems on Isfahel. If you know the future you could become overconfident and fail. You need to be unsure enough and yet confident enough to succeed."
"That makes sense." Jonathan felt suddenly jealous of A Ray In. She didn't have to face Tech Noir and his armies but he did.
A Ray In both felt his feelings and thoughts and said, "I would feel the same in your place. But please don't be jealous of my angelic state. If I could I would be jealous of you still having a physical body. Know this, Arcane, I will be will with you every moment protecting you and helping you along with Eridian, the Light Elders and all who need your protection from Tech Noir." Her look then seared him 'as one who has been called by God'. He felt his mind melting into a puddle and fell to his knees in respect and awe.
"God is preparing you now Arcane for your success. You are the chosen one to save humankind from those who would enslave humankinds minds and bodies. Though they could reincarnate among us again in the future or past you have been chosen by God to rid the Galaxy of them for now."
"I am honored that God has chosen you to be one of his Spokesperson's A Ray In." Arcane felt his mind and spirit body burning from the awesome power of God. If his soul had been in a physical body when this happened he knew he would have died.
"God's Fire slowly faded from A Ray In' s eyes and she became once again the angel that she was now.
"Even though you will receive the memory of your future with me now it will be gone when you return to your body on New Deva and go to Isfahel. The subconscious memories I instill in you will give you some peace and allow your success in every way. You won't have to wait any longer to see me again than you did when I left you in our Atlantis heaven to embody on New Deva. This time it will be easier because you won't have to die or be born and grow up in a new body." "How will I know you? Will you be a beautiful outside and in as you are now?" a concerned Arcane asked.
"I will be beautiful in a different way than now and I will have latent supernatural gifts but you will have to train me."
Arcane laughed. "That will be fun."
"Yes. You always enjoy teaching. It will be fun for us both." Said A Ray in.
"What will you teach me to complete the circle?" said Arcane.
"I'll teach you humanism and the kindness that comes from helping civilizations evolve out of poverty, anguish and pain to ecologically balanced and spiritually empowered civilizations that are a credit to the galaxy and beyond.
"I want you to know Arcane that as you followed me to New Deva you will follow me to Earth."
Arcane thought about this and realized that he was going to have a completely different future than he had planned. He felt a little betrayed by life. However, he had been mentally trained to deal with the unexpected and his emotions would take years to fully recover. But his absolute discipline would carry him through until he healed enough to become at home with his new future.
"Thank God A Ray in will come back to me in the physical." He thought.
"I can live with this future."
Then he spoke, "Will we be able to marry, A Ray In?"
"Yes, I foresee this outcome. We will be married for several hundred years while you go in and out repairing time."
"Repairing time? Only the Galactic Time Guard does that."
"That's true, Arcane." Said A Ray in.
"It's good I'll forget this until it happens. This would be too much to bear at least until the war is over."
"I agree with you, Arcane."
"Okay A Ray In. I'm ready. You can show me our future together."
A Ray In began. "Okay. You will see it from the perspective of the person you will be ten years hence. My name will be Celeste Weaver." Arcane replied, "It's almost like saying Celestial Weaver."
"Well, It's what the next incarnation of me is trying to do to create cultural continuity for earth for earth. I'm trying to prevent tortured deaths like the one I just endured. I want to have people's lives less traumatic. That's what I'm trying to create in the future. And so when you meet me next I will be more of a humanist and an activist and less of a religious icon and personality."
Arcane said, "Any port in a storm, I guess."
"No." said A Ray In, "You don't understand. What I'm trying to say to you is that I will be born on a humanist planet that has no religions. I'm choosing this purposefully to create a specific kind of person who can help Earth and all it's colonies in a specific sort of way. I can help people's spirits but unless I can help people's bodies survive on earth and beyond I can't reduce the chaos."
"But if you go back in time and change earth you'll change the colonies too!"
A Ray In said, "I won't change the fact that there will be colonies but I will change the quality of life going out to the colonies to be less torturous. In other words we will still go out from earth. We will still colonize and terraform worlds by turning them into oxygen and water based planets. However, it just won't have to be so bloody. That is why I'm not just moving forward as a religious and spiritual figure.
Besides, the era I will work from will be the 20th through the 30th centuries on Earth and beyond. A separation of church and state is prevalent even though not exclusively so during that time epoch."
A Ray In continued, "It is great to be thought of as a visionary saint and to have people pray to me. But other things are needed besides that. Man does not live by spirit alone. Man does not live by bread alone. There are many things needed to make a good culture as Earth moves out into the galaxies and universes. Survival alone is not all of it."
Arcane looked at her and said, "Y'know you've grown much wiser from this experience you've just been through. A Ray In said, "One must learn from all the experiences that one goes through, Arcane, even difficult deaths."
"You are more amazing than I even imagined." Said Arcane.
"One must always maintain adaptability." Said A Ray in.
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