Wednesday, October 7, 2015

The purpose of LIfe?

When I was 2 I remember knowing what people were thinking always. But, what was strange to me was that what people did was a lie to what they were actually thinking. So, I sort of didn't trust most adults because of this especially men.

My mother was a very straightforward person and had a great deal of common sense always and she was an intuitive too like me. So, she always understood me even if she never was a rocket scientist. My Dad was more the genius type of person who mechanically and electrically knew everything and had wanted to become an Electrical Engineer during the Great Depression but wasn't allowed to by his father then. So, he always was sort of frustrated by this because he was valedictorian to his high school Class (highest grades in his school).

So, my mother and father were sort of opposites. My MOm had a lot of common sense and so did my Dad but my mother was open with me about her gifts that she had like me.

So, I wasn't denied that I was intuitive ever by my mother or her mother who was from Scotland.

So, instead of being told I couldn't see what I did I was encouraged to develop my gifts always. But never to tell anyone about it because they just wouldn't understand especially people in church.

By the time I was 15 I finally realized why men lied so much. It was because the world is a horrid place for men. and men then protected women from most horrors if they could but often men went down under the horrors of life then.

So, this dishonesty among men I slowly began to understand of why they did what they did. Being a man in the 1950s was completely a world of pain and struggle.

It was not fun to be a man in the 1950s nor was it fun to be a woman. And it was only fun to be a kid if you had nice parents who didn't beat you all the time like many of my friends did.

I was lucky. I had really great parents and my life turned out okay because of them. So, I'm grateful I grew up to have a good life and to fully become the intuitive I was always meant to be.

I believe God designed me to help mankind. I believe each of us has a purpose in God's universe. So, probably the most important thing is to discover why God made you the way you are and what your purpose is.

Then you can have peace and happiness in your life.

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